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1.5k · Aug 2011
Suicidal Gecko
LaserHalo Aug 2011
there you were.
fully clothed, but never covered.
over the edge and under the sky.
you ruled as if you'll never die.

you stick yourself unto the wall.
and you never knew when to fall
we saw you facing the golden sky.
on cloaks of murky waters you always lie.
with your tail gone asunder
far awaiting death and its mighty wonders.

siblings stare and the spectators share.
how lovely it defeated you.
how less of them actually care.
and no one knew, cause they had no clue
it was only left for the eyes of the blind.
and the stare of an eagle.

From a distance which only it sees
and only, so little was known,
for the shiny scales, and this forbidden tale!
for however we perceive it.
we never know how endless the cycle is.
for however we ended the story.
there always began another
for however suicide be punished.
there was always that.
there was always the "gecko"
1.2k · Aug 2011
Yellow
LaserHalo Aug 2011
in my psychedelic view..
i see you as the color yellow..
a line constructed that people queue...
to define a heart that you mellow..
for a swirling truth that binds inside..
that a persons mind blows away like a tide..
whispering slow words of death..
that will carry them to the wisdom lake..
holding dear the minds eye..
that carries the thought of yellow inside...
1.0k · Oct 2011
Nothing to lose.
LaserHalo Oct 2011
call me a work in progress,
an unsigned letter,
an unfinished job,
operating under a false pretense,
polluting an innocent being…

call me an unmarked grave,
an heirloom for destruction,
a way for an excuse,
a form unfilled.
a failure in the making…

call me an empty jar,
a readily hung noose,
a way for an exit,
who has nothing to lose...
973 · Oct 2011
Laser Halo.
LaserHalo Oct 2011
there you are,
         clothed in despair,
   living up-to their expectations...

giving us a deeper scare,
         rising above inner resignation,
   when all is lost...

and above your head..
       a smiling ghost..
above your head..
       a laser halo...
957 · Jan 2013
My kind
LaserHalo Jan 2013
I could think of a thousand reasons to be happy.
A walk through the streets,
A perfect sunrise, 
Think of my happiest dreams.
An ice cream on a sunny day,
A swim on the ocean,
A brief encounter with a good friend,
A good workout,
And a piece of chocolate cake.
I could dream, a wellness in my body.
The wind in my face,
A family embrace.
An aero plane ride,
With a great set of meals,

But all these things,
Amounts to nothing,
When I see a smile on your face,
When I think of your warm embrace.
When you laugh at my jokes,
And ignore all the other blokes,
You're one of a kind,
Whose truly blessed
With a great behind.
And I will always love you. 
Cause you're simply my kind.
841 · Aug 2011
Ants.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
you!, your so tiny...
complaining about how loud we speak...
do not judge us, for we are mighty...
you disturb us, unknowing how else you're weak...
you follow your engineered line...
from our tables you tastefully dine...
and in our footsteps, you washed ashore...
slaves you are, for her majesty the *****...
you carry her food, serve her sugar...
nevertheless you'll always be a beggar...
and of how you are hidden, amongst us all...
in plain sight you belonged...
812 · Nov 2015
Neither here, nor there.
LaserHalo Nov 2015
I am not a winner,
Nor a failure,
I am neither a hypocrite,
Or a believer,
I am not a follower,
Nor a leader,
I am not a visionary,
Nor a prodigy,
I am neither normal,
Nor weird,
I am not a victim,
Nor a survivor,
I am not you,
And you certainly aren't i.
I am always,
In between,
Simply looking in,
From an exterior view,
With an analog mind,
In an automated world.
784 · Aug 2011
Fools.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
such crooked beings they are,
in a checkered world of doubt..
animals of vulnerability and such disaster..
in the state of mind that leaks about..
and clouds of mountains,
revert us to true senses...
and the true titans,
divert us to blissful attention...
how fools deranged,
in their temples of doom...
oh!, how they have arranged..
their prayers for the moon...
749 · Aug 2011
Essence of Beauty.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
your beautiful essence is imprinted on my mind.
like a classic novel unveiling its mastered truth
i can never outgrow your beautiful smile
a piece of you destined to be treasured.

