mac azanes

mac azanes Dec 2012

11:11

Phone calls, Broken messages.
Can't heal a sore heartache.
Darkness slowly drowning all tears.
Sunrise doesn't **** fears.

I swallowed all my hopes.
And fool my self with untied ropes.
Since you ran away from home.
And find him in his throne so alone.

Will I be your second chance.
When I don't give you my hands.
Falling stars translate your eyes.
Like a piece of busted city lights.

And whose to blame?
I'm in deep shame.
You stab my heart with your favorite sword.
Without saying any sweet words.

World is just an industry of unforgiving.
Life we make is life full of mistake.
And I'm still waiting for....
I still wait for you to get over this.

mac azanes Nov 2012

Yesterday's Promises

The anthem of your dying days feels like a feather in my ear.
The day you decide that im no longer a friend i put a word on that ink.
Now you smile all the time with him but your dying inside.
And im trying so hard not to burn my self just to love your tide.
I dont want to live with yesterday's promises.
And die alone with this pillow and bridges.
Im looking at your pictures and i can't find your
eyes on the floor.
I wont forget what you told me and your hunted voice that soar.
I know you know how much i love you eventhough i cant stand beside you.
Is it true that being with me is just a waste of time?
And being with you is the best days of my life.
Life is not fair and i know it from the start.
But loving you is worth enough to live this life full of lies.
And i will sell your heart like a belly up to the clouds.
Like your unconditional love.

mac azanes Nov 2012

Aileen with one "E"

Tell me something that will put a gleam in my dying heart.
That will exult my teary eye.
You're silly and ethereal.
Your a lass,
And a girlfriend material.
Your messy hair
Your killer smile
You're sultry like Angelina Jollie.
And you're slowly killing me.

mac azanes Nov 2012

Haiku (Runners Lane)

Streetlights lighten the night.
Shoes scrachings pavement.
Heart is chasing the distance.

mac azanes Nov 2012

I Remember You

I remember you,
When im at sleep and your playing in my dreams.
I remember you,
When I woke up at 3am and tears starts falling in my cheek.
I remember you,
When I'm walking in lonely streets and all I see is your face.
I remember you,
When the clock start to chase the hours and every single seconds feels like forever.
I remember you,
When stars are are scattered in skies like a gleam in your eyes.
I remember you,
When songs starts to play in
radio its like your voice that sings me to sleep.
When I decided to let go of you
I'll always remember you.

I will never ever give up on you and still,I will wait for that day,that day!

mac azanes Oct 2012

Ink

My mind keep remembering the days.
Those times that we were laughing.
That night that i sing you to sleep.
And morning calls that brightens up my day.
Now you don't even say a word.
Let me say i'm sorry for that.
Co'z i hear your Silence.
So loud and clear.
My greatest fear has come to an end.
Because tomorrow will be forever.
I'm still waiting for my phone to ring.
Hoping it would be your name.
The sun shine on your face.
The thunder hit my fragile heart.
Now i'm waiting for the green light to flash.
And my feet will follow the beat.
Another minute seems forever.
And i'm chasing every seconds that were not together.
So i just stop here and wonder.
Hoping that i could take your hands,
And we will walk till forever.

I miss the old you.

mac azanes Sep 2012

I Love A Girl Named AILEEN

I love Aileen for no reason,
I love Aileen co'z i just feel so.
I love  Aileen not because she's pretty,
I love  Aileen co'z my eyes say so.
I love  Aileen not because my heart beats faster,
I love  Aileen co'z she's the mist that i breath.
I love  Aileen not because she's cool,
I love  Aileen co'z she's silly.
I love Aileen not because of her dread,
I love  Aileen when her hair is messy.
I love  Aileen not because she treat me special,
I love Aileen co'z  she's special.
I love  Aileen not because she's ****,
I love  Aileen because she ate extra rice.
I love  Aileen not because  she had a brace,
I love  Aileen co'z she had a fang.
I love Aileen not because she bring me to mountains,
I love  Aileen co'z when i'm with her i feel like i'm in a tryst.
I love Aileen not because of who she is,
I love Aileen because of who i am when i'm with her.
I love  Aileen not because of this words,
I love Aileen because ILOVEHER.

Mary Aileen Ortega