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715 · Aug 2018
suicide note
Hope Aug 2018
You’re the reason she was almost dead
You promised the world, but only out to destroy
She didn’t deserve this lashing.
She’s on the bathroom floor crying harder than ever before
We’re only 16, how can you scream for more?
You have the best excuses for all her scars.
You especially love the ones you forced on her arms
The ones that were supposed to validate my love for you
Now she’s bleeding heavier than before.
The pain vanished and it was euphoric
The sirens are coming
her mother is screaming
She’s awake
Dead inside, but still alive.
Woke up with bandages around her wrists.
The doctors aren’t talking they’re just writing a script.
412 · Jun 2018
slut
Hope Jun 2018
****
You said it so much I thought it was my name.
Too much skin attracts the wrong kind of men.
You warned me not to dress this way.
And if I did, I become their prey.
What a game you love to play.
397 · Jun 2018
Questioned//
Hope Jun 2018
You always ask how  I am,
I’m fine, I’m okay.
Do you really want to know about my mutilated story.
301 · Oct 2018
you
Hope Oct 2018
you
You’ll always stay the same,
like the stuttered song by everything everything.
On repeat just like your sense of defeat,
You’ve gotta be kidding me
You’ve gotta be kidding me
Turn around I’m about to leave
I don’t need you to see
while I walk away and turn you off repeat.
276 · Jul 2018
If
Hope Jul 2018
If
Did you know Daddy?
That it would be your last day,
And when you didn’t wake
everything in the past,
Suddenly became the last.
At least in this existence
you are gone.
But would it be  different,  if you knew?
275 · Nov 2018
on a cloudy day
Hope Nov 2018
Get high
Watch the sky
Sober up
Catch the bus
Leave your worries
Run away
Don’t look back or stay
264 · Jun 2018
c a g e d
Hope Jun 2018
Woeful beyond belief,
nowhere to go or be.
Good thing too because I'm not quite healed enough to be so free.
Woe·ful: characterized by, expressive of, or causing sorrow or misery
264 · Aug 2018
DOB
Hope Aug 2018
DOB
Calm down
Who are you,
Look at me & stop the screams.
I haven’t caused your beast inside,
It’s always been there waiting to come alive.
223 · Jun 2018
Act one
Hope Jun 2018
I’m demoralized.
From all the abysmal men,  
just wanting to scourge
de·mor·al·ized: having lost confidence or hope.
a·bys·mal: extremely bad; appalling.
scourge /skərj/: a person or thing that causes great trouble or suffering
216 · Aug 2019
Untitled
Hope Aug 2019
I'm ******
so it's taken all this time
to figure out
what's in my mind

twisters.
214 · Jun 2018
R e a d y
Hope Jun 2018
Shot in the chest
my heart is exposed.
Ready for the desolation,
From the ones I now loath.
des·o·la·tion
ˌdesəˈlāSH(ə)n/
noun
a state of complete emptiness or destruction.

lloathe
lōT͟H/
verb
feel intense dislike or disgust for.
195 · Jun 2018
The one you love//
Hope Jun 2018
The smile he possesss Softens the pain & diminishes the worry.
Without even knowing the full story.
I swear we’re connected, like Mary and George Bailey.
You’ve saved me.
Mary and George Bailey: It’s a wonderful life.
180 · Jun 9
Angel numbers
Hope Jun 9
You are good
Not so bad
I miss my dad
He would know what to do when im sad
777
Numbers for who
You
116 · May 2020
Unfinished sentence
Hope May 2020
Life is a mess
I feel like a wreck
always so depressed
Get out of my head
Already forgot what you said
116 · May 2020
5 am
Hope May 2020
Heartbreak makes you contemplate
Drives you insane
Keeps you awake
But hard to wake
No escape
Feels like *******
Love is a waste
99 · Dec 2019
Untitled
Hope Dec 2019
Now I’m high
Don’t know why
I feel empty inside
I hope I never die
But my body is crying goodbye
41 · Jun 13
Cobain
Hope Jun 13
Haven't been the same since you burned me
my dear sweet nothing
lost our place
My mind departed
You evaded your love for me
I loved you like you were my end
At least pretend you want amends
That I wasn't a waste
I never lied and you could’ve helped me escape
Instead I drank myself into a depressive state
Where I actually believed I ****** up everything
feeling so attacked
by a world that decided to relinquish
Before I even understood
She was gone
And I named her Cobain
14 · Jun 11
Offline
Hope Jun 11
It’s been awhile since i’ve felt inspired
So much darkness
For the past while
Thinking poor me because of all the dejection
Nobody cares we lost our connection

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