Going through this feels like I'm dying.
More like drowning with you letting it happen.
I need you so bad.

I'm so attached to you I don't even want to close my eyes a second without you right now

Swallowing the tears and attempting to disallow your face to scrunch up before the tears fall is the bane of my existence.

Thunder, tonight please make my fears and worries disappear into the fear of you

Tonight all I can feel is how beautifully your love feels and how everything with you is perfection.

Talking to you makes the world pause around me into a sweet tranquility where everything feels exceptional

Tonight I just don't know what's happening.
No fancy nor creative way to put how I'm feeling.
You're gone.
And the thing is it hasn't even hit me yet because we're still on speaking terms.
I can still write those words to you whenever I please.
But I feel lost and confused.
I don't know where to turn for happiness anymore really.
I just want you here with me tonight.
I'm lonely and cold.
I crave your warmth.
It's too cold.
Just hug me tight as the rope.