I can't believe what's going on
I can't continue to say that I'm doing okay
There's something inside me
That I have yet to explain
Those tears that you shed in my bed
I  don't now what was going on in this head
But time has past
Now im left, thinking of you and how well you do
Forever in my head
I feel as tho I should be dead

Crying for the right reasons
Living for the wrong
Each moment scarred by the memory of you
Loving, living and now loss
For the time ticked and chimed every hour
It now sits and stands for hours

I seen and breathed a life
That I can keep
But the the life I lived I found myself living in past
Loving days blurred
Now etched in longing in search of solace
I wished I dreamed but I can't get it back
Today, tomorrow I follow the same path
So eager to change the way I walk
But idle in all the days that I have lost
For once and forever more
I brought myself to this trail
Forever lost

This life is joyous
But not without you
Life's been a torment
Life and revenge
How could I see you
All that you read through
What once was joyous
Is now regretfull
What can I do
Except leave you
The life you once had was just temporary
I can't be the one you're bestowed too
For the life you'd always regret too
Did I destroy you
I never meant too
I can't forget you

The words that amount
Just not enough
So much to say
After the time has passed
What could be said
I can now say
The words that you want
The words that amount
In the past
Not said
Because the words that were spoken
And the words that amounted
Are forgotten and revolted

It's only late nights I think about you
Early days make me forget about her
Lived most my life without you
Forgotten love hurts me so much
What could of been
But the night hurts me more then the love left
Forgotten and abandoned
Sinful to know of
The days became longer without you
It's my fault
The man I became
The man I forget to be
But my dreams are so lovely
When we are together
Perfectly
If just for the night
It's love everlasting

There's just smoke in my eyes
From each empty can
I feel to much inside
From each cigarette
I can't keep it all inside
Baby don't worry
I just have smoke in my eyes