Between disappointment and heart-break,
I feel relief.

The desires I often pushed down
can now be released.
Without you, I unravel.
I allow primal desires to run free.
What a delight to enjoy in someone else what you simply could not give me.

How am I breathing if I’m under water?
A theme well known by the youngest daughter.
Casual thoughts of ending it all
I fall, to stand back up then fall.

I think you have evil in you,
and that it’s higher to the surface than you’d be comfortable to admit.
I saw it in your eyes as you stood there
looking down on me.
I think you have evil in you.
I felt it with each hit.

You would break my trust,
Then get mad at me when I didn’t forgive and forget quick enough.
You called it love.
I called your bluff.

You can’t show up fully right now.

I believe you.

You open your heart
and give a dose of
what we could be
to keep me close
but you close it.

And I keep holding on
just like I’ve been
you shut me out
and **** me off it has me
crawling out my skin
You keep me close.

you can’t show up fully
“right now”
and the only thing that's new is
is I believe you.

I'm always on my phone
I isolate 'till I'm alone
I'm feeling some regret
I feel the need to disconnect.

I had to urge to write a song
So I opened up my notes
And I'm typing on it now
Cause it's so hard to put it down.

I'm addicted to the screen
I'm always scrolling down the stream
It's really pretty sad
I'm feeling empty in my head

I've got the blue-light blues
It's just addicting as the *****
It's where I get my news
It's where I listen to new tunes

It's how I keep in-touch with friends
I haven't tried to see them in a bit
But I can't say I've even tried
Because it's easier to type.

At comfort knowing
We're an option
In the multiverse.