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309 · Oct 2014
love
Shae Jean Oct 2014
Love so pure,
is the simplest cure,
to healing life long hate,
so oh why wait,
or take the bait,
of a life long snatching lure.
308 · Oct 2014
Loving word
Shae Jean Oct 2014
They say that when a heart breaks,
A loving word is all it takes,
To heal a wound time only scabbed,
To bind together a heart that's stabbed.
302 · Dec 2014
It's in my head
Shae Jean Dec 2014
Could it be?
No. It couldn't.
But maybe?
No. Probably not.
You pick me up,
And swing me around.
But no. It isn't real.
It's all in my head.
It's all in my head!!
But, what if it isn't?
No. It is. I'm seeing things.
Am I? Is there something?
Something in his eyes,
Something I can't see?
No. Don't get your hopes up.
Stupid girl, he's not into you.
But could he be?
No. Of course not.
Have you seen yourself?
Take a look in the mirror.
There nothing for him here,
Take a step back into the real world,
And forget these fantasies.
Break your own heart, get over it.
He can't see you. Get used to being alone.
But, they say he likes m-
NO. STOP IT. IT'S NOT REAL.
289 · Oct 2014
Casualty
Shae Jean Oct 2014
I am sick of being a casualty of this money war.
287 · Oct 2014
All that I've got
Shae Jean Oct 2014
I lost my heart, and I continue to live.
I lost faith in love, and I continue to give.
I feel no pain, still I continue to cry.
I believe in truth, so why do I lie?
I say I'm happy, but I'm unbearably sad.
I said I forgave you, but truth is I'm mad.
I'm trying to forget, to move on.
But each step that I take, your still gone.
I told you it's over, but we both know it's not.
You still have my heart, and that's all that I got.
281 · Oct 2014
Hidden Battles
Shae Jean Oct 2014
I have to lie.
Keep it inside.
This is my life,
I refuse to die.

The pain I feel,
It isn't real.
Learn to heal,
Skip a meal.

Hide my demon,
Fight for freedom,
My own Eden,
Refuse to weaken.

Hold it in,
Force a grin.
Raise my chin,
Fight to win.

Resist the screams.
Believe in dreams.
Rip the seam,
My own team.
274 · Oct 2014
His Girl
Shae Jean Oct 2014
His girl
The worst feeling in the world,
Is watching him fall in love.
You see his tweets about his girl,
And the weight in your gut gets heavier,
As the dead butterflies sink to the bottom.
You'd think with all the tears you've cried,
You'd have started feeling lighter by now.
You see what he posts about miss perfect,
And you pray to GOD she's really worth it.
And you know that you had your chances,
And you know that you watched them go.
But that was back when you didn't know.
He changed his picture, it's not of you,
And you just know that he's changed too.
You can't do anything without remembering.
You forget and check your twitter again,
And you just see his tweets about his girl.
And it kills you to realize, that you're not,
His girl.
270 · Feb 2018
You're not my one
Shae Jean Feb 2018
I’m not clever,
Not quite like you.
All the words that you say,
And they manage to make
It all okay.
I just want to be able,
To hold myself up,
On my own.
I keep finding myself
Drawn to you
And I want to be alone.
But I run to you,
When I can’t stand.
When I feel like
A million hands
Are keeping down
I wanna be strong
Enough to break
Myself away from
This pattern of
Desire and regret
Closure is around
The corner I can feel
It just beyond my reach.

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