Warm, blurry, dancing,
The dust mites swing through the air,
My fingers curling his hair in small circles,
I close my eyes and drift into the abyss,
The gentle hum of radio
Playing a smooth sweet melody,
I stretch out like a cat sun bathing
This basking warm feeling in my chest
Spreads and flows through my veins
Driving, down, slowly
Caressing the  elegant  Keys through the window,
Soft, and warm like the grass we lay in as we gaze up at the dark curious sky.
The purple haze of the mountain painting  brilliant streams of sunlight on the cotton clouds,
You’re strong  comforting  arms Surround me like the ocean,
Silky and silent I watch as the luminous stars dim and glow in the  velvet blue sky,
I want to stay with you,
I want build and grow and climb with you,
But that’s for time to decide,
I close my eyes and slip into the sun
Warm, blurry, dancing

I feel empty,
I feel grey,
No color,
No feeling,
No life today,
I know I can be happy,
I vaguely remember a smile,
I can try to copy,
But I wouldn’t last a mile,
Like a broken down car,
Like an abandon circus clown,
I won’t go far,
But I can go down,
I’ll wrap my arms,
Around my legs,
Get choked my liquid charms,
Crawl on my knees and beg,
I don’t care if I disappear,
I am colorless I am dull
My life is a pale shade of nothing
And I don’t care at all

He is young, beautiful and simple,
I know what he likes, I can feel it,
Watching him on top of me,
His warm, hot beauty rocking back and forth,
My heaving breast covered by his rough hand,
My legs wrapped around his body,
His tongue, warm and strong, in my mouth,
I can feel him inside me,
A low drum driving me insane with desire,
The fire inside me burns and licks at his skin as our *** builds and climbs,
Every time he crosses my mind,
I lose all self control, if I see him in the hall,
I have to beg myself not to fall,
To my knees and plead for him to let me do as I desire,
To push him hard against the wall,
And let my fingers caress his beauty,
Hard, strong, thick and warm,
I’ll trace him, taste him, tease him,
Until his desire is begging me to let go,
I tease him until his mad tantalizing lust turns against me,
Now I am on the floor,
He pins me down and grinds me till I burn,
I yearn for more, I beg and plead
Please,please,please
The cliff I stand on shakes and my legs brake beneath me,
I fall down, soft and slow
Until the icy, cool water submerges my heat,
I want to say I love him,
The words play on my lips,
I pull him close,
I want to stay like this forever

I close my eyes, but no compromise can be seen,
The fragile fabric of my fort,
is tearing at the seam,
the dainty  frame, remains the same,
no time will make it warp,
and still my dreams like tambourines,
get played  and tossed, like sport,
a steady low drum, becomes their run,
as they sprint and glide and leap,
the darker side, is leaving hyde,
marching to my trembling keep,
red, glowing eyes, like spears,
pierce my shield and brake my spell,
when the night sky clears, through all my fears,
I get dragged to hell.

My world isn’t safe,
My walk home is full of rathe,
Greedy people, haunted lands,
Drunken fools hungry hands
Running, still it hardly hides,
The fear I feel,
Consumes my mind,
I try and I plead,
And I stand stiff in line,
The words leaves my lips,
With dominance in its tone,
Please, dear God,
Leave Me Alone.

Please help me I lost my way,
The road looks the same
And honestly who is to blame,
My  hitchhiking Gears aren’t working today,
The bright stains on my  clothes refect the orange clay,
My arms go heavy and legs get lame,
Without support I’ll fall so I use a cane
I need to rest but I don’t know where to lay,
My direction is lost and my eyes are heavy,
Death in the desert is cold and on fire,
The the slow march of my stumbles as I levy,
My ich in my thought is burning and dire,
Please help me I’m lost and alone,
But you can’t  lead me for I have no home.