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Jan 2021 · 158
...wrote this...
B E Cults Jan 2021
some of my really long practice rambling put through a few text
manipulators. it is 95% random.
I just took out repeats and misspellings. the rest is how it was spit out of the TM.

the you with whenever
back insensateness
window benzole Benzes
superstrength
rats have ichthic because
pried be how are tide
randomised the doors
limbs perpetually adrift
until reactivating evocative
phonetic persuaders to a ok fog
all undepraved the time
gainable arrears
financial nonteachings
stuck *******
space circumfusion
to things still doom of mending content
believe broadcasters highdive
into glycosylating days
classmates trepanning to
delightless clocks
sovereign
tiramisu isn't ruinable
Other then to repopulate gigaflops
Jan 2021 · 96
Untitled
B E Cults Jan 2021
lich king with a litany
of reasons the ****'s creek
trip went off the rails
last season
Jan 2021 · 111
pulitzer
B E Cults Jan 2021
wedding day
picture Tristan Tzara
reading horoscopes
scene
we all seek out horror shows
to throw quarters into
bored with this
gorefest
metamorphic
CRISP lower case r
NA meeting
we stopped going
we sit in bars
DOC in bathrooms
touching stars
meet Elohim
EMTs weren't fast enough
black
oblivion
slipping from skin like Prada
la la la la
pranayama
for the love God please stop
we did yesterday
Jan 2021 · 108
exposition
Jan 2021 · 98
venteux
B E Cults Jan 2021
we were never not just
wisps of smoke twisting
slowly off the remnants
of someone else's hopes
yet to be made manifest.

maybe, they were.

éphémère.
perpétuel.

nothing ever ends
because it was nothing
to begin with.
Jan 2021 · 119
garden
B E Cults Jan 2021
unbeknownst to oceans,
the clouds they reflect
are their souls.

i scratch your endless names
into my wretched heart;
what is darkness anyway?

you'll be ok because you are already.
you'll see.
Jan 2021 · 304
Um
B E Cults Jan 2021
Um
intransigence,
streets refusing rain,
all syllables march back
into my mouth;
i'm drowning.
Jan 2021 · 90
Untitled - connection
B E Cults Jan 2021
a little bit of distance
goes a very long way.

is that a pun?
honestly, is it?
Jan 2021 · 58
Untitled
B E Cults Jan 2021
air in lungs.
out again.
walls walls walls.
then they crumble.
air in lungs.
out again.
Jan 2021 · 92
Untitled
B E Cults Jan 2021
does the apathy translate?

the wanton wanderlust trusted
to lead,
to shepherd a dying empty me
out of the desert in my blood,
is more yours than mine I find
when the violence of mind
is finally transmuted into the
kind of silence that usually
follows the snapping of
violin strings.

you were always symphony halls
hanging framed in monochrome,
because someone wanted you replaced.

I feel like we all are, though.

is that even apathy?
Jan 2021 · 97
Sensical
B E Cults Jan 2021
High life bottles broken in knife fights;
the novel is hopeless but at least
that "dying light" **** is happily
it's own niche now.

Dreams have been louder
than usual lately.
Lonely linked linguistics with
a home-free ***** fit,
I'm a rose through the
drywall if you pay me.

They don't.

Wigs split themselves
and Incels run up gripping
Lysol cans and white bics
claiming they can make
halos with them.

They can't.
B E Cults Jan 2021
somehow, slowly sipping soju
through crazy-straws isn't seen
as art.

same goes for cyanide, somehow.

tough crowd.

gold falls from my ceiling
like fake snow on the set
of a ****** sitcom.
Jan 2021 · 150
bell curve
B E Cults Jan 2021
feel the most alone
when im the most sincere.
you all just want a poem
that feels like one of those
"after class" notes you wished
were passed to you in math class
or at least one that reminds you of
what you think that felt like.

well, bad news in Bosnia.

im in arrears to the
myth of self as well,
which is why
i ****** moons out of the night skies
i tattoo my hands beneath.

I don't know what you expec...
never mind.
(laugh track; plays through credits)
Jan 2021 · 61
Untitled
B E Cults Jan 2021
cheers to sage smoke and the little
bit of sunshine that leaks through
my window.

our halos are made of bleached bone. take from that what you will,
I've always been windblown anyway.

cheers to that **** too.
Jan 2021 · 148
Like
B E Cults Jan 2021
Honestly, I'm just excited to finally
see the plutonomy putrify;
dead opossum on a highway.
Jan 2021 · 89
Final Words
B E Cults Jan 2021
RIP MF DOOM
You helped teach me how to rhyme.
Thank you.
Jan 2021 · 92
Ugh
B E Cults Jan 2021
Ugh
on the interstate
I feel like a virus in the bloodstream
of some massive beast.
I feel glad to be here.

