Dirt stained hands
To becoming a better man
Work is slow
Time to remember all the days spent apart
From my drinking nights
I hold all our fruits tight
Time passed me by
I have no more reason to lie
Far from the day we met
To my days spent out here
Far from what I called home
Away from all that I know
I built my life with my regret
From the day we met
Long hours
Silent nights
How much time can I regret

Night fell
Slowly star gazing
In this dark I feel you
All around me
In my mind I spend all my nights alone
Several states from home
Thinking of you
Why can't you release believe me
I can't relapse in this dream of you
But from this I drink alone
You are with me
As long as my drink runs un empty
You are with me
The love that has gone alone
Will be welcomed
By my bottle
Thinking of you
No rest can solace
The unrest of not loving you
This fear has rallied
Sticking with me
I can't sit in this house alone
The tide has risen
This sand can't keep it's mold
Of this house I once called our home
Forever more I think I'll be alone

I walked through this mist
Thought there'd be no one to miss
Although this life was tragic
It was easy to dismiss
But your words were magic
Breathing life into my abyss
You followed me softly
So sure of what we could gift
Then you were dismissed
Nowhere to turn to
You'd look at me
Believing we could breathe the same
I could not fit into your frame
Of our picture I felt no shame
Now the years without you
I can't reclaim
Desperately following the path for when you looked at me the same

Drunk again and that's when I
Question my life forgetting all the times I spent living in my time
The world is great again I'm spending it in your arms
So tenderly I forget my own crimes
From the river I walked and I found another glimpse I tried to hide
You were sitting sombly as I stumbled past with tears in your eyes.
For that's a man who failed to see a woman so kind
So no wonder why he lives his life with tear drops in his eyes
So far from life he can no longer recognize his own side
For the years that past he can no longer view the world in the same light
For you are gone and his dawn set upon him
The blanket lay upon him like a crest
Now he must rest

It has to be profound
At the least meaningful

Alicia the beautiful
Alicia my love
I have found what I most find attractive of you
Your eyes your clothes it's even the way you pose
Your love is that I impose
The laughter the cries all of that is what was disposed
Our love compacted as I implode
Everlasting never after
The love we shared was never meant to grow
Hereafter with a false actor it lasts as long as I decompose

A reason to believe
We could go very far
I could go the distance
Never got very far
It's my mind twisting
Never was one for distance
Sitting all alone
My mind has always been good for listening
I fell apart at the britches
No need for you to listen
My mind has gone and untwisted
I have my mind no longer listening
I felt myself so far from wishing
That my life was much more than a mission
But I'm so far from home
I just wished I listened

She whispers her name
No time to refrain
The earth opens it reigns
For what is new will remain
Winifred was her name
She is the one who remains
To willful sorrow
She will forever be mine to remain