And what of it?
What do you seek?
My brother,
My mentor,

Your mind is not yours,
It is poisoned,
It is ruined,
It is lost,

Stop this chasing,
Stop at once,
You know not,
what you have done.

Hate me,
Envy me,
Love me,
Pity me,

My true self,
Everyone hates,

I am trapped,
Am I delusional?
        
L isten. Read between the lines.
O nly looking, is not believing,
S ecrets are meant to be hidden,
T o the self, most of all,

    If I am insane,
    If that is your verdict,
    I find myself truly wondering
    What do you make of others?

    Consider me a ghost,
    I will pass through walls,
    In my mind, I am invisible,
    Formless, bound to havoc,

    Now it's time, once again,
    To go back into the cave,
    Till this bizzare outcome,
    Comes to an end.

Desire,
You amuse me,
Where have you been?
Hiding for so long,

It is you, lady flea, who,
Dazzle me to the core,
Your forest like spirit,
Guides me to the lore,

Your magnificent mind,
Of mathematical proportions,
I am at your disposal,
Line me up, direct me a box,

This circular connection,
Looping again and again,
Into infinity, into nothingness,
Into the vast unknown.

I give in, i lost,
Let me admit,
My defeat here,

The mystery, it seems,
you can't fathom,
Morality has won,

Now, I rest my head,
And close my eyes,
For the burden that I carry,
Is now wiped away from my mind.

Can your hear?
Death is near,
It is her,
Whispering,
In your ear.

Thus,
Began a chapter,
My unwilling self,

For so long,
You have been kept,
And now, I release you,

But do not stray, a far,
Your wings, aren't mighty,
Like another's, steady your will,
It is the self. Not the body,
Be virtuous, be loving,
Be the hero, be the villain,
Be the best and the worst,
After all, in the end,
None of it, matters at all.

Good and bad,
Right and wrong,
North and south,
Black and white,

So fly now, my child,
Soar in the air,
Go forth, o! keen one,
Glide into the clouds,

Witness the world,
The bittersweet journey,
Go out of the cave,
And embrace the sun.

And what of my mind,
Is there no escape,
Am I forever caged?

These thoughts,
Tiny jolts of inspiration,
Am I?, Forever trapped?

Punished,
Enslaved,
Orbiting in an,
Infinite loop,

Maybe it is just like,
The old man said,
Hell is here,
And heaven,
Is really only,
In our minds.

Look away,
I cannot see,
Your faces anymore,

I cannot think,
Nor hear the cries,
In through my deaf ears,

I don't have the answers,
My mind is riddled,
My body, weak,

I cannot be responsible,
For any action,
That denied my creation,

A fool I am,
I must admit,
Thrice the charm,

This is it, this is home,
There is no end,
To this tragic flow.

An idea,
Creeps,
Slowly into my mind,

A poem,
Dedicated to you,

A painting,
Made to your likeness,

A story,
Structured for you,

A documentary,
As real as life,

A movie,
The best your eyes can see,

About a muse,
I do not love,
But I need,
Because she inspires,
The greatest in me.

When does it end?
This confusion,
This suffering,
This illusion,
This complication.

Is it our fault?
Your helplessness,
Your irritations,
Your hopelessness,
Your destruction.

What do you need?
An eternal high,
A life full of misery,
An instant death,
Or a kingdom to run?

Leave us now,
So that you may come back,
Like the phoenix,
Born again within ashes,

Leave,
So that you may,
Become better,
And find your will,
To have a path,

Leave,
My brother,
Once again,
But come back you must,
As I've always remembered,
You child wanderer,

You carried your strength,
In grace, compassionately,
You, the bold and soulful,
Binding our world,
That held at arms length,

So, please come back,
Make us new, like before,
Give us relief, o' young one,
Let us all, rejoice once again.

I am stuck,
      In the middle of a maze,
And,
      There are no exits,
How did I even,
      Find my way here?

If you help me,
      you are trapped,
My life for yours,
      In exchange for confusion.

All I can give in return,
      When I have nothing,
Is wisdom and knowledge,
      My friend,

But, Keep in mind,
       That it is of no use,
To you,
       Or anyone else.

Is this delusion?,
Is this real?
Is Mother Earth Speaking?

All the trees and leaves,
All the rocks and the oceans,
They seem to know me,
They seem to guide me.
They are singing,
They are crying,
They are dancing,

Polished thoughts,
Sharper edge,
It's faster and slower,
Darker and lighter,
I ventured in,
I looked, deep within,
It is perched underneath,
Buried in the eye,
Is hate present?
When love is around,
Is your life worth,
When death is at your door?

You,
Yes you!,
I call you forward,
Can you hear?

Why did you neglect?
Why did you abandon?
Why do you flee?
What do you fear?

If logic is your friend,
And confusion, your enemy,
Then how come you've fallen,
Into a trap, far worse,

Than that of,
All of these phonies,
And all the disloyal fathers,
And the unwell mothers,

you have miserably failed,
You have successfully,
Disappointed the wall clocks of time.

This temptation, this denial,
The shame, the unworthiness,
She cannot fathom anymore,

Her thoughts are jumbled,
Confused, immaculate perception,
She cannot deal with,
No, she cannot, not anymore,

Is there nowhere,
Is there no heart,
To harbor her burden?

Hear me,
I am the voice,
Guiding you,
Back to basic,

The earth,
Speaks through me,
The trees and the rocks,
They side with me,

Dancing the cosmic dance,
Are you the real you?
Look and you may find,
Grasp and you shall know,

Through the looking glass,
Your soul, staring back,
Trapped, desolate and weak,
That is you, the unreal you.

It was never,
Even better,
That it had,
never been,

These times,
Mindful pleasure,
I will treasure,
To my last breath.

It's okay,
Cruelty is necessary,
My worthy adversary,
I am letting go,

Officially,
Indefinitely,
Reluctantly,
Mind over matter.

Little one,
My beating heart,
When I look at you,
I am in awe.

Your light and your smile,
Brightens the darkest days,
Everything is worthwhile,
For once, for ever.

Oh! tiny flower,
You are joy,
You are love,
You are happiness.