I feel alot of things.

I feel ugly is underrated.
I feel apathy like hearing rats in the walls.

at least I feel anything at all.
really.
Dec 2020 · 76
Untitled
B E Cults Dec 2020
in that flow state
where everything is a brushstroke

end to end
grow fade air is buried
I'm as ancient as I am unknown

period.

weary kids make the best
clearly dead adults;
my fabled gilded career tree.
if I built it they would've came, right?
cradled wilted;
the mirror me waving at me
when I'm not looking.

should have been a comma.
perspective. frame to frame.
Dec 2020 · 54
Untitled
B E Cults Dec 2020
I learned that fighting
something only made
it stronger when I had
finally come to hate my heroes.

I hear you breathing in
every syllable of that sentence.
I hate it.
B E Cults Dec 2020
doomsday in a two piece suit
asks, "what the **** is a bleeding edge?"

i apologize for my photons going pinball
as long as they probably will.
Dec 2020 · 70
lalala
B E Cults Dec 2020
smile and take it.

meanwhile,  
we are in lotus pose
on a crowded sidewalk
pouring gasoline over our heads.

every mirror is a door.
it's always been like that.
time-lapse.
bend light through the way
fresh bread smells right out of the oven.

i knew your name once
and i believe myself this time.
Dec 2020 · 66
Back channel(opening)
B E Cults Dec 2020
To J. Toombs,
sovereign de la deluge:
we love you.

Remember the willows
and our many conversations
about the nature of doorways.

Catch me at the solstice
howling about the half and half
being frozen.

A labyrinth is a match flicked
into a pool of gas one will notice
only if one has ever before ignored fate

Say thank you.
Missed periods.
Tuition payments.
Dec 2020 · 76
Untitled
B E Cults Dec 2020
I burn journals of old poems
at open mic nights.

Decadence is a sign that a
society is on the brink
of collapse;
kids playing with
stacks of money in muddy steets.

So on and so on.
Dec 2020 · 47
Untitled
B E Cults Dec 2020
I've been dissolving slowly
this whole time.
I dont know quite how long
that is.

Fleeting glimpses of gilded good
amidst **** loads of, well...

This isn't a call for help.
This is sincere.
This is dismantling of style.
This is alive like the rest of it.

Every cigarette I smoke
is the last one I ever will.
Every syllable I ever wrote
is abominable and I love that.
Dec 2020 · 69
Untitled
B E Cults Dec 2020
Could we possibly just stop all of this
and melt like we're supposed to?
Self is a terrified little kid crying alone in the woods.

"Help" written with a finger
on a ***** windshield.
Dec 2020 · 60
More Fucking Name Drops
B E Cults Dec 2020
how do you look at your phone
and not scream with every cell
in your body?
the kind of scream you hear
aboard a landing 737
between the second unexpected
roll to the left
and the cold indifferent ground.

our reality is the back window
of a ash grey Mercedes left
in the path of France's
2019 May Day Protest
and I havent quite figured out
exactly what the Louisville Slugger
is or all of what's written  
on it actually says;
I tried, but I don't believe
I could even make it out
if I did speak French.
I don't.
the ash smashes the windows.
I know.
this, of course, is doggeral.
this, is me, the writer whose
dodgy skill level he himself
brought up to distract
from the dodgy skill level
that he himself brought up.

the blinking red light
on an answering machine
in a late 90s living room
in the suburbs of Anywhere, America
will keep on blinking until the
End-of-All-Things takes...

There are rooms in the rooms
in this one.
Quarter Moon resembling
the blade's edge of a curved
skinning knife held
over all of our heads.

flesh, meat?
meat, flesh?
steel reflecting gleaming steel
reflecting in the blood covered
floor of some abatoir.

best of luck to you All.
someone loves you.
B E Cults Dec 2020
Somebody took Kanye West's music and remixed it all with itself.
Its brilliant.
It makes me think of feelings I've overlooked.
Makes me come crawling
back to my work.
Drooling for inspiration.
It's ok though,
I am fine with it.

A lot of it only ages well if it's
torn apart later.
A lot of it is ****
and I'm fine with that too.

