My eyes don't dream
This self wouldn't want
Should I let you know that
For me to desire you
I need to split the world apart
and make you reside only in my heart
However,
that moment I know I have fallen in love
but to be with you, it's likely a dream that turns into a curse

There is power to turn the table
But what will give you greater sorrow
when it is not allowed, but  you are capable
Or you are unable, yet they allow

There is a worst day awaits
for that day to be pay off

A cry.. In cold and hazy light
About to be devoured by darkness and despair
Although the sky already pouring, her eye can go no longer bearing
Conscious that wasted on reality calculation
Exhausted, when there's the possibility of it was beyond salvation
Silence.... Deep one
Numb, dumb.... This foolish girl is still here, trapped
Thinking of how desperate I want world to favor me, with fact that world is only Dunya that is really long but ain't eternity
It's hard and just getting harder
Am I get used of running away? No good
It's not like that will lead me to a good escape....

Burning like an ember
Though I'm not a fire
Glowing with my little gentle light

Living as an ember
Keep you a bit warmer
Even if it is not much

Only as an ember light
Couldn't make a brighter night
At least in the gloom
You could see I gleam

It is raining tonight
The view seems blurr but it still bright
How does moonlight piercing
Though the wet mist of cold clouds

Walking along my way of life here
Suddenly the wind greet me by
blowing my hair away from my ear
I halt to listen its slow whisper
Then it left me grinning with the message
"the rain is near"

Not to go on, my elbow rests on the cold long steel railing
and there I wait for the time being
Gazing far away to the endless sky
As if looking for the cloud that will eventually cry

Arriving, the tiny droplets land on my bare face
The rain starts pouring
Ah again I feel this bitter taste
I end up weeping

Only when it is rain that if you cry it would not show
If you are sad, you are not alone
The rain accompanies you

I went facing a mirror
Meeting the image solely of my own
"is this how I am seen by others?"
Staring at this self that I  thought I had known

It started to get interesting
When a lot of myself for me was new
Then you told me our stories and how we had been
So actually this self of mine long had you knew
Better than myself that you even saw me through

I wondered...am I the one who deaf
or is it just me being too loud
I barely notice how is my voice sound
Where could has I abandoned this self
That, now, it has lost that I found

As a loner I stay
And alone I stray
From the crowd I walk away
As I lost at the end of day
I find myself gazing upon
the line of the ocean and the sky
'Limit' is what I see but not I know
'Dream', I look for you high and low
Could I find you when night falls
Would you be hidden in the stars
If I give you my all
May I go to where you are

There is tomorrow in today
And past in tonight

That moment tears dripped down
In linear line
Crossing the dark circle under the tired eyes
Making wet trace on the dry check
Tightly the lashes closed
Squirming hard, full of desperation

And the eyes faintly opened back
Glistening
Like glasses reflecting tiny light
It is about sparkling
Yet the eyes felt burning as it burst
The pale lip shivered,
Words stuttered

There is nothing wrong in wishing
for something foolish and fleeting
Just that reality has always put us on tight spot
between dreaming and awaking

O wind
Can you come blowing
Into my hug, caressing
Pass through these cracks of my broken soul
It feels like I am breathing
Despite this misery gradually growing
That this heart could no longer hold

Sky is clear
Then twilight is here
Stars are falling

The things I cared
Also the things I scared
All reflected in my tear

It is okay if different road appear

Don't be afraid of another path ahead

With the last strength you hold

Seek your future unfold

"Can you hear it...this melody, the wheels of fortune are already turning.
Can the capriccio leading to destruction be stopped,I wonder.
O sorrowful warriors who must bear the cross known as peace, by the violent hands of a creature who knows not love , our paradise has been transformed into a chaotic nation where control is non-existent.
There is no way to end this calamity but to ask for you help"

Love the shine, love the rain
Fond the well, fond the pain
Adore your life and everything you gain
Keep memories, let your strength maintain
Step into tomorrow and strive again, surely good you will attain

They witnessed her destruction
Then were left to wonder why
She saw nothing but darkness
Though the stars shone in her eyes
But maybe they do forgotten
When they failed to see the cracks
That a star's light shines the brightest
When it is starting to collapse