loving you is clearly amazing.
cause the fact that you're rare.
is a blessing and amusing.

i know i can be a fool sometimes.
and give you hard times.
but know that i'll always love you.
cause i'm a fool for you.
and only you nevertheless.
747 · Feb 2017
Blind, mute, lies & deceit
LaserHalo Feb 2017
It is time now, once again,
            Further I go in,
Where many roads,
            May lead ahead,
To a point, I've been before,
            What treachery, am I to learn?
This time around, from,
            The blind and the mute,

Unimaginable fear and useless skills,
            Unnecessary morality,
I surrender to you,
            Oh blind one, oh! great mute,
Make me a habitual creature,
            Make me a diligent follower,
And I shall track you,
            To the depth of lies,
To the makers of deceit.
740 · Aug 2011
You, a reality.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
knowing you.
makes my existence.
never a deniability.

jolted,
bolted in a constant string of electric sensation.
you have me all wired correctly.
and the circuits I'm plugged to.
produce thoughts of you, releasing.
a longing for your sparkling touch.

knowing you.
makes my existence.
a reality.
724 · Aug 2011
Moment.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
a moment of weakness..
a moment of silence...
a moment in pain...
and a moment of despair...
none of these were there...
the day we locked our eyes together for the first time..
when we introduced ourselves to immaculate perception...
when we wore the uniform of passion...
to the illusion of life...
and into the maelstrom of love...
652 · Aug 2011
Your Field of Green.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
an ink-less pen,
an empty hourglass,
a horrifying den,
that showed no pass,
i lie face down on a pool..
i saw senseless joy,
i was your fool,
you swam, like a swan to your righteous path,
where a field of green lay ahead,
with showers of toxic you take a bath..
and lay your head on the visions bed...
despite the sorrow you consume within...
i held my breath and i straightened my chin...
the world i saw, in my breathless way...
still...
forevermore, i chose to stay...
651 · Jan 2012
Zero, nada, zilch.
LaserHalo Jan 2012
non-existed, disappeared.
        pawns neglected, flown away.
silent conversation, overheard
       we made the promise, we bear to live.
and in our silence we chose to sin.
       in every ounce we cared to give.
our hatred for love we shared to win.
      for all its worth in nothing we trust.
for better or for worse in trust, we lust.
     leave us be, beginning with a zero.
never to mention the thought that lays...
in death we parted our beloved ways...
LaserHalo Aug 2011
today, there's no song..
where rights as in righteous goes immensely wrong..
and tomorrow shall be..
hence you pay your debts, your abandoned fee..
buy the affection you so dear seek...
from the mans eye to an eagles beak..
then waste it upon a thousand years...
destroying your value including her gears..
her eyes which was set as sharp as a knife..
submit to her, and relinquish your life..
her lips sealed as a door to ones heart...
and her form of love, to release her perfected art...
634 · Oct 2011
Sweet Words of Serenade.
LaserHalo Oct 2011
we've all bowed down to you, my dear.
    you've broken the silence, and alas! we fear,
lets us whisper sweet words of serenade,
   behind the curtains, let us ravage in your renegade,
hear the verse of my song,
   undoubtedly easy to sing along,
so clear in perfect blue,
   so vivid and so true,
we've obeyed you, oh greater god,
   we promised to serve you, oh greater lord,
the porcelain of which we lean unto,
   the silence we've all ran into,
so once again let me whisper,
      my sweet words of serenade,
             that we both so much so prosper.
614 · Aug 2011
Sacred Vanity.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
she's called herself sacred vanity..
undesired she thought..
hope was what she held unto..
broken heart-ed broke a heart by a split second..
sense of humor rather lovely...
A beautiful sculpture in the flesh...
You see your future in her eyes..
yet she refused to look you inside...

broken heart-ed broke a heart...
damaged him with a poisoned dart..
it was a work of perfect art...
for she was strong you see...
she kept whispering "let me be"...
strongest of them conquered her..
whom one might have conjured her...
he waited for her in distance land...
sinking under the forbidden sand...

