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lionheartlion Dec 2015
When you know in your mind that there is someone so much more desirable for you but your heart is there to send the memories back to the same mind of the chaotic bittersweet love he once gave you.
lionheartlion Dec 2015
They call her lion heart lion.
She is ferocious and far from ordinary.
She can see through the eyes of a lion and focuses not on the things of this earth.
She knows there is greater,
far greater than what they all know.
God has agreed to inflict pain and suffering on her for she has a great destiny in sight.
Her pain is nothing compared to the glory and greatness that will come from heavenly places.
Do not compromise he says, you are a daughter of the King and no one will know her worth.
She is like a diamond in the Kingdom of heaven and even more extraordinary on this planet of dirt.
Sweetheart keep your head up and heart strong because it will all be worth it one day.
One day you will know the reason why.
Why she lost who she thought was the love of her life,
but he was replaced by him whom she knew was there all along.
Keep your eyes focused on not what is seen but what is unseen.
Focus on your destiny and where you come from.
Do not compromise on this place, but look up and up and up.
Most of all be joyous as you walk this journey because the journey is the whole point of reaching the destination.
lionheartlion Dec 2015
I think the only way to get over you is to turn you into a novel.
lionheartlion Dec 2015
Tonight is one of the worst I have yet experienced.
I cannot stop thinking about him.
Regret is starting to sink in that we didn't try my love.
That we did not give what I thought was so strong a fight.
Belly I think we could have made it past the terminal.
Sadly, I don't think we will ever get the chance to know.
I miss you more more than I have in a while and the memories come in waves.
Tonight, without you, I'm drowning.
I want you so badly to be mine again.
I still love you and I've never been more sure than right now in these passing months.
You were the one who understood me, my best friend.
I'm petrified that I will never know another who could read me like their favorite book.
Who could do anything and make me smile.
And God that sweet sweet face who looked at me like I was everything in the world to them.
I love you Ben..
I'm not sure when I'll stop.
lionheartlion Dec 2015
I envy the day when she gets to be with you on the holidays and wake up to you in her bed.
When she will feel so happy in this awful world because she knows she has someone to love and to hold whenever she pleases.
The joys of spending the winter time with someone warm in body and soul.
The day when she gets proposed to by you and you make her the happiest woman in the galaxies.
I envy her quiet time with you and your sweet prayers to God thanking him for her and praying to be the man she so much deserves.
I envy that she gets to have you as a best friend and call you when she is having a bad day.
I envy the intimacy that will be incomparable to anything she's ever known because it came from heavenly places.
I envy her because she already knows you and I cannot wait to meet him.

-Past Her
lionheartlion Dec 2015
Hello to whoever you are.
My friend whom I write to.
Things have been changing lately.
I have changed.
I asked God to do something and he did.
For that I am blessed.
But I'm stuck on Saturday.
The day in between the bad thing that happened and the day where I'll feel happiness again.
I'm waiting patiently for the one I can tell everything to and give my heart to.
I think he still has it but for now, I'm peacefully assured by this.
I want to wait this time for the one who loves you more than anything.
The one who makes me feel adored and extraordinary.
The one who won't make me lose myself in the process of the journey.
One who will talk with me late at night about my fears and dreams.
Who will pray for me in times of trouble and be there in the trials.
A helping hand to bring me closer to my King.
I long to know someone like myself.
I'm still getting to know her but I know she deserves what she wants.
She has worth and wants the glory from the pain she's known.
She's been hurt but she's going to be strong for him because of it.
Darling I can't wait to meet you.
For it will be the greatest pleasure to know you.
lionheartlion Dec 2015
I don't want to be alone anymore.
What I had with you was what I wanted forever.
I wanted forever with you.
I still miss you and it's been so long since I even saw that face in a frame.
I don't know that anyone can ever truly make me happy the way you did.
I wish I could tell you all this but you're so far away already and I don't want to ruin the good that has come about lately.
I'll always love you and I just wish things could be different.
Oh how I would give anything to go back to a moment from a year ago.
A moment when you were mine.
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