I never got the chance to hold you
In my arms so tight
Never got to show you love
Or rock you late at night

I never got the chance to hold you
My little baby, Dear.
You’re always in my heart
Just waiting to hold you near.

One day, my child, I’ll hold you
And see your beautiful face
For inside the Pearly Gates, my Love
Oh so high up above.

I miss you oh so much
My precious little one
We had just two weeks together
Before is came crashing down

I love you more than words can express
But had to say goodbye.

Who would have known that when we first met we would fall in love that fast.
Who would have known, one day we would be married.
Who would have known that our adventures would take up on the other side of the world.
Who would have known that the first year of marriage would be this exciting.
Who would have known that we would actually conceive a child.
Who would have known that we would soon after lose a child…
Who would have known that the loss of a child we couldn’t even feel moving could separate us so much
Who would have known that the loss of a child could hurt this much…


Nobody can prepare us for what life has in store.
Sometimes leaning on each other is not enough.
I am not enough for you


I miss our adventures.
I miss your body against mine.
I miss you


I would give anything to take away this pain.
I want to fix it, but I can’t do this for you.
You must do this alone.

Who would have known….