she is fierce but timid
she is smart and calculated
she is observant, precise
nothing escapes her
to her life is like a card game
she relies heavily on luck but she also plays well.
she is a manipulator
she is cunning, deceptive
she is hard to read
she knows what to say how to say it
she knows the right chords to play and strings to pull to get you.
she wiggles her way into your heart
gets comfortable leaves an impression and then disappears leaving a void
She is cursed .
she can't find love of her own.
and when she does he leaves her broken.
she once loved deep, she gave all her heart to him and he damaged it
now every man is a game to her but how far can she and will she go.
I am she
she is me

sometimes you just have to let it all out
whether it's crying or writing or screaming
do whatever it takes to let those feelings out
don't keep it to your self
By doing that you'll lose yourself
Slowly.
With every thing you keep to yourself
It chips away at your soul.
My love learn to express yourself

I don't regret meeting you
I regret falling for you
If I knew it'd end like this
I wouldn'tve put my heart out like that
There is not a lot I regret in my life
But this one
I wish I could go back and change it
Why is it hard to let you go
There is s nothing there to hold on to
So what am I hanging on to?

There that one part of us that loves pain
Isn't it weird
We keep longing for the thing or person that hurt us
We want to go back
We wish it was different
But let me tell you it wouldn't have been different
And he would still have walked out
they would've still left

Even after everything I still think about you
I want to move on but my heart still holds on
Hoping maybe you change your mind
But I know it's not possible