You’re a shadow in the back of my mind,
Sometimes the darkness consumes me,
For days or weeks on end,
And it feels like I can’t breath,
Your name is clawing its way up my throat,
Aching to be called out,
But I can only whisper it,
In the early hours of the morning,
Where no one can hear or see me
i still love you and I feel like I’m drowning