I was afraid of love
It's just heartaches and sufferings
I forbid myself from falling
Because I know
No one would catch me but the ground
Then there was you

You said you were falling
I was ready to fall in love with you
But when I was falling really fast
That's when I realized
You were not with me
You had a parachute on

I fell
But no one was there to catch me
I loved
And I don't think I could ever love again
Cause Im broken
You've broke me beyond repair

The girl that loves too much is the same girl who wonders when she will be happy again like she was when she was loved.
The girl who feels so alone now that he isn't here and up and left taking all the warmth of her heart.
The girl who wonders when she will be herself again and be able to love.
Wondering when she wont be broken anymore.

To everyone who thinks they have a say in my life, I'd be lying if I told him I didn't have feelings for him.

It's becoming more apparent that you are never coming back.
Each day increasingly playing out more of our story in memories.
I'm surrounded by dates and places where we encountered heaven.
Today was the day, where I so stupidly gave away my heart to you.
It feels like yesterday when we walked across the bridge to Narnia and swam with the mermaids in Neverland.
Remember how you agreed to come there with me?
I pleaded with you, 'darling please come with me to Neverland, where we never have to face ostrossity'
Here we are now with 2000 miles between us anyway, never encountering you again other than my haunting recollection.

Tonight I am restless.
Restlessly hopeful.
It's been gone for a while now.
Time heals my friends.
Pure happiness is no longer something I'm running towards, for I have found it right here in front of me.
I want love.
I have pure true innocent friendship and man that feel so lovely.

Restless for adventure.
For seeing new things with the people I love so deeply.
For heart pounding, thrilling, cannot stop smiling moments in this time.
I desire the time of my life with the people of my life.