I tried for the last time but
She made it clear
She's not coming back :(

I slept all throughout these days
For me not to worry about everything
Eat,sleep repeat thats my way
For I am happy to be with you in my dreams

Until opening my eyes again and realised
It's painful , I'm still hoping that she'll comeback to me
Until how long will I continue this demise
When I wake up to this reality ?

That she's no longer coming back
Atleast I tried the third stage of grief
Bargaining at the very end of the track
And somehow I still didn't believe

I wish I didn't woke up
In my dreams we were together
I wish even in my dreams you'll stay
And we will be forever

Looking back at our memories
The best times that we were together
We were very happy
Our best memory is more painful than ever

If only I knew that was the last time
I should hugged you tighter
I should spent my time with you longer
And make you more happier
If only i knew...

Missing you everyday
Reliving the pain
I still love her I can say
Waiting for her to come back again

It's midnight, the abyss in my head keeps expanding
By drinking alcohol I tried to drown those thoughts
But they learned how to swim
Now my thoughts are the one drowning me

Live.