The girl lived in the wild,
For she was the wolf child.
She ran with her pack every night,
Howling in the moon light.
One day an old woman came,
Soon the girl became tame.
Years went by,
Every night the wolves would cry.
Still, years carried on,
But the girl was long gone.
Finally, she returned,
Only to find her old home burned.
She ran into the cave,
The scene was a charcoaled grave.
There was one wolf surviver,
And he spoke to her,
“You’ve been gone for many years,
Thats when we met one of our greatest fears.
I hope you found what you were looking for,
Because the pack is no more.
My life is near its end,
Goodbye my old freind.”
The girl stared at the wolf in shock,
Her stomach sinking like a rock,
“But I found my real family!
Can’t you be happy for me?”
The wolf looked at her with a grim face,
“Wasn’t This your rightful place?
I thought we were your real family,
Guess you don’t agree.”
The girl opened her mouth to speak,
But the wolf collapsed because he has grown too weak.
The wolf shed a tear,
“Guess this is goodbye, my dear.”

Run, run, run.
If you're cought, you're done.
Keep a low profile.
Stay quiet for a while.
Don't mess around,
or you'll be found.
You destroyed your life,
when you stabbed her with that knife.
You just did a crime,
And it will stick with you forever in time.
You committed ******,
Because you got mad at her.
Continue to run and hide,
But the memory will forever play in your mind.

I keep myself behind a wall,
I never will let it fall.
I've tried so hard to keep quiet,
Secrets are in my daily diet.
I keep myself in a hole,
And I've grown dull.
Theres a beast inside my mind,
And to it, they're blind.
I can't let them know,
This secret is about to make me blow.
I'm in a nightmare,
But I don't care,
Because I rather hear screams,
Than be stuck inside of sweet dreams.
I keep on a smile, being a tiny spark,
So they don't know my mind is completely dark.

She lived a life full of sorrow,
She didn't want a tomorrow.
She grabbed a paper and pen,
She wrote "I'll never walk again.
I don't want to feel this pain,
So I'm walking on death lane.
I'm sorry mom, I have to run,
Soon my life will be done."
Around her neck, a rope was tied,
Her mother walked in and she cried.
She saw the letter,
And as she unfolded it, her eyes grew wetter.
She read the letter with lots of care,
And she thought "how is this fair?
What has the world done to my baby?
Maybe this is just a bad dream, maybe?"
But she looked up at her dead child,
Her face pale and wild.
Then she began to scream,
"This is no dream!"
She ran to the kitchen and grabbed a knife,
Without her little girl, there was no point to life.
She looked at the moon in the sky of night,
Then she shut her eyes tight,
She stabbed her heart and took her last breath,
Welcome now, to the world of death.

They say suicide is a crime,
But some don't live in a pleasant time.
Why must we be forced to live when we wish to die?
why must we be forced to hold in these cries?
We live in the land of the free,
but yet we're not allowed to end our misery.
The pain follows us around,
but we can't climb high and fall to the ground.
These rules force us to live,
but what if our lives want to give?
I enjoy the torture and pain,
for without pain, there is no gain.
let the blood drip through my sleeves,
for it's the only outlet it seems.
If I die, I won't care,
for this life is far from fair.

People always worry about me,
and about my sanity.
My emotions are always in a hurry,
and it's leaving everyone in a flurry.
To understand me, they got me something,
they got me a little mood ring.
Its always changing,
my emotions raging.
The mood ring is a lovely piece of jewelry,
but it doesn't explain me.
My friends say it's broken,
and when the seller said it worked, he was joken'.
But here's the thing,
its me, not the mood ring.

I saw your smile,
I began to melt,
Please stay for a while,
Those feelings I felt.
But we started to separate,
As we went our own ways,
I feel as though I've lost my fate,
And I think of those better days.
My heart still beats for you,
It pounds like a drum,
Even though you ripped it in two,
You're my only feeling in this body of numb.
Even though we are apart,
I know I'll never leave,
You went and stole my heart,
But know that I hate thieves.

