If only you understand me
What would have we become now
Truly I understand you
But would you understand me?how?

I had a dream about her
And we were happy
Suddenly I woke up crying a lot
Realizing its not real
How ironic the unconscious mind
Comforting the heart

I thought I'm fine
I was laughing and smiling
But the more I hide the pain
The painful it gets

Waking up asking myself does she miss me the way I miss her
Still waiting for her messages and calls
Do we still have a chance?
I know to myself that 99% you won't be coming back
But I'm still holding on to that 1% of hope

I saw her happy with someone else
I'm happy knowing that she's happy
But what about me

I thought I was fine
I thought I was okay
I have that gentle smile
That slowly fades away

It's heavy that I can't hold the tears from falling
Unconsciously, it's hurting me inside without knowing
Im happy to see you being happy again
While here I am enjoying the pain

I still can't believe what happened
We were fine but something suddenly changed
She left me for her self
I didn't do anything wrong
I understand her reason
Inorder for her to grow
We don't need to be separated
But that's how it goes
I just want her to feel that I care
By letting her go
For her to experience being outside her comfort zone
I am in grief ,pain and agony
She suddenly left me
But Im happy for her
I hope she gets better
Not for me but for herself