they might say she's not worth gold...
in front of his eyes the mysteries unfold...
betrayed, it lead him to believe the wait was not worth..
but he insisted and kept going forth...
for one summer night she might come about...
and their love for each other shall bloom without a doubt...
597 · Aug 2011
Mighty Wings
LaserHalo Aug 2011
it is you..
clearly a feathery icon...
and at your disposal..
mighty wings flutter..
dear ocean breeze,
dear forest queen,
bear with us in our time of need...

its you whose in-charge,
prepare to lead...
share your innocence..
with the colors of justice..
sacrifice the deliverance...
in disguised rooms..
where wisdom blooms..

And there's you, yet again...
that pink array,
your beauty by color,
your feathery display...
and at your finest hour...
the forest whisper,
and larva's they shiver...
all along, right by a river...
596 · Aug 2011
Glimpse of Misery.
LaserHalo Aug 2011
He was destined for great things,
The innocence she showed,
Was of pure immoral intentions,
He withered away in her love,
Love so strong it penetrates right through you,
Destiny looks him in the eye with a glimpse of misery,
You disappoint the wall clocks of time,
The music in his ears and his bloom of youth disappears,
The innocence she showed,
He took for granted,
She was the victim,
Yet, he was the sufferer,
She was his savior,
And by her side,
He was at his best behavior.
556 · Aug 2011
The Constant
LaserHalo Aug 2011
The thought of you,
Is the only thing thats constant,
which i've tried to forget,
which i'm so powerless against,
carrying this burden, my minds debt,
space left for logic, pretty much dense,
ever so eager, ever so intense,
passing of the days,
hinged like a bolt, rusted in its place,
trapped, like a steel display,
the movement forms a rhythmic flow,
thrusting at edge, eager to outburst,
glaring like the sun, a golden glow,
bearing this hunger, this unholy thirst.
512 · Jan 2012
Rhyme
LaserHalo Jan 2012
i observe
   you deserve..
i compete
   you complete...
i wake up
   you make up...
i built a house
   you sew a blouse...
i get deceived...
   you get relieved..
i panic
   you get static..
i read a book..
   you took a look..
i closed the door
   you noticed the floor
i blocked the way..
   you longed to stay..
i help you out..
   and you reside in doubt..
502 · Aug 2011
Lady Flea
LaserHalo Aug 2011
there was a ringing in her ear.
singing lullabies, like that of a lions roar.
and the voices she hear.
tangled up in the air, they gladly soar.
and she moves from box to box.
thinking people would notice her.
she's got the keys to all the locks
to the strangers eye, she's just a blur.
But the stranger you see,
was just a stranger in thoughts.
and in the mind of the "lady flea"
he sailed in wooden boats.
463 · Nov 2016
Future
LaserHalo Nov 2016
I had a moment in the sun,
Sort of like an epiphany,
A golden bridge laid ahead,
Our future awaits.

It was a cleanse of the mind,
And now I am aligned,

The universe speaks,
It teases, it shows,
It leaks, it oozes,
Invisible love.

Follow it,
Let the guidance,
Take you over,
Let it be natural,
Like the flow of water.
John Paul Sartre, Aristotle, Socrates, Plato, Rene Descartes, Immanuel Kant, Democratus, Carl Sagan, Ernest Hemingway, Stanley Kubrick, Woody Allen, Billy Wilder, Francois Truffaut, Jean-luc Godard, Ingmar Bergman, Andrei Tarkovsky, Akira Kurosawa, Steven Spielberg, George Lucas, Emir Kusturica, Quentin Tarantino, Ciro Guerra, Alejandro Innarittu Gonzalez, Bela Tarr, Ridley Scott, Christopher Nolan, David Fincher, David lynch, Darren Arronofsky, Jean Pierre Jeunet, Martin Scorsese, Robert Altman, Sergei Eisenstein, Dziga Vertov, Godfrey Reggio, Ron Frick, Salvador Dali, Claude Monet, Vincent Van Gogh, Jean Giraud (Moebius), Killian Eng, Pablo Picasso, Henri Matisse, J. M. W Turner, John William Waterhouse, Kandinsky, Steve Jobs, Bill Gates, Michaelangelo, Vivaldi, Beethoven, Mozart, Haydn, Camille saint saens, Tchaikovsky, Johan Sebastian Bach, Ennio Morricone, Sigmund Freud, Carl Jung, Simone de Beauvoir.
458 · Aug 2016
Blind, deaf and lost.
LaserHalo Aug 2016
Now, I feel trapped,
Disappointed & defeated.
So Farewell,
We will meet again,
If not sooner than later.