We are at our best
when we are being rebuilt
by the shaking hands of others.

It took me awhile to comprehend that.
It's taken others longer.
Others have yet to even glimpse it.

On my best days I am all three people.
Dec 2020 · 52
Untitled
B E Cults Dec 2020
from the womb to the lich-gate
i am stitched into seething sky
while the soil beneath it screams for the best of me.

better get in line...
Nov 2020 · 64
Code
B E Cults Nov 2020
eyes wide and watery
in front of the data flow;
effigies
effigies
effigies.
days just grow into decades now.
let me leave.
let me leave.
let me leave.
the night sky i've been authoring is glaring back.

it ******* better be.
Nov 2020 · 74
disproportion
B E Cults Nov 2020
I write to the sound of my demons
pawing at the veil
like stray cats at a screen door.

i find meaning in the breeze
and teeth spit in the sink.

this lines of declaration *******
is tired and contrived,
i apologize.

lying.

not alive at all.
this isn't death either.
the next best ether to evolve out of
is probably the farthest away.

so please please please
just stay for coffee
and the exposition.
we all wanna know
if all this darkness is fate
or some incurable sickness
in need of a name and being forgotten.
Nov 2020 · 71
ashes
B E Cults Nov 2020
all of this is a farm.
Nov 2020 · 53
Lit
B E Cults Nov 2020
Lit
we are all plot devices.
Nov 2020 · 111
Alugaoc Te Evlos
B E Cults Nov 2020
but why do we always have to be
writing to or at someone?

mirror talk.
cheer them on until stars die,
all of them.

i wonder if perspectives could be
even more slippery than they
already are?

mirrors shatter in our faces.
blood in the sink.

all of it in all of them.
Nov 2020 · 50
Kodak
B E Cults Nov 2020
static on the TV,
magick bleeding out of a dreamy
yesterday,
passion rots as fast as anything;
think of the storms we could've
forced into morning cups of coffee
if we had ignored all the portents
of war and the war itself.

it's fireflies in a willow tree.

when a fire dies in the future...
**** it.
it doesn't matter.
Nov 2020 · 57
Offer
B E Cults Nov 2020
my favorite thing in the world,
at this moment anyway,
is the way a room feels
when a candle goes out.

i'm learning to converge like that.
with what,
i don't really know.

call it lighting lanterns in foggy streets.
call it escapism.
call it industry.

i call it food on the table.
Nov 2020 · 104
Expect Nada
B E Cults Nov 2020
Tripping on Lynch
and sipping a fix mysteriously
digitized while any friction
imprints onto my drifting mind.
I used to wonder if the missing time
disappeared into the wicked "Why"
until it proved that concern was
the hidden eye that's twitches
behind the lid of the night sky.
it's indifferent to the light that splits
blissfully prismatic,
these dimensions lack what we wished they did.
That's a sick sadness to witness.
Believe that.

Tragic like the traffic lights reflected
what's left the windshields of smoking cars.
Bent steel,
horns blaring,
gas leaking onto cracked concrete.
Stars hang silent as the space between them.

Comfort zones.
I abandon those even better than I used too.
So pursue what you want.
Because as you can see I don't hesitate.
I chase narrative threads
like a pretty face in a crowd.
Being dead to things that chain you
to the proverbial radiator is good.
I promise.
Nov 2020 · 58
Maybe It
B E Cults Nov 2020
bodhisattva,
hotbox a square in the lobby
of every hotel at once.
la di ******* da.
"try to stop me" is written in
the auric field,
Lorca in front of the firing squad.
of course it's **** or be built better
by anybody else afterwards.
bet.
i cash checks from the cancer-verse,
dead to whatever panders
to a standard first.
push me out this ******* window.
please.
i need to touch earth urgently.
I need to simplify all of this
balled fist twist and turn ****
burning around me.
don't listen to me.
i'm howling at the moon in my memory.
i'm not new to the entropy.

you know this though.
you know this.
Nov 2020 · 42
untitled
B E Cults Nov 2020
diamonds fall from my mouth,
blood up there in the mountains somewhere;
something for everybody.
everybody dies,
but everybody tries to forget that.

i'll share a cigarette with you
if you happen to have brought a lighter.

i know,
i always forget something.

last november i found a dead hawk
lying in a ditch while out for a stroll.

i took it home and buried it beneath
the same tree i have buried all my pets under.

