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Sep 2020 · 63
Unreal
Justin S Wampler Sep 2020
I watched
As you
Twirled
And
Spun

Now I just
Remember it
Over
And over
Again

Taste of blood
Like the
Taste
Of a
Gun

I'll just
End up
Where
It all
Began

I watched
As you
Loved me
And
Sprawled

Now
I just
Remember
It
Dying

I watched
As you
Gave me
Your
All

Now I
Can't
Even
Remember
Why

Why I just didn't see it
At the time

Why do I find myself
In this paradigm
Sep 2020 · 46
Prayers to those lost
Justin S Wampler Sep 2020
The guilt comes and goes
It's starts with love
And fades as it grows
The roots of a wicked tree
Buried in the snow
Siphon bits of joy
From deep down below
It always starts with love
The guilt comes and grows
Like the waves of an ocean
That everybody knows
Aug 2020 · 68
Dear heart.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
She stepped in,
As she was stepping out.
Not that it's her fault,
That's not what it's about.

Seems seldom indeed,
That I've felt so in need
Of this kind of company.
Where does this leave me?
Somewhere distant,
Some how resistant?
There's change in the air.
These winds tousle my hair
And carry a faint scent
Of bitter self resentment,
But that's no reason
To waste my favorite season.

So let's go for a walk
Through the woods,
And we can just talk
If that sounds good.
Aug 2020 · 63
Bits and pieces
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Porcelain
Sharper than swords
Whiter than ghosts
Shattered in a pile
Porcelain
Like a shallow pool
Of tepid tap water
And I'm dying of thirst
Porcelain
Don't go chipping on me
Now that we've been set free
Dear, you're a skeleton key
Porcelain
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Do
Don't
Do
I can't
Do
Nah
Do
It
Do it

Done.
Aug 2020 · 154
Autumn
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Leaves
Wilting
Falling
Drying
Sogging
Leaves
Leaving
Their trees
Aug 2020 · 59
Blank pages
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Hope she's got a pen on her,
I bet that she does.
Aug 2020 · 43
Race me.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Both of us, smiling,
A little out of breath,
Now on the
Far side of
The duck pond.

I listen to the rhythm
Of her breathing
And see the slight
Rise and fall of
Her chest,
The bead of sweat
On her upper lip,
Inviting me to taste it.
My thoughts wander,
Cementing that sound,
That rhythmic breathing
Into my memory.


I look forward to hearing it again.
Aug 2020 · 65
Bioluminescent
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Fluttering lights
Like night sky butterflies
Waver between death
And endless life
Aug 2020 · 34
Numb
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
The wind blows
Carrying a cloud of sand
Like a thousand little razors

It feels
It feels like pins and needles
It feels like waking up
     To something that's been here
          All along.
Aug 2020 · 55
Damn it
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
It's alright
It's okay
There'll be
Another day
And someone
Will wake you
By grabbing
And shaking you.
You'll stretch
With a yawn
And see that
It's nearly dawn
With the sun
Peeking it's head up
Over top of
The horizon.
Aug 2020 · 50
Catching feelings
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
I think I've fallen in love
With the little trash can under my desk.

Every morning now for years
I've been finishing in it
So that I don't have to clean
Anything up when I'm done.

It's gotten to the point now
Where I can't get off
Without that little trashcan
Being around.

I've *** into a lot of things
Over the span of my life,
But nothing has ever compared,
I'm calling that trashcan wife.

And I don't know
What I would ever do
Without it.
Aug 2020 · 59
Keep my mouth shut.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
In a gross misconduct,
And verbal conflagration,
I regurgitate these words
That wouldn't be digested.
Now I'm covered in my mess,
Bits of vowels stuck to my chest
And my new jeans reek of
Conjecture and ignorance.
Aug 2020 · 42
Who knows
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
What do you do
When you don't know
What to do?
Aug 2020 · 45
Delay
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Collide violently
With what ought to be
And what my mind screams
Is wrong.

Explosions inside
Serve to drive
Me to hide
For too long.

The sun has come
But the damage is done
So I sit here alone
In the dark.

She whispered to me
That she was meant to be free
And her flame has been gone
From the start.

