I helped you through tough times
Ignoring my own problems
I never let you down
Wish you treated me the same
Instead I was walked all over
And brutal used.
Now I'm saying *******
To you and all your crew
At the end of the day
They shall all leave
Where my real ones
Shall stay.

You claimed to be a friend
But all you ever did was use me
I see that now, I see my mistake
You have pushed me to far
Causing me to lash out
Run child Run
Now the  real Big bad wolf is out.

There is a small voice
I always hear
Telling me to face my fears

The little voice is changing
It's turning against me
It was meant to save me
But now it will be the end of me
I need saving but no one cares
This little voice haunts my nightmares
The little voice is almost there
It has almost won.
Does anyone care?

Why?
Why do you try to save me from drowning?
When you know I will just sink again.
It's time you stop trying
It's time to let me go
I don't want to be here any more
So please stop making me cough up the pills
Please stop trying to heal my wounds.
They will just re-open
Just let me go
Let me be free
It's for the best
Now don't you worry
You don't need me

Everyday I wear the same fake face
The same smile
The same laugh
The same fake happy voice

Inside I'm dying
Inside I'm not happy
Inside is where I hid the real me
No one knows or see's who I really am
As everyday I wear a disguise.

I'm not the person you think I am
I'm dark and ****** up
My head is a prison
My heart has died
I'm not alive
I've always been dead

I find comfort in the dark
I feel like I final belong
Hidden from the light
Hidden from the monsters
That patrol the day
I'm somewhere no one can see
Somewhere no one can hurt me
The darkness is my home
It's my shelter from reality