Hopeless, worthless, ugly girl.  Doomed from Conceivement to exist in darkness.  She seeks the mirage of happiness and hides behind the mask painted upon her face. So no one will see her desolation.   She hides underneath the tight fitted cloths that shelters her remains and deceives them all.  Broken and lost is all she can feel.   How can she mend this hopeless, worthless, ugly girl.

Feeling as if I am fading away.  As I fall apart pieces of me shatter as they become ghostly matters that my fingers can no longer grasp. Lost in my mind. Trying to understand why no one can see.  Anger takes hold, the monster is back. Why is no one helping? How do I get back? Darkness overcomes numbness takes hold goodbye sweet light; goodbye.