I will not hear the music,
Like I have heard before,
I will not see things,
Like I have seen, not anymore,

Let me follow morality,
With my eyes closed,
And my ears deafened.
So that I may be counted,
As one of you.
436 · Jul 2016
Anatomy of the mind
LaserHalo Jul 2016
Temptation,
All around.
When focus,
Is all I need.

Worry,
Seeks guidance,
From me.

Dreams,
I see,
Drifting further away.

My life,
Passing by,
In front of me.

Seize,
I remember,
Although not many.

The mental imprint,
Of the greatest
And the worst.

I see,
My greatest tragedies,
In absolute truth.

I see,
My greatest triumphs,
In ultimate simplicity.

My life,
Naked.
Dissected.

Destiny is made,
When you master,
Not the exterior.

Death
Purpose
Freedom

Persistence
Time
Priority

Soul­

Believe,
Believe In yourself.
Nurture the garden,
That is your mind.
400 · Jun 2015
Virtue
LaserHalo Jun 2015
I hate you none,
He who despises me,
Full of jealousy,
I hold no grudges,
What right have you?
To pass judgement,
I forgive you,
But forget i shall not,
It's the only wisdom,
My virtue holds.
377 · Jul 2016
To Alma
LaserHalo Jul 2016
My soul allied,
My journey began.
Wisdom found me.
Madness made sense again.
The void left me.
I am now, whole.
Because of you.

Because of you,
      I am now,
         Not pretending.
         Nor descending.
         Not anymore.
Because of you.

Because of you,
I am hope.
        Adventurous and wandering.
I am wisdom.
        Seeking the universal truth.
I am eternity.
        Immortal and free.
- What if the concept of souls is a figment of our imagination?
374 · Dec 2016
A Dream
LaserHalo Dec 2016
I saw a dream last night,
I was looking through a fence,
That leads to the realm of answers,
I had waited for a fools embrace,
Regardless of any blind disgrace,

I saw darkness on the other side,
I saw visions of decaying thoughts,
And masterminded misery,
I saw the person in-charge,
Ruling the realm with relentless bravery,
The answers flew all around,
Yearning for their escape,

And here i stand, outside,
Gazing at the eyes of the lord,
The lord of the realm,
The realm of answers,
Only to find,
He seems all too familiar,
It is, as s if I've known him all my life,
And then it hit me,
Deep inside my minds eye,
There he was,
All the while,
It was only me,
I was only looking, at myself,

And slowly everything calms,
My mind lets go of all the alarms,
Slowly,
I found peace,
I found solitude,
Finally,
I found, myself.
7/11/2009
353 · Oct 2016
Infinite odyssey
LaserHalo Oct 2016
Her mind,        
              Wonderful,  
Mystical,        
               Geometrical,
Beauty,      
               Draped in thoughts,
An infinite odyssey,        
               Of everlasting bliss.
A goddess maybe,
               A Muse definitely.
353 · Apr 2015
A dot
LaserHalo Apr 2015
It seems that i find it now,
All things are mere shadows,
A copy of a copy,
Destined to make you follow,
Like ants, slaving away,
To their grand *****.

One can wonder though?
The mysteries that surround,
Of finding out the universal truth,
When The world we know and love,
Is nothing but a dot,
A tiny speckle,
Inside an infinity room.
341 · Aug 2015
Fool's errand.
LaserHalo Aug 2015
My wisdom,
In your view,
A fool's errand.

My words,
Sharp like daggers,
Pierce right through you.

