Killing me slowly with thought word full of glee

When you have that feeling so deep that you can feel it in your bones, no not your bones the dark part of your soul, that place you never let anyone see expect the person who you see in the mirror that right there is it that's all you need nothing else.

So if you haven't been able to live that feeling, experience it and if it doesn't scare the living **** out of you then your missing out.

Because that thing, that experience, leads to great things.

So you don't like me or love me or very much see me

No you might have I don't know but you don't like me now that much I know

You like the girl, she's young very young.

I know you don't owe me anything

I just have one question if you will take it

Why not me?

I have never been the first choice for anyone, I'm an after thought in your mind

Pretty, but is there something wrong that I did?

yes I have walls one hundred feet tall, but no one even bothered to try?

Just, why?

I'm not asking for your pitty just give me a reason, that's all I ask

So thank you for the year you invaded my mind even when I thought we could be toghter at last

You don't choice me

So have your fun with your little girl, I just ask for her sake give her space

She's not ready for what you ask of her I know I was on her place at one time

Goodbye for good this time.

I want him so bad it makes my bones ache,

And my heart breaks,

When I see the long looks he takes towards me, I become unsteady,

Someday,

Someday.

What are you thinking why do you look at me like that now.

I'm sorry but your just a friend.

I feel for the boy who plays football, and dances silly.

Your a great friend who I love, but I'm sorry not that way not now anyway.

I'm sorry to have to tell you this way but that is all I have to say.

Don't get heart broken your like my brother, if I needed you I know you'd be there.

Don't hate me, please don't leave me cause I don't fall head over heel for you.

This is how it has to be cause I want him, I have for a year, why now do you look at me that way?

No, I can't do that to you to our friendship, so I ask you to stop looking at me like that, cause what do I do when I loose you?

When the he sits next to you when your drunk and nothing happens, heart break happens

Sometimes we have to let parts of ourselfs die to keep living