No skies,
No flight,
I'm grounded
For fear of such heights.
Thunder booms,
Lighting strikes,
I'm hiding
Far from my own mind.
Aug 2020 · 74
Windows to the soul
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Eyes like two high-beams,
Felt them sweep over me,
And focus to a point
Like a dangerous laser beam.

Then when I turned my head
And peered back into them,
If I looked closely enough
I could hear moaning in my head,
I could see her in my bed,

Or her bed, or on the floor,
Or right here against this door,
Or inside my car, or behind those trees,
Or down in the dirt, down on her knees.

Her eyes told me stories,
That I wouldn't believe.
Those intense high-beam eyes
That washed over me,
And flooded me with light
Shining from radiant memories
Of everyone else that she's looked at
The same way she was looking
At me.

Did they all see her as I did?
Wet in the dirt?
In a light floral skirt?
Or is it different for everyone
That peeks back at her?

I still feel them
Looking at me
Across all these miles
Stretched in-between.

Maybe that's wishful thinking.
Maybe, indeed.
It's hard to describe.
Aug 2020 · 55
Tied to you
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Inspired.
Penned a letter to a fellow,
Told him thanks for the tip.
He taught me that nothing
Is really worth a ****.
"Wise man, wise words,"
I thought, with a grin.
Grimacing at the pine cone
Taste of this gin.
So now what's the plan,
Where's my next place to sin?
I scan through the faces
Of my fellow patrons,
And consider myself lucky,
brimming with indignation.

Lucky as a duck,
To be this ******* numb.
Imagine having emotions,
God they're all so ******* dumb.

I've figured it all out you see,
It's not about you and me.
It's not about love,
or life,
or honesty,
It's about...
...it's about...

...What,
was I taking about?
Aug 2020 · 47
Sex appeal
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Man, I **** my pants this morning.
At least I didn't wet the bed...
...again.
Aug 2020 · 80
Untitled
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Stupidity.
How many times can I apologize
In the span of a week?
How many things can I do
That are worth apologizing for?

In so few days.

Innumerous.
Stupidity.
Aug 2020 · 64
Untitled
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
I could paint the sky
With the color of my sighs.

Blue,
Purple,
Black.

A bruise of a day,
Preceded by a shameful evening
Of bearing my yellowed teeth.

Inhale the dye,
And stain my insides.
Because sometimes even the hidden truths
End up being lies,
And I'll tell myself
It's the hand we've been dealt.

These new jeans are too tight,
And just for self-spite
I'll go and cut them up into
Beautiful butterflies.
Aug 2020 · 87
Unibrow.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Little imperfections,
I usually so easily ignore,
Suddenly became amplified
Since meeting someone I adore.

Get out of the mirror,
Get out of my head,
I just have to focus
On being myself instead
Of trying to be
An idealistic version me,
I just hope that she likes
Who I am.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Time.
Liquid time
Soaked into
These clothes.

Feel the weight
Of this shirt
Bearing down
On my shoulders.

Heavy with the burden
Of memory.
Grown more dense, somehow,
As the fabric has thinned.

A faint tune
Wafts in on the breeze,
Sinatra's singing
"Summer wind..."

And the day seems
Just a little bit brighter,
If not also slightly
Tinted rose.

Humming along,
Smiling inwardly,
I wonder where
The time has gone...

...and bid it farewell.
Aug 2020 · 154
Self doubt and failure
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
A great wheel turned,
And something clicked into place.
Whatever it was,
It put a smile on my face.

Now I'm sitting here wishing
I had more to say,
But maybe this is perfect
To begin a new day.

So with a stretch,
And with a sigh,
I'll relish in the bright blue sky.
I'll indulge in this feeling,
Letting myself fantasize
About goals for the future,
For the very first time.

Maybe I'll fail,
Maybe I'll fly,
But either way
I want to try.
Aug 2020 · 71
Stupid
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Yellowwwww
Like the light on the moonnn

Lovely little words
Spoken too soon

I loved you
You loved me too

Yellow
Like the sun at noon
Aug 2020 · 127
Tongue throne
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Come
Sit
Squirm around a bit
Come
Sit
Press against my spit
Come

