What are friends ?

People who care about you ...

People who got your back no matter what ...

People you can trust ...

People who aren't fake & talk **** behind you back ?

Honestly ...
Can I have a friend like this ??

Like that would be amazing !!

The stuff you say,
Do you mean it ?

When you say you love me,
Do you mean it ?

When you say you care,
Do you mean it ?

Like fr fr be honest ...
I've learned to just deal with the pain and not to cry ...

How do I know if your being fr ?

How do I know if your being honest ?

Should I trust you ?
I want to ...

It feels like yesterday i was 6, & happy ...
Like i had no worries in life ...

But look at me now !!
Now Im ****** 16 ...

Im not ready for life !
I dont even wanna get older ...

But hey,
I guess thats just ******* life ...
You gotta deal with **** you dont want to deal with ...

Life is Life ...
Everyday you die a little more ...

School, no one really likes you...

We are just forced to go to you...

Im sorry, but you just make us do the same thing over and over...

And your classes are hard...

Yeah you give us a break but, the weekends are just two days, (three if we are lucky)

And the summer isnt even fully three months...

Plus you bring a lot of thots into the school, and those thots made me get into a lot of fights...

Going to you is just stressful...

Im sorry i mess everything up....

Im sorry im a waist of time....

Im sorry im a waist of space....

Im sorry i cant do anything right....

Im sorry i dont always have the greatest additude....

Im sorry i cant do stuff right....

IM....

SORRY....

I shouldnt have done what i did.

Im just a dumb teenager who doesnt know any better.

I hurt a lot of people i love,
and i didnt mean to.

Im sorry.

I didnt just hurt them,
i also hurt myself.

I just dont know how to tell you im sorry.

I hope you can forgive me...

I close my eyes.
I see your face.

I cant stop thinking about you.
I cant stop wanting you.

I see everyone cuffed up,
and it makes me jealous.

I always tell myself your not my first love,
because i didnt think i liked you that way.

But i cant help the fact that i want you.

I still regret the fact that i let you go.

But you keep coming back.

Your my first love,
and i'm finally proud to say it.