Hear me,
Not with deaf ears,
But with open arms.

I only wish,
A world of bliss,
Still, with infinite possibilities.
323 · Apr 2015
Armed with ideology
LaserHalo Apr 2015
Late in the afternoon,
The Sun blazed fiery,
I was strolling along the harbor,
Where a man stopped me,

My eyes watery, my mind at ease
Where do you go young man?
"...", the young man says nothing
I have no reason to speak,
For the world is unclean,
Where men, **** other men,
For the strangest reasons,

I knew this old man had seen it,
A time where compassion was heeded,
And people laugh with people,
And not at them.
A face will never lie,
And his, was plain but battered.
That wrinkled face, those pale black eyes,
They've seen a lot.

I carried on my way,
Armed with ideology,
And a will of a thousand men,
No worlds rest on my shoulder anymore,
For the world is weightless for me now,
When i knew hatred took it over,
I knew i had to do something.

I weep, for the lack of understanding,
It is not only us that are around,
Even the rocks are living,
And trees can feel emotions
Is it so crazy to believe this?
321 · Jul 2015
Bonafide
LaserHalo Jul 2015
Only she still was,
Like i had known before,
Without a doubt,
a bonafide *****.
321 · May 2017
Pioneer puppet
LaserHalo May 2017
Better be a pioneer,
Than a puppet,
To ignore is ideal,
Protecting your vision,
Better be a spectator,
Than a speculator,
To rather look,
Than speak at all,
Better be an unknown,
Than a universal,
To not be known,
An art in itself,
Better be a nobody,
Than a narcissist,
To soar where nobody knows,
Better to be free,
Than found.
To find yourself,
To achieve the ultimate sophistication.
309 · Apr 2015
Existing
LaserHalo Apr 2015
Oh brother!,
Why do you weep so?
Do you not know?
That you are the son,
That our father so dearly,
And our mother so gracefully,
Smothered with love?

Hear ye brother!
Time is but a mirage,
A waste to keep a watchful eye on,
That doesn't even exist,
Do you simply believe?
That life has no meaning?
And that love is just a word?

My brother!
Let me tell you,
From an observers eye,
From a different perspective,
I could see the joy you bring,
To the people you're around,
Simply by existing.
"I think, therefore i am" - René Descartes
273 · Sep 2015
Immortality
LaserHalo Sep 2015
Who am i?
Aside from the obvious,
That is my name.

What am i?
Form, shape and flesh,
All combined.

What is my purpose?
To look for the beyond,
With righteousness, prayer,
and then salvation?

What then?
Eternal life,
Eternal pleasure,
Eternal everything?
268 · Jul 2015
Forgotten
LaserHalo Jul 2015
I have forgotten who i am,
That we are nothing but paintings,
Fit inside golden frames,
And nothing is as it seems,
Yet, we choose to speculate,
When we should spectate,

If i could say what i have seen,
You'd be very surprised,
Even more so, confused,
The vast horizons, you can delve into,
The beauty and the horror i saw,
It is the true nature of the world,
It is the very essence of truth.

Now that it is clear,
what is intended, i know,
It is simply the easiest,
Of all things to do,
But only the bravest,
Are burdened by these trials,
Cause the world is not only blind,
All the deaf ears are eavesdropping too.
be a spectator, rather than a speculator.
LaserHalo Oct 2015
I am joy,
Purpose fulfilling, mind easing
I am sadness,
Poisoning minds, life taking

I am only man,
Straight faced, loyal
I am only woman,
Greed invested, legs open

I am a poet,
Misery filled, ugly perception
I am a muse,
Heaven sent, bursting inspiration
263 · May 2015
In Dreams
LaserHalo May 2015
In dreams
     i am respected,
In dreams
     i am honoured,
what then is preventing me,
     from never waking up?
256 · Jul 2015
Value
LaserHalo Jul 2015
Come at me,
With all your might,
With all you've got,
If you think you're all that.

I will bestow upon you,
Not violence,
nor harsh words,
I will do nothing.

