Raven

Raven Jul 2015

Everyday without you
Kills me a lit bit more each day
A part of me is missing
And I don't know if it will ever come back
I miss you like crazy
You were my candle light in the darkness
You held my hand though the tough times
But now you've disappeared
My light is gone
I have no hand to hold
I'm left scared in the darkness
I don't know If I'll see you again
But I know if I do
I will never let you go
You mean everything to me

Raven May 2015

Falling

My head hurts
It hurts so much
This pounding won't go away
Much like the screaming demons
Which seem to love getting me down
I may be happy for a while but that
happiness won't last forever
I'll just fall right back
Right back to the bottom
Where I belong

May 2015

Porsche Newell

On and On and On and..

Moved to All Poetry.com

When I started this poem I was so full of anger it's amazing how we can find peace in poetry...

Raven May 2015

I'm sorry.

My heads a mess
My heart is torn
You think you can fix me
Your only going to be pricked by a thorn
I'm a mistake that should of never been born
Yet somehow was.
You keep feeding yourself lies to make it feel like
it's worth fighting for me
when you should just turn away and forget
It would save you so much pain and your head wouldn't pound
Your wasting your time just leave it be.
I love you but we can never really be
As I can't be here for much longer
I can't be fixed nor shall I believe anything you may say.
I'm sorry for causing you such a mess
Just leave now it would be better for you
And stop you from going insane

Raven May 2015

Copier

Every waking moment I have to live with you
Drives me insane!
Everything I do you do,
I draw
You draw
I write
You write
You are like an itch that just won't go away
This annoying background noise that followers me everywhere I go
And I hate it!
I hate you!
You take everything I am
You are trying to steal my most prized things in life!
You have a constant need to be me
You copy everything I do!
You angrier me so much that I'm like a bull seeing red
One day I'm going to kick out like an angered horse and bite
like a rabid wolf
And your my helpless prey who's had it coming for a long time.

Raven Apr 2015

Run

Run
Run away with me
Run into the welcoming darkness
Who has arms wide open
Run to the wild creatures
Who appear scary with big snarling teeth
But will make you giggle and laugh with glee
Take my warm hand
And run under the gaze of the bright stars lighting up the night
Let the moon watch and smile has she as guides us to freedom
Come with me
Come to were us monsters dance with the wolves
Come run with wind in your hair
Come and **** the world
You can only limit what you do
Let the world watch in awe
As you be you
As your free and has escaped
The burden of fitting in
Join the wolf pack
And do as you please.

Raven Apr 2015

Love me again

In the middle of the night
I long for your touch
I long for your presence
I long for you
But I know I can no longer have you
I can no longer feel you
I can no longer need nor want you
But it's so hard not to want something that cause so much happiness
But you caused so much pain too
Caused me to slip back under but you pulled me back again
It was like a game of push and pull
But in the end I got hurt
While you left untouched of pain or a single tear
Unlike I who still cries for you to be by my side
For you to love me again