You choose to be fearless when it's the only thing you have
Facing your fears, walk through the dark road with a single match
Forbid yourself from looking back when the first step is taken
Left your bright castle as it never let you fly again

But tell me how to unlearn all the feeling you gave
I stuck in my mind like a widow right beside the fresh grave
The cries once fell in your shoulder and won't be a past
Somehow we need to live with the wound even if it forever last

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The thing that I hate the most in every relationship is, when I get a think that I am the only one who come to them. I wish a take and give relationship. Seeing how they so settle without me, and don’t wanna call me makes me feel so so so bad. Like, so it’s all on me. You talk to me only if I come and say hi first. If I’m away you won’t look for me. I lost my price in your eyes. I feel abandoned. The magic is not here anymore. ☹
I should’ve known. I am not his lose-soul. He don’t need me to be happy. He don’t need me to relieve his pain. He don’t need me as much as I need him. He keep giving but fortunately I can’t give him the thing he want the most. He enough himself from me. He hate texting it makes him drain. The magic is not here anymore.
The spring is gone, the hot summer floated away, and your intention changed faster than the color of those trees. The magic is not here anymore.

I chose to be fearless now
Facing my fears, walking the dark road with a box of matches
I forbid to look back when I take the first step
Left my brightest castle cause it never let me fly again

But how can I unlearn all the feeling you gave
Now I stuck in my mind like a widow in a grave
The cries once fell in your shoulder and won't be a past
But somehow we have to live with the wound even if it forever last

You're my new battlefield I was afraid to step in
Because I won't lose when I fight

But I can feel the magic
The butterfly and question mark
Why are you so "me"?

It is still hurt when I looked back
Maybe the ghost from my old self blew the pain
Or maybe your voice was too loud pointing disappoint

Should I say sorry to the shoes I can't fit in?
Should I hold the guilt when I know what's best for me?
Should you twist me and tell the world I did the wrong?
And should it exist, the conversation for what didn't belong?

And for a while I call your name to let you know
that I am not sorry

Can you just stay little way longer
Can I hold your hand forever
And if you could stay and not be stranger
Why I can't call you my lover

I think about anything I can do
to guard our castle from dragon from shade of blue

Sixth years, six hundred feelings
I don't know anything else that I needed
Your heart is a castle, diamond, and bliss
And I'm a beggar who say, "I don't deserve this"
But how I can get rid of your kiss
When this love is all the treasure I ever wish

here's a never ending war of our kingdom
A battle between lusted heart and wisest wisdom
Here's lying warriors and their swords
Cause I'm a chained rapunzel and you are peter from a neverland

My fury burn the city in silences
And you sitting there with hundred compliances
Once we talked about black world, white lies, and a huge Grey Ocean
As we are the mermaid whose fins broken

Don't you know the palace is longing for us
Where the ocean ain't grey but crystal blush
I said, "Let's climb the mountain together and win"
You nodded then crashed me like sin

The road are wide
we drive crazily, cross the red light
Thaught we could get there on time
But no single trust come if we live in Grey Ocean