Heartbreak makes you contemplate
Drives you insane
Keeps you awake
But hard to wake
Feels like *******
Love is a waste
Life is a mess
I feel like a wreck
always so depressed
Get out of my head
Already forgot what you said
Now I’m high
Don’t know why
I feel empty inside
I hope I never die
But my body is crying goodbye
so it's taken all this time
to figure out
what's in my mind
Watch the sky
Catch the bus
Leave your worries
Don’t look back or stay
You’ll always stay the same,
like the stuttered song by everything everything.
On repeat just like your sense of defeat,
You’ve gotta be kidding me
You’ve gotta be kidding me
Turn around I’m about to leave
I don’t need you to see
while I walk away and turn you off repeat.
I thought you were the one from that very first kiss.
We both jumped back the moment we locked lips.
The church bells rang, but it was just a coincidence.
Or maybe a warning to not continue this.
Who are you,
Look at me & stop the screams.
I haven’t caused your beast inside,
It’s always been there waiting to come alive.
You’re the reason she was almost dead
You promised the world, but only out to destroy
She didn’t deserve this lashing.
She’s on the bathroom floor crying harder than ever before
We’re only 16, how can you scream for more?
You have the best excuses for all her scars.
You especially love the ones you forced on her arms
The ones that were supposed to validate my love for you
Now she’s bleeding heavier than before.
The pain vanished and it was euphoric
The sirens are coming
her mother is screaming
Dead inside, but still alive.
Woke up with bandages around her wrists.
The doctors aren’t talking they’re just writing a script.
Did you know Daddy?
That it would be your last day,
And when you didn’t wake
everything in the past,
Suddenly became the last.
At least in this existence
you are gone.
But would it be different, if you knew?
Soak it in because it doesn’t get much better than You & I.
Look up, stop your mind & count the leaves.
Breathe it in, & tell me what you see.
ME, I see you, and the worlds that we’ve been through,
Indescribable by nature
Fervor in the Favor,
Savor the view,
Stare into my eyes
intense and passionate feeling.
You said it so much I thought it was my name.
Too much skin attracts the wrong kind of men.
You warned me not to dress this way.
And if I did, I become their prey.
What a game you love to play.
Shot in the chest
my heart is exposed.
Ready for the desolation,
From the ones I now loath.
a state of complete emptiness or destruction.
feel intense dislike or disgust for.
You always ask how I am,
I’m fine, I’m okay.
Do you really want to know about my mutilated story.
Woeful beyond belief,
nowhere to go or be.
Good thing too because I'm not quite healed enough to be so free.
Woe·ful: characterized by, expressive of, or causing sorrow or misery
I love that smell burning from your fingertips.
You’re looking at me like i’m your one and only.
Feeling Vibrations everytime we touch lips.
en·tic·ing: attractive or tempting; alluring
The smile he possesss Softens the pain & diminishes the worry.
Without even knowing the full story.
I swear we’re connected, like Mary and George Bailey.
You’ve saved me.
Mary and George Bailey: It’s a wonderful life.
From all the abysmal men,
just wanting to scourge
de·mor·al·ized: having lost confidence or hope.
a·bys·mal: extremely bad; appalling.
scourge /skərj/: a person or thing that causes great trouble or suffering
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