Waiting till days are gone
endowments slipping so vain and cold
into estuary of sins
Why can I not make more of vanity's destiny
from fear's face and/ facts to me
Could it be dismissal, a desperation, a joyous clouded spring equinox?
Not go further than the darkest case for inside... insipid flack...
from all revryie/ God's creation
Why then denial & distain for the princesses stats that weans from
the subtitled shirts?
Because the ground is below and the sky is above oh the strength of destiny is all that I could've learnt!
Mother frantic daughter festers deliverance glassy and new the
plate of imitations dogma excepting don of more esoteric Freudian
hues.

The skethertyne bullet into ghosts and darkly knights...

This is the usual sell, senses, a zecher deniably so.

Waning hues of free life justify the hate, which cries alight.
Funk dusty double tone shelves/ funky trace  rounds of grace ensight-
Who shall call? Who shall hear?
What can I believe? Fear is the right.
Edifice; sense feelings fear and senses, aerial winding admiral Piett.

Watch oh' soul  the lavers... the freak real wrought iron, humbled's and stows....

Drench the ghastly hope with all  en masse & bludgeoning fights.
And now the duty evanescence feaks/ the fickle on mirror/more omitted doors/ and as so... the godly shows!The killer's rites!

Existence is a labor of love yet
a labor of love itself
is  found
...does reside within life
how to reconcile the difference?

The eased... exercised, the excised
When the souls are shining bright
I need to believe that it is there for me

Endurance foray as she dances and derives
  on the path all the way out to Lucifer's cabin
Don't just stand and sit thinking hoping pacing
  denying trying to unbelieve

The years turn to cheers
  turn to sears burning of criticism
    left by the masses deft unbound learned
       by denial's marquee

Until I find the start

  for which ends and eternity yield not

   an innocuous feeling not a one and destitute

     originally belonged to me!

Time, it could take awhile
As you look more inward,
  waiting for prosperity
    asking what can you question?
This reveille yet twisted spine
   yet sometimes the best intentions
      yes listen to friends
         some of memories imbrication applies
Alone lost forever fought off nothing
Case and detractions concentric highway
ad hominem sub rosa nearing reality's judgment
dysphoria now lights vacant display of glorious gusts of
reflections from child to adult now back inside ether plane sans the dusts of destruction of the time oneself remembered what lays paths  as of inversion can alight bounties of criticism

Yellow traced by turning grey cells
of beast and human flesh
reincorporated to bring life
Yenta fellowship survivors of the death
dance decomposed bemused
by praise living for death
the last breath of vapid corrosion of life fused
So you insatiate a syringe
eased detriment feudal stance
ephemeral standing scissors
birth of freezing ice that godly appearances stop
in the their tracks and I life informal
can't withstand and never doubted
the beauty of desolations craft

when you know
your love is
an eternal truth
then
What does it take ...?
if waterfalls break...
if sensations wince killing all hubris as enigmatic
what love does it take to satisfy...
the worlds quest for unceasing champions form of *******
if she lay in her state of life lifeless what breaths do I breathe
to bring all of Merdith's fascinating luscious contempt for weakness back to life?
All shadows shade in with a darker charcoal of tones bearing dismissal and denial
Yet all fast connecting brilliances
sunshine mornings and
debts of pride
for having cost a moment
too much to be without love;
cost absu the valiance
cost grace killing friends
and bounty of creations
Is this unsupined is a sophistry to furthest deny
or the plain real...
contemplations that deliver only
  the furthermost pronounced civility
   of heavy burdens of love
To an azure sky and emerald home
     with wife and children

Walk home From the woman you love
through the states of devastation
you shall walk as anyone
and all above
List the fences that stand
striated feckless
yet the twits that barbed wire expose
Yearn to be held
battle for sensations
fetal forming huyerons... space... touched unforgiving
So you've been trained
closed minded retribution
hallow celebration... wait no ; hysterical impulses
fed by thanks for the life you never lived
Ensembled the angels of mercy
wait to behold what little recluse defiant people had to reveal
Race stash and dash
wass to hash huffing
ruffer than burlesque iced quintessentials
Dartmouth to Santa Monica vasa scapula Lamborghini Countach  
You made the first move now