He sat there, eyes grown wide,
Because of him, a man just died.
He pulled the trigger and made the shot,
Without even a second thought.
He was alone,
When the man entered his home.
He ran out to find the source of the noise,
Now he realizes that wasn't a good choice.
The young man was made a killer,
And now he's about to loose his dinner.
He knew he had to stay strong,
But he thought what he did was wrong.
He looked up to see a bunch of cops,
One told him that the man robbed several shops.
The cop told him "good work!"
But the young man thought he was a ****.
"How can cops death so light,
While I'm here frozen in fright?"
The young man thought.
"How is this good, because to me, it's not."
To **** the man is what he had to do,
To save his life, but if you were him, would you?

I'm almost grown,
So now I must look into the unknown.
I must figure out how I want my life to unfold,
But who knows what the future holds.
I have to see the unseen,
At the age of fourteen.
My time for goofing off is coming to an end,
And there's no way to make it bend.
I must learn the rules real fast,
But I want this time to last.
My future includes responsibilities,
And my youth will just be memories.
I don't want to turn the page,
I want to stay this age.
I feel stuck in a trap,
In this world, I'm just a scrap.
My life will go by in a flash,
And soon, all I'll be is a pile of ash.

I scream,
I hate,
I stab,
Just to get me through this pathetic life.

Your head was laying on my lap,
as you were taking a nap.
sleeping so sweet and soundly,
I felt your breath upon me.
I poked your cheek, waking you up,
because your my beautiful pup!

You've been here so long,
Now something has gone wrong.
You took me under your wing,
Now you cause so much suffering.
You used to have a heart of gold,
Now all I see is ice cold.
You scream and shout,
Now I can't block it out.
You throw things around,
Now crashing and banging is the only sound.
So many questions flow through my mind,
And answers I can't seem to find.
Why must you be so mad,
Even though youre supposed to be my dad.
Why after all I've gone through,
Must you continue to say "It's not me, It's you?"
Why after I lost trust in one father,
Must you make me start to lose another?
I want to feel safe in your arms,
But you've caused so much harm.
You were supposed to make me smile,
Not act so cruel and vile.
You were supposed to help me fly,
Not sad and scared and to cry.
You're supposed to stand by my side,
Now, I just want to hide.
To you I can't do anything right,
So it's hard to see the light.
Mom tries her best everyday,
But nothing seems to go her way.
Now I don't know,
Will you stay or go?
You may be tough,
But you're going through some stuff.
Wha you went through was scary,
And you changed after the military.
No matter what you go through,
Know the following is true:
There will be times both good and bad,
There will be times happy and sad,
And even though we both will get mad,
I will always love you and I'm glad,
That mom chose you to be my dad.

Computer crash,
Computer screen flash.
Windows is now open,
Thank god for copin’.
Computer shut down now,
What to do now.
Putting up a technological fight,
This is not my daily highlight!

The floors creaked beneath her feet,
But this is where he said to meet.
The hallway dark, with no light,
A perfect night for a perfect fright.
She walked in the room with no delay,
But this was the room where little ghosts played.
The door locked behind her with a slam,
Now she was as helpless as a baby lamb.
She screamed and cried,
But that night she died.
The man she was supposed to meet was dead,
He was a ghost who lay in his death bed.
He loved the girl and wished for her soul,
But that was a failed goal.
Its Friday the thirteenth without a doubt,
So be careful when going out.
For no one may hear your screams,
And won't come to save you, by any means.

I hate you!
Just leave me be!
It's over, it's through!
But you hugged me...

The world is cold and cruel,
Where only the meanest and strongest rule,
There is no way to be free,
My mother said to me.
The world is a breath of fresh air,
And every thing is fair,
Be who you want to be,
My teacher said to me.
The wold is full of wonder,
But as we get older, we'll go under,
Enjoy it now before we get responsibilities,
My friends said to me.
The world is full of arrogant boys,
Who only see women as toys,
They'll only cause you misery,
My father said to me.
The world is seen in different ways,
So I listen to what everyone says,
But I'll have to wait and see,
What the world has in store for me.