Exquisite
Ecstasy
Riding on my lips

Slowly flip
I want to watch you
Come
Sit
Jul 2020 · 93
Blood and steel
Justin S Wampler Jul 2020
Grease, grime and filth
Black hands from all the silt
Knuckles busted
Bleeding thumb
Time to take this
Baby for a run
Starter up
Hop on in
Let's go around the block again
Jul 2020 · 138
A thousand tomorrows
Justin S Wampler Jul 2020
Never finished college
Didn't write a book yet
Still don't own land
Haven't paid that debt
Can't say I've lost weight
Forgot to exercise again
Paying for a gym membership
Last time I went was two years ago
Meant to go to therapy
Maybe next week
Wanted to work on my relationship
Just ended it instead
Tried to quit smoking
But not really
Saw the calendar flip by
Like a picture book
I won't drink like this forever
I'll quit tomorrow
Jul 2020 · 40
Untitled
Justin S Wampler Jul 2020
Silhouettes of silos
Go streaking by
In the clear night sky.

I rest my head
On my fist
And then rub my eyes.

Why is it that
The trip home
Always feels shorter
Than the one away.

When did vacation
Become a memory,
And seem so impossibly
Far away?

I remember sleeping
With my forehead
Pressed to the window.

I remember feigning sleep
So that I would be carried
To my bedroom.
Jul 2020 · 62
D.i.a.f.
Justin S Wampler Jul 2020
******* posers.
I'm the real deal,
*******.
Watch me
Dance
My stupid *******
Monkey dance,
And listen
To me sing
My dime a dozen
**** heap song.

Real is as real
As you want it to be,
But if you ask me,
*******,
You're all faking it
Just as much
As I am.

So get crispy,
And leave me
The ****
Alone.
Jul 2020 · 77
The face on the water
Justin S Wampler Jul 2020
A leaf fell slowly,
Wafting in the autumn breeze.
I saw it mirrored
In the water's reflection.
I met my eyes again
Before it touched down,
And watched myself scatter
Into the ripples.

The water never calmed down,
The wind was pushing steadily
Into the sleepy boughs and limbs.

The trees all stretched
And sighed,
And shook themselves free
Of the summer growth.

They showed me how
Not to focus too much
On myself,
But to see the scattered refractions
Of everything else.

And I breathed in, raising my head.
With a hand on my cheek and
Feeling the stubble there,
I wondered how long
I'd been just staring
Into the eyes
Of the face on the water.
Jul 2020 · 101
Water, and blood.
Justin S Wampler Jul 2020
Drive your spile
Into me,
And take what you've tapped.

Been going on miles,
Last night's dream
Was of two maps.

We alternate
Between the two,
Getting there ain't our right.

Time's gone late,
And who knew?
Missed the turn off last night.

Now or later,
Drink it down,
Do I satiate the thirst?

Now a neighbor
In a new town,
I'll go say hello first.
Jul 2020 · 69
Truth and liberation
Justin S Wampler Jul 2020
The relationship between
Vivid, bright honesty to strangers,
And living white lies with those you love.

It's fun
Finding someone uninvolved
And telling them
All the things
You can't tell yourself,
Showing them
The pieces of you
That you lie about
To everyone else,
That you lie about
To those that you love,
To those that love you.

The comfort of complacency,
The smooth flow of denial,
The willful ignorance,
For the sake of continuance
Down the path of least resistance,
That leads to nowhere but the grave.

When in the end
It's the hard way out,
The difficult decisions,
That lead to freedom.

The hidden truths
I've been ignoring
Are the only things
That really matter.
Jul 2020 · 55
Untitled
Justin S Wampler Jul 2020
It's cool to be sad
Be hip
Be trendy
Be alone

And you'll be popular
In theory
Jun 2020 · 98
Divorce
Justin S Wampler Jun 2020
Where did I go
When I stopped saying hi
What did you do
With these years of your life
You happened along
Like a subtle love song
And went and became someone's wife

Now with a child
And seldom a smile
You crawl through life
Like a soldier
I'm grateful for your thoughts
Jun 2020 · 59
Generating heat
Justin S Wampler Jun 2020
We measure our success
By what we build
SoOoo

Sand castles and recycling bins
Which can I stack higher
Built too close to the tide
Maybe self sabotage is what I desire

When the glass topples and shatters
And I sweep up the shards
The fine dust is what actually matters
When it tears my lungs apart

