Engraved and used
Taken apart and unstuffed
Forcing my nature to collaspe in
It keeps me posed
A sinking feeling
bringing me to feel the worse
but no external signs to show it
I'm alone
Locked inside
numbed to show any expression
Let alone speak about it
Layed out like a tossed doll
I feel i've lost my soul
my innocence

I lost before it even started
You didn't want someone to love
you wanted to know you had it
knowing that would have saved me from this
days of silence, messages being ignored
I wanted to be enough
more than enough
I was naive for love
wishing I was enough
for perfect you
perfect you seemingly humble
disciplined and new
nothing like the other guys
stupid little me
I should have knew
i'm nothing to you