One, two, three,
Come and rescue me!
Four, five, six,
I'm in a real fix!
Seven, eight, nine,
This should be a crime!
Ten,
I'm stuck in math class again!

I’m falling apart,
I don’t know how to start.
I try to be strong,
But I can only hold on for so long.
Piece by piece I’m crumbling,
My fiends find it quite troubling.
I need someone here,
I need someone to whisper in my ear.
To tell me it’s okay,
To tell me that I won’t fade away.
Trying to feel something more,
Trying not to lock the door.
To numb to cry,
To scared to die.
What can I do,
I look in the mirror and ask “who are you?”
Grasping on to dreams,
I’m torn at the seams.
My mind filled with smoke,
My heart starts to choke.
Reaching for the sky,
wishing I could fly.
Wishing I could see a little clearer,
As I stare in the mirror.
Needing a little spark,
Just enough to light the dark.
Looking at the stars in the night,
Wondering how they always shine so bright.
I’m lost and need to be found,
But help is nowhere around.
No matter how hard I try,
My entire existence feels like a lie.
Do I even have a place,
Or will I disappear without a trace?
Trying to find the meaning to my life,
Longing to grab that knife.
All the effort I give,
None give me a meaning to live.
Bareley getting by,
Forever left wondering why.

Time to say goodbye,
I just want to hide and die,
I'm done with the lies

When I speak, I'm told to be quiet.
When I move, I'm told to sit down.
I'm in a body I don't even pilot.
I'm a puppet others push around.
I try to break free,
But I'm bound by these strings.
I'm a puppet that others won't leave be.
I can't ignore the pain it brings me.
I try to be kind, but it always misleads,
leaving me with nothing but the darkest of seeds.
Ever since I started high school, I've been on my own,
But I kind of like being on my own.
When I'm alone, there's no one I have to fight,
Or telling me that my minds not right.
I used to love school,
But now I feel like a fool.
I feel like an ant surrounded by giants,
But I'm not one to be defiant.
I won't bluff,
High school is really tough.
It's not really fun,
But I can't stop until I'm done.

The world is grey,
I lived another day.
I feel like a banished king,
Thrown into the battle ring.
This poor pointless life I live,
All the useless effort I give.
But yet, I find beauty in the world,
Because the orphan ******* the street dances and twirls.
Life may look hopeless and grim,
But don’t give in, don’t cut your limbs.
The world may look somber,
Just remember, others have it harder.

I wake up with a start,
through my chest I feel my beating heart.
I look around and realize it was just a dream,
I'm back in reality, so it may seem.
I may back down and shut my eyes,
I hope they don't hear my cries.
My mom comes in and asks my dreams we're pleasant,
I don't tell her about my mental descent.
Everyone tries to make me happy,
but it makes me feel even more ******.
At school, I receive many stares,
because they don't know what my life means.
Fir you can't sell dreams,
to those who has walked the path of nightmares.

I spent the day with a freind,
We went shopping for the latest trends.
We got ready for the night,
We were amazed by the sight.
Our first homecoming,
My heart rate was growing.
I danced in a weird way,
But everyone had nice things to say.
I got a faint suger high,
And I kept on craving pie.
I just wish my boyfriend was there,
My freinds didn’t have dates, so I guess it’s only fair.
My first dance of the year,
This memory I shall hold dear.

People don't get my obsession,
And how it's the best decision.
Me and anime,
were like a family!
When I'm down,
anime always brings me around.
When I try to explain,
Its not in their domain.
They ask me "why do you watch kid shows?"
but the maturity level required is what none of them know.
Just know that anime is the best,
and that it beats the rest.