But who knows when I'll decide
That perhaps what I'm building is wrong
And life could be better spent beside
The people that I've loved all along
Jun 2020 · 144
Famished
Justin S Wampler Jun 2020
Pizza gimme I want it now
Hungry mungry like a cow
Wanna eat the crusts ooo
And the box and the plates too
Wanna chew some leather shoes
Slurp the laces like spaghetti
I swallowed up the socks already
Hungry mungry I'll eat the curtains
I'll eat the couch, of that I'm certain
I'll eat the paintings on the wall
I'll wolf them down, frame and all
I'll bite the hat right off your head
I'll eat your ears when you're dead
I'll eat your lips
Your nose
Your throat
I'll eat your fingers off the bone
I'll rip a hole inside your chest
I like to eat the heart the best
I will eat your eyeballs whole
Hungry mungry
I'll eat your soul
Jun 2020 · 55
New blue
Justin S Wampler Jun 2020
Doesn't take a cashier
To make some change
And there'll always be time
And it'll feel familiar
And it will frighten you
I think that's what defines
The proposition of change
Better now than later
Hair will grow back
These things will be different
But always somewhat the same
Jun 2020 · 56
Round
Justin S Wampler Jun 2020
Time, clocks
Circles make us up
Wheels, cogs
Back where I started from
Justin S Wampler Jun 2020
I started on a high enough rung
To be able to see everything
Caught in the momentum
Focused solely on climbing

One day a loved one fell
Above, her rungs ran dry
And I finally looked down
To meet a million other's eyes

That's when I realized
It wasn't just a climb
It is infinite skies
Of other people lives

So instead of reaching
For the next step above my head
Maybe I should be lending
Those below me a hand instead

Because at the end of the day
None of us make it to the top
Justin S Wampler Jun 2020
Blossom
With the nuanced energy of remembrance
Shine
With the piercing light of yesterday's sun
Smile
Until the muscles ache with joyous pain,
And strive to never forget
All the memories that
We've created with each other

May time's erosion be kind to us all
Apr 2020 · 140
Sleeping in
Justin S Wampler Apr 2020
Awakening
Cascading time
Crashing over the edge of oblivion

I swear
Two weeks ago
I was just turning eighteen

Last night
I was almost
Twenty five

This morning
Is edging close
To thirty years old

Awakening
Not to a new day
But to a decade long gone
Apr 2020 · 97
Leaving winter
Justin S Wampler Apr 2020
Shallow pools of rainwater
The sound of an engine running
Blue and bright
Between light and lofty whites
Wafting tendrils of steam
Curled and unfurling
Like fresh april blooms
Infant flowers and leaves
Flowers and levers
Flow and weave
Follow or leave
Floral trees
In the spring breeze
Dec 2019 · 146
Bowl movements
Justin S Wampler Dec 2019
Mouse in the toilet,
drowned in the night.
I ponder, how long
It managed to keep swimming?

I ponder how long
I could've kept swimming.

Maybe three...
Four hours?
The porcelain walls
Slick as ice.

I ponder the precarious
Balance between
Exhaustion,
And death.

Cramping legs and arms,
Needing a quick break,
Breathing water,
A black tunnel.

Was I an hour too late,
Or just a few minutes?
Had I not hit snooze,
Would the mouse still
Have been swimming?

Treading the balance?

Would it have feared me?

Would I have even saved it,

Or ****** on it?

Would it have saved me?


I need to ****.
Aug 2019 · 202
Tintinnabulation
Justin S Wampler Aug 2019
Ringing.
Distant at first,
subtle
like a memory.
Then closer,
escalation
of persistence.
Louder now,
piercing
the veil of focus.
Grown deafening,
drowning out
coherent thought.
Ringing, ringing, ringing.
Jul 2019 · 414
Too fat to kickflip
Justin S Wampler Jul 2019
I was supposed to remember
That thing I thought of last night
But I guess it's self-evident by now
That I don't.
Jun 2019 · 499
Guilt like bullets.
Mar 2019 · 214
Untitled
Justin S Wampler Mar 2019
lolol shouldve ******* slept all day lol
*** was i thinking waking up and ****
lol
Mar 2019 · 264
Untitled
Justin S Wampler Mar 2019
Its a poetry website lol you have to write a poem rofl
*******
Alla you
Feb 2019 · 253
Off the heezay makes me cry
Justin S Wampler Feb 2019
what's it really matter though?
take my hand,
this is my revenge.
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