You’re the reason she was almost dead
You promised the world, but only out to destroy
She didn’t deserve this lashing.
She’s on the bathroom floor crying harder than ever before
We’re only 16, how can you scream for more?
You have the best excuses for all her scars.
You especially love the ones you forced on her arms
The ones that were supposed to validate my love for you
Now she’s bleeding heavier than before.
The pain vanished and it was euphoric
The sirens are coming
her mother is screaming
She’s awake
Dead inside, but still alive.
Woke up with bandages around her wrists.
The doctors aren’t talking they’re just writing a script.

You always ask how  I am,
I’m fine, I’m okay.
Do you really want to know about my mutilated story.

Mine in time
And that’s just fine
Because I can wait
For something great
It won’t be too late
It’s just fate

Get high
Watch the sky
Sober up
Catch the bus
Leave your worries
Run away
Don’t look back or stay

Calm down
Who are you,
Look at me & stop the screams.
I haven’t caused your beast inside,
It’s always been there waiting to come alive.

You are good
Not so bad
I miss my dad
He would know what to do when im sad
777
Numbers for who
You

I’m demoralized.
From all the abysmal men,  
just wanting to scourge

The smile he possesss Softens the pain & diminishes the worry.
Without even knowing the full story.
I swear we’re connected, like Mary and George Bailey.
You’ve saved me.

I'm ******
so it's taken all this time
to figure out
what's in my mind

twisters.

I know you’re wrong for me
Gonna wish we never met on the day I leave
I brought you to your knees
Cuz they say that misery brings company
It’s not a ur fault I let you beat me
Its not your fault I can’t be what you need
I’m everything you said I would be

Heartbreak makes you contemplate
Drives you insane
Keeps you awake
But hard to wake
No escape
Feels like *******
Love is a waste

Haven't been the same since you burned me
my dear sweet nothing
lost our place
My mind departed
You evaded your love for me
I loved you like you were my end
At least pretend you want amends
That I wasn't a waste
I never lied and you could’ve helped me escape
Instead I drank myself into a depressive state
Where I actually believed I ****** up everything
feeling so attacked
by a world that decided to relinquish
Before I even understood
She was gone
And I named her Cobain

It’s been awhile since i’ve felt inspired
So much darkness
For the past while
Thinking poor me because of all the dejection
Nobody cares we lost our connection

It’s been five years
Maybe at first I fell in love
For a man who masked his emotions
so madly in love
Until he was mad
At the baby that wasn’t his
Told me the only way he would stay
Is if I had more kids
So I played along
But not long before thing start to unfold
An entire family filled with rage and anger
An evil ***** was my name
I begged for a man to protect me
He left me in the dark and slammed the door on me, blacked my eyes, dragged me in my own home.
I fought back once in the last week
HELL HOUSE
Pretty to see but something dark is underneath
My wrist almost broke when you took the keys
I tackled you and told you you aren’t going to abuse me anymore
All this time, stronger than you
Could have kicked you ***


a good dad but you are no man