From time to time
The life longedd and sought
Fell and forgotten
Enjoy those few moments
Tomorrow has come and taken
The good from your day
Night brought the bad
In my pain
I hope I can create something to gain
Here I remain
Singing songs from the radio
I don't even know there names
In this land
I hope I live a good life
Despite this pain
I know it's a one lane
But let me circle back
To all the good things
That I have yet to regain
In this life
I will try to remain
A good version
Of a man I should be
Despite the wallowing hands
In these days I'll follow you
Till my body runs out
Of all the things that made me what I am
Lessons lost in an unbearable land

Looking for love that I lost
To be the man I thought I'd be
Forever in a cross beam
Just wait for me
In time I'll live to be the man you once seen
Just give me time
I hate that it's  not enough
I wish I could be more
I'm just one man
For this to last I have to tread lightly
I hope I choose rightly
I'll live as the world don't want me
Maybe she'll feel something highly
So much she never feels me
All you felt was something lightly

I stand by you day by day
Nomatter how the cards we were dealt are played
So far so long
Today is the day
I ask for your name
Changes were intended to play
But ypur life was unfazed
I was stuck in a craze
All the time that changed me
How can you say it was over in a day
With no dismay not even a delay
Forever unchanged

With open hands
Pushed into the sand
Oh how i can't wait
Life with you is so great
But why do I feel if it's make or break
Just give it time
I know I love you
This feeling I can't replicate
I know this is going to be a mistake
Tears shed in the night
We held each other so tight
Why did I have to let you go
Parted ways into our uknown
Left her wondering why
Such a horrible way to say goodbye

A life so short
Given up to doctors weights
From being feeling late to hate
There's no reason to be elate
Robbed of love
Given lost in both hands
Weigh me down
Don't erase
That feeling you can't release
I can crawl slowly
To the grave she was awaited from my fate
It's not a good date
Is there reason we can't wait
Give me a reason why it's true
I see it in front of me
I can see it in the rear view
Just give me time because it's too late
I can never look back knowing our fate
Forever gone before a name
Forever gone knowing you were claimed

I listened i tried
Too late
Fell short in all the times
No matter what line I was placed before
Too long
Too short
Let go of all times
No matter how long you tried
You can't return to those times
Different in all that seems
Changed in those who realized
That laughter was just a cry
No matter the way you mask those l
Shaken by those who tried
Success was only given to those that tried
Just enjoy your ride

Starry nights
Beautiful sites
Still are seen in spite
Through the years
I yearned for you to reappear
I loved this version of you
How far one went from missing you
To living with a perfect you
I want it back
I can't take it back
The version of you was always greater Then who I became
I should feel more ashamed
Forgetting myself to live a life I couldn't have with you
Allergic to change