when you know
your love is
an eternal truth
then
What does it take ...?
if waterfalls break...
if sensations wince killing all hubris as enigmatic
what love does it take to satisfy...
the worlds quest for unceasing champions form of *******
if she lay in her state of life lifeless what breaths do I breathe
to bring all of Merdith's fascinating luscious contempt for weakness back to life?
All shadows shade in with a darker charcoal of tones bearing dismissal and denial
Yet all fast connecting brilliances
sunshine mornings and
debts of pride
for having cost a moment
too much to be without love;
cost absu the valiance
cost grace killing friends
and bounty of creations
Is this unsupined is a sophistry to furthest deny
or the plain real...
contemplations that deliver only
  the furthermost pronounced civility
   of heavy burdens of love
To an azure sky and emerald home
     with wife and children

Walk home From the woman you love
through the states of devastation
you shall walk as anyone
and all above
List the fences that stand
striated feckless
yet the twits that barbed wire expose
Yearn to be held
battle for sensations
fetal forming huyerons... space... touched unforgiving
So you've been trained
closed minded retribution
hallow celebration... wait no ; hysterical impulses
fed by thanks for the life you never lived
Ensembled the angels of mercy
wait to behold what little recluse defiant people had to reveal
Race stash and dash
wass to hash huffing
ruffer than burlesque iced quintessentials
Dartmouth to Santa Monica vasa scapula Lamborghini Countach  
You made the first move now

Live Into The Dreams

We are forsaken souls standing
front to back mirrored autonomic unethical
askance due our survival yet tasting our deaths
Humanity dear and precious
yet too soldering
hacking waste of life climbing vines of sinicism...
Godly freedom is not a parallel to our own
its the world we built/ it did deform
Caskets alive opening and closing with the wind
What spirits lay inside/ if a young catholic girl finds,
only sardonic vesseled fiery Gin

It spills the night ultrasulphonic descent
waters
waterfalls from a Heaven's restrain
uncleansed
bodies and dreams all set to pretend
Decisive dreams on hold till depression
When you stare sapphire green to black
startling lights fleeing homes and countries stitch
the ominous love of the clods and clovers of the 6 leaf black
Now! I am alone and the irony melts away now inside forever
I am able to sell the dream that we now know is betrayed
we are Belial

Into evil I am borne
Take me not away but deliver
The consciousness thought of waste deny and satisfy the
path from which I though the path reforms
The blank instrumental
Incessant scolding detriment
That ewes & chickens & *******
And bulls equally access & coalesce
Insufferable demure straining well to do harlots and dotes
What passes for confusion sights the soul
And solace severance of satisfactions...
Waiting dainty only secure revised
     salts of the Earth
       and while these...
And the butchered meats into the *** they go;
As well meal, vis a vis,
  forever endowed,
  surety confluence,
  etched schematic behind vulturous vows

Riddle of  tender sword of sirens get one hassle
and sell one tassel of the obviation inside the ritual
An enemy revolves around gluten free rotini
cold vinegary in the street
Should silence and the Angels tracing the wounds
affect such frustrations
Simple skates ruley plates fooly mates now
foully help awaits impressions
A world arcane belittled by dendrites
reaching Holochron 5k digital worlds
Trivial sights and meanings and rites
so incapable of singing the truth hymn
No inside the ease of emblazed endemic isoparametric systems
Burning bright the sensations halt
And now only the guilt of revenance calls

Deja Vu
Excuse me **** Eruption
Let's listen to Dungeon Be My Guest
As for Deja vu it happened once then you can guess the rest
Although I have stunted needed solid dreams
they feel certain which can compromise
and  settles the concrete foundation
so earthly and solid that distinction
certainly isn't choking upon it
Yesterday sinister ideas (a la vu)against
the strength I once felt
they pace the demon mold
while in fact the real world
inside attacks foresees and designs
the final twist of platinum silver and gold
that lays upon the wrist
Its a pentagram not virginal
nor of light not simply a motif
which the sensations divine
the reasons aloft find self alleviation and sessions cessation
to the fealty kingdom of the guilty of sin
this sounds the truth now in the fault
Classic murderous systematic dense
files of the hypocrisy once doubted
ever now I'm found
Because the last paced sensation
is the godly help that was promised
of reality's relation but
now deja vu
never could be found

With all of life uncertain we're giving
and pretending what matters less is life so cold
and opaque with postulant

In the arch of the morning the seas
of searing life are the seeds
of never-ending light
What calls of forgiveness
what matters less than to
mitigate the meaning of that
which sold for less the convalesced
The obvious condensed  obvious

With this I'm certain the claws of teething and maws
of feeding are only the only cause the cause to live

The cause to stand  to steel
To sword and confidence
the churning fortune remembers it's
all only caught in the auspice

Its return is magnificence