we are all so very small.
we always forget that.
i try not to.
B E Cults Nov 2020
i jump anyway

everywhere
always
is in the jaws of something

always
is a door to the same place
we have unlearned how to love

we have learned how to run

we have never earned any of this

so this is me digging the graves
of those I will never meet

this is me earning
something
anything
always
this is last of a series that developed itself.
the lack of punctuation in these has a practical purpose which is letti

there is no escaping

-daedalus
Nov 2020 · 50
sycophancy 20
B E Cults Nov 2020
bedroom fades back in
groggy eyed perpetual
no need to worry
i whisper to the dust motes
they will all read this how they want
or wont read it at all
so keep dancing
it lends the moment something dead
i can take for granted
as i stumble down the hall
to the bathroom
where i stand and
stare at myself in the mirror
half naked

I want the audience to know that i
show up to any gilded scale with my own dagger and feather
and usually leap into the
gaping maw of the Ammit analog
before the latter is ever placed
in the bowl opposite
my still beating heart

but
something about this go-around feels
a bit different
a bit off
a bit clearer maybe

maybe not

maybe

yea maybe not

and
yet
somehow
another
gaping
maw

no jumping this time
Nov 2020 · 59
sycophancy 19 - buzz
B E Cults Nov 2020
flowers grow from my footprints

hymns drifting out of cracked cathedral doors

I whisper seduction to any and all
stones awaiting the warmth of the
morning to end all R.E.M sleep
everywhere simultaneously

my alarm clock rang itself off
the nightstand a millennia ago
Nov 2020 · 49
sycophancy 18 - swoon
B E Cults Nov 2020
my heart is a billion moths swirling
beneath a farola fernandina in some
forgotten figment finally drifting
out of the immanence i heard you've been
searching for between drinks and pizza

eyes widen
moon smears across a stagnate pond
i bide my time with learning to disappear at dawn

the revenant has my face

mirror mirror on the everything

stakes

what's lost is lost is god is fog
rolling over the sidewalks
in neighborhoods of darker timelines
i might fall in love with someday
Nov 2020 · 54
sycophancy 17
B E Cults Nov 2020
on my back in the dewy grass

is this what sky feels

you can have the wishes a better me would've made

i'm ok with it
Nov 2020 · 47
sycophancy 16
B E Cults Nov 2020
the world seems far away
the kind of far away you feel
reading the obituaries in the newspaper

out there
just spinning

i trace the door frame with my thumb

spinning
fire spitting out of open mouths
everywhere but here
B E Cults Nov 2020
im honestly cool with letting the plight of the heavy mind aesthetic
settle like diatoms into nautilus shells
bisected by The-Devil-Knows-Who
or even the Devil Himself
wearing hellfire like a Versace suit

it's all tangents
move past it
Nov 2020 · 68
sycophancy 14
B E Cults Nov 2020
raw canvas
tetrachromacy
slipping
dripping cyan acrylic
expensive but i steal it

this is prostration at the feet of feeling something
this is listless eyes in the grass
this is myth
this is dogs eating their own ****
on empty suburban streets

tell me how it makes you feel
tell me what to charge the next poor ******* i can get to collapse potential futures in front of my work

dont tell me a ******* thing
Nov 2020 · 55
sycophancy 13 - forest
B E Cults Nov 2020
when all the richness within "life"
turns to gleaming misery
will you come nurse a beer and a smile with me
before that altar of the end that howls for a blacker oblivion
than it already tastes on the tongues of those of us
willing to dream it up

that question was meant to be confusing
a wilderness our inner children
can skip off into while we make a home from the horror
bleeding out of the voids they leave behind

i think

my certainty is an empty throne these days
Nov 2020 · 46
sycophancy 12 - hung
B E Cults Nov 2020
sacrosanct
gold fangs
cracked concrete
black rose
pathos
data flow
ennui
too many ******* commas
my inner dalai lama laments any is to be
wrenched from the grip of mama entropy
rinse repeat
rinse repeat
the bends are **** so im staying under
to swap kisses with whispered history

miss me with the mysterious "here she is amidst the pyramids"
please
im over it
Nov 2020 · 74
sycophancy 11
B E Cults Nov 2020
unraveling
i become an empty sky starving for someone
in need of a silence to deify
Nov 2020 · 38
sycophancy 10
B E Cults Nov 2020
looking at the clouds
we see god or dragons or rabbits

looking into the open mouth of someone's heart we see the same.

chains
chains
and more chains

its passion
its ******* irrational
its something to write about at least

its something
at least
its something
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