My home is almost gone,
pesticides sprayed on human lawns.
Trees are falling,
but no one hears natures calling.
The air getting warmer,
I'm only used to it's former.
My friends have left or died,
my only question is "why?"
"Why do we destroy our only home?"
By filling our oceans with filthy foam,
or ruining our air with coal.
This is not beneficial, but it's our only goal.
Stop this now before it's too late!
Stop this now before or darkness is the worlds fate!
My home, my future, my life is fading away.
I just hope to live another day.
Humans listen to my plea,
please save humanity.
I'm lost in a world unknown,
even though this used to be my home.

Life beat me down.
It left me battered and bruised.
But I stand my ground,
I become immune to the tricks used.
No matter how hard I get hit,
I'll stand back up again,
I'll get through all of it,
If I get knocked out, I'll jump back in.
The scars that life left behind,
Show how strong I am,
These scars will always remind,
That I'm a strong lion, not a cowering lamb.
So I tell life,
"Come at me with with all you've got,
Come at me with a heated knife,
I will not fall, I'll stand, like it or not!"

I try to exspess how I feel,
but now I realize those feeling are no longer real.
You're starting to annoy me,
now I feel set free.
Thanks to the poetry you've read,
this love is now dead.
I'm no longer confused,
I'm happy poetry was the proper tool used.
But I still long for you,
yes it's true.
But oh well, it's over now,
and this is how:
we were together,
then we whithered,
I shed a few tears,
but now there's no more fears,
I fought for you,
I stared to loose half way through,
but now I realize the simple truth,
these are only the feelings felt in silly youth.
No more feeling blue,
because now I'm over you.

I used to be one to cry like a child,
But my tears are no longer wild.
They used to tease and make me plea,
But now I'll make them fall to their knees.
Now the game has begun,
Now it's time I have some fun.  
You knocked me down,
And pushed me around,
But now you regret as I stand tall,
As I make you curl into a ball.  
I play your death in my mind,
and your body, the cops will never find.  
Don't worry about dying too soon,
Your soul won't disappear like a balloon.
I'll **** you slowly and torture you.
Dont believe me, ask my last victims if it's true.
You can try to run away,
But one day, I will catch you.

Oh no,
my battery is low.
I should of charged my phone,
but I was bored to the bone.
Now I'm regretting this,
and this device I will miss.
I'll have to go out doors,
but I want to play on my phone more.
This generation I live in is full of rotten minds,
to reality, my peers have become blind.
They stick to their tech like glue,
and I admit it, I do too.
It's just how it is today,
on a screen is where we stay.
I don't want it to be,
but a device is all we see.
We forget about global warming,
and we're ignoring the warnings.
We neglect nature,
we don't act very mature.
We have grown dumb,
we have grown numb.
Not to mention,
this is an obsession.
In the future they'll regret,
or they'll still be on their screens I bet.

Middle of the night
Trying not to fight
Doctor gave me these pills
My mind never standing still
In the pale blue moon
On a night in June
I knew exactly what I had to do
No one understands what I'm going through
I stood up on a chair
I thought how life isn't fair
Then I thought about revenge
And how to push them over the edge
I got down and got to work
Figuring out ways to make them hurt
I took them down one by one
I found out this is fun
I knew I would meet the Devil
But I went to the next level
Everyone I saw I took their life
Practicing throws with my knife
Cuts so deep
Hearing them all weep
My clothes stained red
But this is all just inside my head

I hate him,
I love him,
I don't know how I feel,
sometimes I image what could be real.
At first he was a shadow,
with a simple crush.
I asked him out, and he didn't say no,
And soon being near him gave my heart a rush.
How do I put this in words,
because thinking about him hurts.
He says he doesn't love me,
But my heart won't leave me be,
Within my heart I'm trapped, trying to get out,
But I still love him, without the slightest doubt.
"Ethan, I don't know what to do,
please help me loose these feelings for you."
You broke my heart,
I should of known from the start,
That a silent stranger boy,
would bring me such joy,
just to break me down,
and make me feel like a stupid clown.
"Ethan, I hate you for what you did,
and now I feel like a dumb, lovesick kid."
Please tell me this was all a cruel joke,
because now I can't breath, like my lungs are full of smoke.
you make me feel happy and strong,
but now I don't know what to do,
and I feel each decision is wrong.
and all of this was thanks to you.

