"**** my mind "you say? How so? In what ways?
Can you twist my thoughts?
Can you even comprehend them ?
Animalistic you said, but I am primal.
I know animalistic, for I've tamed my beast, my demon.
And on a short leash he will stay.
But how do you intend to do this? I wonder.
Can you understand that my mind has been in a black whole of unconscious and subconscious thoughts twisting my ideas into reality.
Know I am no clear thought but the mass of them.
I have no idea what I'm doing only that I'm compelled to do it.
Can you understand that there's a universal dimension of time that's frozen. Separate from ours but filling me with more content context and information for life then I truly understand.
Twisted In thought for life.
But what is this you say? How so?
Yet again the thoughts twisting.
Why must her words compel the ideas of everything and nothingness.
Yeah you...

Your smile makes it hard not to tell you your beautiful.
Your eyes have made it hard not to tell you your mesmerizing.
Your voice makes it hard not to tell you your calming.
Your actions make it hard not to like you.
You're really making it hard.
For me not to like you so much.

You can't be calm.,
And it draws me back inside.
You can't take in,
So you expell so much.
You won't accept,
so you create regret.
Im here asking for the same hand I gave you,
but your saying to me that's to much to hard.
Im trying to be calm,
But your persistence twards anger governs a response.
Im not trying to be distant,
But your not letting me be.
Im not trying to get away,
But you won't let me find calm.
I wanted to remain calm,
But you couldn't let me.
I wanted you to smile all day,
But instead you pushed me.
You want distance in your actions,
You want me to be gone with your anger.
So distance,
And im gone.