Drunk again and that's when I
Question my life forgetting all the times I spent living in my time
The world is great again I'm spending it in your arms
So tenderly I forget my own crimes
From the river I walked and I found another glimpse I tried to hide
You were sitting sombly as I stumbled past with tears in your eyes.
For that's a man who failed to see a woman so kind
So no wonder why he lives his life with tear drops in his eyes
So far from life he can no longer recognize his life
For the years that past he can no longer view the world in the same light
For you are gone and his dawn set upon him
The blanket lay upon him like a crest
Now he must rest

It has to be profound
At the least meaningful

Alicia the beautiful
Alicia my love
I have found what I most find attractive of you
Your eyes you clothes it's even the way you pose
Your love is that I impose
The laughter the cries all of that is what was disposed
Our love impacted from myself as implode
Everlasting never after
The love we shared was never meant to grow
Hereafter with a false actor it lasts as long as I decompose

A reason to believe
We could go very far
Deathly afraid of all my nights spent alone
I could go the distance
Never got very far
It's my mind twisting
Never was one for distance
Sitting all alone
My mind has always been good for listening
I fell apart at the britches
No need for you to listen
My mind has gone and untwisted
I have my mind no longer listening
I felt myself so far from wishing
That my life was much more than a mission
But I'm so far from home
I just wished I listened

She whispers her name
No time to refrain
The earth opens it reigns
For what is new will remain
Winifred was her name
No news will cloud her name
She is the one who remains
To willful sorrow
Unknown remains
She will forever be mine to remain

Words find there way
But I can't explain
The void follows so deeply
Every night I think of red and blue
The finale is set to begin
Always it goes off
Nothing follows
The first horns sound
Galantly
My dear I see
Clouds, they seem all that's above
Below is clear
What is heard is silent
Listen closely
All alone
No word can conceive
What this world has done to me

I can't believe what's going on
I can't continue to say that I'm doing okay
There's something inside me
That I have yet to explain
Those tears that you shed in my bed
I  don't now what was going on in this head
But time has past
Now im left, thinking of you and how well you do
Forever in my head
I feel as tho I should be dead

Crying for the right reasons
Living for the wrong
Each moment scarred by the memory of you
Loving, living and now loss
For the time ticked and chimed every hour
It now sits and stands for hours