My wings were beaten down,
I fell and hit the ground.
Learning to deal with the pain,
my tears fall down like the pouring rain.
Was an angel, now a broken shell,
born in heaven, put through hell.
If I wish to touch the sky,
I must take these broken wings and learn to fly.

Hey Bad Boy,
I love the way you treat me.
I love the way you tease and annoy.
Come on Bad Boy and set me free.
Your dark eyes,
and constant lies.
But I don't mind,
because you've made me blind.
Hey Bad Boy,
do I give you joy?
With my pure heart,
I showed from the start?
Your kiss,
Such a wonderful bliss,
even though you bite,
I still picture you at night.
My heart you have destroyed,
but I love it, because you're my Bad Boy.

Everyone talks about the devil on your shoulder
And how their life is getting colder
But what about the angel on your other shoulder?
She's ignored as she grows older
She tries to help you out
But all she gets is self doubt
She tried to help but she's never heard
Trying to speak but you can't hear a word
Her voice a whisper, the devils a shout
Her will slowly running out
But those who chose to listen brighten her days
And to the darkness their lives don't give way
She dances in my hand
Because I understand
I am the angel on your shoulder
And I think you should listen to her
For all we try to do is help you
For its all we know how to do

You yelled at my freind, being so mean,
Your little actions make me want to scream.
You came to my house without an invite,
I hate how you're always looking for a fight.
You cling to my brother and lead him on,
The only thing I want is you to be gone.
Please leave me alone, leave me be,
Take me out of this misery.
Fare well, so long,
You think you did nothing wrong.
You hurt and you lie,
Now I'll just say "Goodbye."

I hate to be apart,
from the boy in my heart.
Is smiles seems to glow,
I hate to see him go.
When I awake he’s the first on my mind,
his hand I wish to find.
I’m so happy I found him and he found me,
he’s the sweetest thing you could ever see.
His pretty blue eyes and his voice,
so glad I was his choice.
Still new to this,
but by him it’s bliss.
I don’t know where to start,
to explain the boy in my heart.

I am not the same,
not since the day I came.
I came into this world acting quite odd,
now my mother prays to god.
this world is rather cruel,
and now I feel like a fool.
I thought the world would be fair,
but I've learned that it doesn't care.
what to do with a girl like me,
while the herd is running free.
I laid mud upon myself,
so I could look like everyone else.
I felt bad to be unique,
but recently found it's quite chic.
for everyone out there, here's some advice,
its okay to be a zebra without any stripes.

My heart is in your hands,
You have conquered all the lands.
All the women are held by the threat of a sword,
You’ve caged them like little birds.
You put me through all this pain,
Tears stream down my face as I die in the rain.
You watch my blood fall,
Now you stand tall.
My kingdom in pieces,
I just hope you find peace.

Sitting in class,
Learning about cosmology.
I look through the widows glass,
And I see something quite funny.
I see a girl wearing a polkadot turtle neck,
Holding a pink bunny.
A guy looks at his watch for a sec,
While eating chicken nuggets.
My life is slightly crazy and bizarre,
Heads stuck in buckets,
And sticky notes covering cars.

Sitting here in the rain
waiting for the next train
I tried to touch the sky
but I learned I couldn’t fly
I wish I knew from the start
so I wouldn’t have a broken heart
Everyone told I would fail
but I fought tooth and nail
I can’t go back like this
there are chances that I’ll miss
I still have yet to reach fame
thats the reason that I came
I made friends along the way
so I guess I’m here to stay
So it’s time I get by
and learn to fly
Heres what I’m going to do
IM GOING TO MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE!