I will just be,
Like the trees,
And the leaves,
I am of no value,
And as are you.
Free yourself, from yourself.
255 · Sep 2015
Inspiration
LaserHalo Sep 2015
I am certain all of you left a mark,
For us to discover,
Somewhere between the lines,
For us to uncover,
Let the decrypting begin,
All the books, all the music,
All the paintings and the films.

I am sure there is something,
Perched beneath,
There is something to see,
If we look underneath,
In plain sight,
For all eyes to see,
In day light,
For all minds to perceive.
Look and you may find.
Grasp and you shall know.
242 · Dec 2016
Wake
LaserHalo Dec 2016
All your life,
You have been asleep,
Learning, absorbing,
Rehearsing and observing,
Amongst a slumber of fools,

Do you know?
The wakeful hour is upon us,
That, you are welcome,
Into the house of education,
To feel the claws of wisdom,

Look up child,
Be amongst them,
You are free, to feel,
The sun in your eyes,
Do not let fear rule you,

Only virtue is necessary,
For the house of the lord,
Grants you passageway,
Acknowledge, simply believe,
Become who you are meant to be.
227 · Mar 2017
Infinite possibilities
LaserHalo Mar 2017
It is utter stupidity,
This price I yearn for,
My soul, can't seem to rest,

It loses, even itself,
This journey of madness,
How am I to choose,

My place here, i know,
Chances, opportunities,
Of infinite possibilities,
Rest at my doorstep,

It is so close,
I can smell its breath,
How can I embrace,
Such deadly disgrace?
227 · Dec 2016
Silent Revolution
LaserHalo Dec 2016
My silent revolution,
Vanishing like smoke,
Into the air, into oblivion,
Is everyone deaf?
Are you all blind?

Let the wisdom bearers be pitiful,
May them be, ever so patient,
How is this possible?
Is the worlds illusion far better,
Than what my eyes see?,

No matter, no reason,
You have chosen,
Your path of doom,
And the darkness you face,
Shall consume you fully.
227 · Aug 2015
Quiet
LaserHalo Aug 2015
I am silence,
You are roaring.

In my mind,
You are floating.

I am quiet,
You are chaos.

In my dreams,
You are pathos.

I am always,
You are never.

In my thoughts,
You are, forever.
221 · May 2016
Fact
LaserHalo May 2016
Deny,
Avert your eyes,
Muffle your ears,
Refrain from listening,
For wisdom,
Both useless and discarded.

Dont turn around.
There is no answer,
Only confusion,
And misery.
Only illusions,
And mystery.
Only suffering,
And death.
Whatever may go wrong, will go wrong -  Murphy's law
219 · Nov 2016
House of death
LaserHalo Nov 2016
All hail the suicidal gecko!
We do not need your help,
We are one and the same,
We are immortal, everlasting and free.


Are you ready?
To replace his holiness,
To personify greatness,
To honor the name,
And the / Throne of the Lizard king

Come neatly,
Arise smoothly,
We await your arrival,
You are welcome,
In to the house of death.
LaserHalo Jan 2017
Let it be said,
Let the silence be broken,
Let the rage emit,
With your golden voice,

Let it be echoed,
Through and through,
Let it enlighten,
The weakest of them,
With your hunger for flesh,

Do as you will,
I am as the trees,
And the mountains,
Forever rooted,
Forever stuck,

My heart to nature,
My soul to freedom,
My body to oceans,
And my mind to oblivion.
Am i a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy?
206 · Dec 2016
Resonance
LaserHalo Dec 2016
It is oozing out of me,
This passion for lust,
For creation,
For a beautiful display,

I cannot stop,
No matter,
Nor consequence,
My will is ever strong,

With your resonance,
It is simply enough,
For this fire,
To burn forever.
193 · Aug 2017
(eye)
LaserHalo Aug 2017
I am,
Misery,
Parting,
Tormenting,
Hating,
Expecting.

I am,
Sorrow,
Drowning,
Suffocating,
Losing,
Vanishing.

I am,
Rage,
Burning,
Elevating,
Fury,
Rejuvenating.

I am,
Stillness,
Waiting,
Contemplating,
Motion,
Rehabilitating.
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