Wake up to a blanket of stars laying peacefully across the sky
Driving in exhilarated silence to meet
Roxy Anne waiting to show us her peak
Navigating the terrain, your hand in mine
Watching as the sky moves from black
An explosion of purples, orange and pink
We make love looking out over this valley
Knowing that the same place that brought us together
Will divide us in the end

Fifty-four seconds
Straight through my soul
An aching in my bones that leaves me shaking
Thinking of your voice
Needing your touch
Always too far
Never enough

Listening to the words you say rattle in my brain
Tears flowing freely
I slip down in the water
Heat covering my body
Everything becomes blurry
I can't see my way through
A deep breath
Warmth filling me
The world fades away
Never to see another day

I am banging on the walls screaming
Come and get me
Can anybody hear me
Trapped in a box
****** claw marks down the sides of this cage
Free me from this pain
It's too much
I can't breath
Let me out
Set me loose from the misery
Please

I feel you with me.
I feel your callused hands slide down my body, your breath hot on my neck.
Your whiskers tickle as you kiss down my spine.
I know what would come next.
Pandora's box opened and this creature won't be banished.
I hear your voice.
I feel your passion, the heat cascading off your body.
My Parisian dream.
I smell you.
I have your aroma stuck in my mind.
A sweet and salty mix.
I know you.
Wild, untamed, free from pretense.
Yet your mystery draws me in.
I need you.
I have dreamed of a future so full of veneration.
Desire has taken over.

There came upon this mornings sunrise,
An unexpected smile,
Someone so distant,
Yet so near,
I could hardly open my eyes,
In dreams and dreams and dreams,
I had prayed a million times,
Best wishes and my sympathy,
For you my little child,
Remove this blackness from your heart,
And sit in stillness for awhile,
Remember the voice inside your head,
And smile.



Long ago I lost her,
Today she seems she's found,
A simple kind of life,
Unbound.

If I lay down and close my eyes never to wake again lay me down in a bed of flames to melt my bones.
Set a wreath out on the floor and wrap garland around your door.
As the world moves on and they sing the Carol Of The Bells know that my soul will be waiting.
Decorate your tree with gentle hands, stringing lights and hanging peaceful memories as you go.
Fill my stocking with cinnamon and cloves and know that on Christmas morning you will find that neatly wrapped under the tree is a last gift from me.
It is scarred and broken, but it is the most precious posession. Treat it well, keep it close and know that you are the only place I want to be for all of my eternity.