Kris - Hello Poetry

Kris Feb 2019

I would be wide awake at when you were gone
Praying to the Man above to send help
The help wasn't for you but for us
When the door opened my eyes would start tearing up
For I knew the terror that was going to begin
I would lay and listen
Crying for help but those who could help were no where in sight
I had to lay there and cry my eyes out to make you stop
To make you see the terror you bring
But once that door opens you bring in the beast

Kris Feb 2019

You Told Me

You told me you love me but yet left me for her
You told me I'm beautiful but yet you still called me ugly
You told me you'll change but the only thing that changed was your age
You told me you'll help but you never came through
You told me that I'm your little girl but left me for your others
You told me you'll be there but I didn't see you once
You told me "I love you" but you still took the punch

Kris Oct 2018

My Hidden Tears

Every time we call I look forward to it
We talk and talk for hours
But after you tell me good night and I love you
I stay awake...
My eyes can't close for the tears begin to pour
I ask myself I was just so happy to hear your voice why can't I hear it forever
Our distance breaks my heart for our bond is too great and my love is as well
I can't stand the distance and once you go farther I don't know if I could stand it anymore
Will my tears continue to fall?
Will they begin to run out for they have been pouring too long?
Will they dry?

Kris Feb 2018

That Smile

That smile is what I fell for
That smile is what I looked forward to seeing each and everyday
That smile is what makes me smile
That smile is the fuel that helps me get through the day
That smile is what tricked me into loving you
That smile is the reason I will never smile again, and will now leave me in tears

Kris Feb 2018

Chances

I'm so in love with you that it seems I've given you too many
I can't see you hurting me, but I can feel it inside
You told me straight to my face, and I knew it was false but yet I gave you another
I'm starting to think that love is a foolish thing, because the chances I've given you didn't make me happy
Chance after chance after chance
I lost count at how many I've given, but I know they are running out
Because my heart is at it's limit and our time is too

Kris Feb 2018

Aren't you suppose to...

Aren't you suppose to protect me?
Aren't you suppose to love me?
Aren't you suppose to teach me?
Aren't you suppose to support me?
Aren't you suppose to see me grow?
Aren't you suppose to be there for me?
Aren't you suppose to talk to me?
Aren't you suppose to fight for me?
Aren't you suppose to be my father?

Kris Feb 2018

Colorless

I live in a dark world where everything is black and white
Not a speck of color to be seen in sight
It is a place where pain is the only thing that grows
Pain the fuel source that keeps the world new
It has kept me weak so my strength couldn't help me win
As I tried to fight that's when the pain had grown
Holding me hostage so I could never grow
Pain had kept me and here I am living with no soul

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