there are times when i feel like im walking on thin air
where i feel like i know im moving but i dont know how
my feet feel cemented to the ground but somehow im still going forward
even when im meant to be going backward
i wonder how i came to this conclusion
how the conclusion is that i need to end my life
i know thats what i want because i want to be free of all of these demons
theres so much wrong and im seeing blurry
everything has gone to black and white
all or nothing
live or die?

I crave the feeling
Of someone's touch
I want the feeling
Of someone's mouth
I need the feeling
Of someone's love

you're terrified of feeling complete
you have a fear of becoming whole so
you've accepted being broken