I can't believe what's going on
I can't continue to say that I'm doing okay
There's something inside me
That I have yet to explain
Those tears that you shed in my bed
I  don't now what was going on in this head
But time has past
Now im left, thinking of you and how well you do
Forever in my head
I feel as tho I should be dead

Crying for the right reasons
Living for the wrong
Each moment scarred by the memory of you
Loving, living and now loss
For the time ticked and chimed every hour
It now sits and stands for hours

I seen and breathed a life
That I can keep
But the the life I lived I found myself living in past
Loving days blurred
Now etched in longing in search of solace
I wished I dreamed but I can't get it back
Today, tomorrow I follow the same path
So eager to change the way I walk
But idle in all the days that I have lost
For once and forever more
I brought myself to this trail
Forever lost

This life is joyous
But not without you
Life's been a torment
Life and revenge
How could I see you
All that you read through
What once was joyous
Is now regretfull
What can I do
Except leave you
The life you once had was just temporary
I can't be the one you're bestowed too
For the life you'd always regret too
Did I destroy you
I never meant too
I can't forget you

The words that amount
Just not enough
So much to say
After the time has passed
What could be said
I can now say
The words that you want
The words that amount
In the past
Not said
Because the words that were spoken
And the words that amounted
Are forgotten and revolted

It's only late nights I think about you
Early days make me forget about her
Lived most my life without you
Forgotten love hurts me so much
What could of been
But the night hurts me more then the love left
Forgotten and abandoned
Sinful to know of
The days became longer without you
It's my fault
The man I became
The man I forget to be
But my dreams are so lovely
When we are together
Perfectly
If just for the night
It's love everlasting

There's just smoke in my eyes
From each empty can
I feel to much inside
From each cigarette
I can't keep it all inside
Baby don't worry
I just have smoke in my eyes

I'm the one who could not sing
But I sang every song
That reminds me of you
Even after we were through
I still couldn't get over you
From traveling after all these times
I couldnt leave you behind

A cigarette a day
Promised to take your life away
So I'll get a pack
With smoke always on my back
What a timeless match

I forgot all the pain
It seemed tamed
For the love still remains
I still remember your name
After all the time that passed
I should've known you wouldn't last
But for now you'll live on in my past
In that, you'll last

Once a thought
Brought so much to heart
Tripping upon these feelings
Concealed by the light
But night brings it into the light
What was lost was now in site
My mind has taken its bite
For the night
But by tomorrow's light
I'll be alright

In the future I find
Myself far behind
The past always lasts
With each hour passing
It is the only feeling everlasting

I wanted to find
What love was left inside
A heart that wasn't mine
Found the right girl at the wrong time
Foolish to find
In only time we'll find
What love was left inside

Lovers intwined  
Fighting for a way
To stay
Not until the end
That I knew I lost my only friend

Wanting
To feel you in my arms
Taken away to early
Not a chance at life
Parentless
So our love went
Seemless as a cloud passing  
Only tears shared for the moment
But not for the night

You shined so bright
Like a candle in the night
So tough for a girl
Who's never been in a fight
A smile that can bring you back to life
But I just couldn't make you my wife
I was so quick to let you leave my life
Now I spend my days trying to make right
For all the awful things I did at night
Why do I want to change only after we fight?

The love was true
Oh so I thought
This child we made
Has past away
This morning I wake
No tears to share
An empty room  
For the love we shared, has gone away
For this I wait
Idle for days
Then for weeks
To find the man, I lost that day
No comforts can erase
What I lost that day

I can't believe you listen to the radio
Funky songs and static news
I love this tune
Starry nights to bright lights
I can't wait until I feel right

Whiskey bottle
Whiskey dreams
Forget the past
glass after glass
Love is being passed
Whiskey bottle
Whiskey dreams
Do you now feel redeemed

Take a drag you'll feel alright
Take a drag for tonight
Forget all your problems for the night

Stand there sit there have you forgotten
About your car honestly
Drive by standby waiting
For her love to stay
One love two love three love waiting
Look up above
Fall down crawl around lately
It doesn't look like she's coming around today
But tommorow is another day I'll be waiting
In the drive thru in my van
I'll be singing to your favorite bands
What a mysterious land

I can't believe you listen to the radio
Funky songs and static news
I love this tune
Starry night and bright lights
I can't wait until I feel right

Together forever
That is what was thought of
But it is gone and forgotten
What could two lovers do
I thought of the promise that was long but not forgotten on what we were supposed to be
I lay here with the memories of a forgotten lovery
How could two lovers be

Loud world I find silence
Love my own pain
Don't want to forget yesterday
Wash away the pain
Bullet in my brain
It won't take it away
Sitting idle and awake  
I won't forget my mistakes

I've gone to go
Somewhere I don't know
I've read online that I'll be just fine