All of this is crushing me I can not handle all the stress, or life, of school

I need time to think and to destress.

Ask me what you think of the rain that falls on our heads .It's the most beautiful thing there is for what it dose for us.

Ask me what you think of the way you stand.
You look strong with you firm stance.

Ask me about politics, science, the weather, your favorite sport. Republican, fascinating, terriblely cold and wet, I don't quite understand football.

May I ask you?

What
Do
You
Think
Of
Me?

Do you think of me before you fall asleep and what could this be?

What do you look at when your looking at me?

Is it my nose,my hand, or my eyes?

So let me know what is it or is it the worst thing that I could fear?

Not at all.

Thank you for your stare with thoughts stunning killer blues

We may fight at times but I love her

Today I helped you fix you're hair and I rembered the way you did my hair every day when I was and I wanted you to do my hair like a  hot airballoon  

you did every day so thank you mama I'll rember thoughts day and be great full for all youve done

Thank you mama 17 years you've loved me so happy birthday mama

You're my mama and I'd never ask for more

Why dose my heart get faster when we get so close and sometimes our legs touch

Or when you say some rude comment under your breath and I catch it and you smile a bit when I asked you "what was that?" And I smile back just a little bit

I wish you would tell me more about how you can sleep at night or why you get so flustered oh so quickly

I wish just for once it could just be you and me and we'd sit there and talk about everything we think and feel and you would tell me about your scars and I about mine and we would be together and that was all that would matter just you and me.

Cause really what more do we need?

Let us one day sleep through the night without dark thoughts invading our minds

Let us one day feel free to be that person we want to be

Let us one day see the world and the beauty we all seek

Let us find home whatever that might be

Let us all one day be better than we are today

I can't even tell you how I fell about you in my dreams