I can’t fall asleep tonight,
wanting to feel your arms squeeze me tight.
Picturing you in my mind,
hearing your voice so kind.
The cold sends a shiver down my spine,
wishing our hands could intertwine.
Wishing to feel your body heat,
and listen to your heart beat.
I gaze at the stars,
wishing to be where you are.
Tucked away in your arms,
safe from all harm.
Wishing wishes so deep,
beside you I wish to sleep

I sat in the solitude of the dark,
My mind almost gone.
I’ve lost my spark,
But my life must move on.
I’m lost,
I don’t know what to do.
My body feels covered in frost,
I ask my self “where are you?”
Ghosts whisper in my ear,
Is death drawing near?
Where are you, soul?
My heart is a big empty hole.
Am I alright?
Is this worth the fight?
Is there a way to fix this?
If I disappear, will I be missed?
I ask my self “where are you?”
This trick is rather cruel.
I sit in the solitude of the dark,
My mind almost gone.
Sitting here withought a heart,
Waiting for the break of dawn.

You were bright,
And I was nothing,
You showed me the world was more than shades of night.
You opened my eyes,
You showed me the world of beauty,
You showed me where my future lies.
When you first held my hand I became a rainbow,
I was no longer grey,
And I'll never let go.
This world is no longer dull,
We are bright,
We are colorful!

A dark ally way,
Ghosts run and play.
They say I’m crazy,
Maybe I am, maybe.
To these ghosts, I am their mother,
To me, this family is like no other.
I love my little ghosts with all my heart,
Even though they tear me apart.
I gave them my soul,
They gave me a home.
Here, I feel set free,
Here, I feel that I am me.
Every day I’m changing,
My emotions raging.
I killed several,
I’ve gone mental.
I need to settle the score,
I must **** more!
My friends follow,
Death makes me feel less hallow.
Next victim standing there,
I can smell their fear in the air.
I draw my knife,
I take their life.
People stop and stare,
My ghosts feeding and bodies falling everywhere.
Police catch me and ghosts set me free,
For I’m the only one who can see.
Running down the street,
Random people falling to their feet.
I’m having fun,
As they fall one by one.
The city is dead,
The streets covered in red.
Homicide the only thought in my head,
I must go to the next city for this isn’t the end!

As I’m suddenly standing here,
on the edge
I can see so much clearer,
my friend
Thinking I should disappear,
it’s the end
Drowning in all this fear,
and dread

But slowly I remember
That day in December
You said things would get better
We’d be best friends forever
But were no longer together
Cuz you are gone
Where did I go wrong
After so long

I always think of you
Dont know what to do
We were better as two
Im trying by
Without you by my side
You were so kind
You’re stuck in my mind

Its hard not to see
You not next to me
After so many years
You wiped away my tears
You were my best friend
But this is the end

I look at the sky
Way up high
I think I can fly
Or at least I can try
But this is goodbye

The music plays loud,
And everyone is jumping around.
I feel the beat,
And I move my feet.
I feel so free,
This is me.
The DJ plays the tunes,
And the speakers boom.
This is the way I live,
When the music starts, my knees give.
I dance, one, two, three,
This is me.
I don't get drunk at a pub,
I get high on music at the club.
The music blasts,
And I'm under the spell that's been cast.
This is where I want to be,
This is me.

"We're not cut out for this,
so before we go, one last kiss."
You lean in and I smile,
we stay like that for a while.
We run up stairs,
and I looses my fears.
We stand at the edge,
of the buildings ledge.
You take my hand,
"It'll all be over when we land."
I smile and start to cry,
by your side, I shall die.

Skipped out on morning walks
The time I planned to talk
Feeling more than depressed
Becouse I got more than obsessed
We talked through the phone today
Got tongue tied now knowing what to say
Questions and thoughts fill my head
Feeling like I’m hanging by a thread
Not enough bricks to build this wall
My hearts been bounced like a basketball
I clearly don’t make the cut
So I keep my mouth shut
My mind filled with doubt
Thinking about when we went out
To everything I’ve gone blind
He’s the only thing on my mind
My heart can’t stop asking “when?”
All I have left is paper and pen
To go through this is hard
My heart in shreds and shards
I count to three
But it still bothers me
Not sure how much I can take
Befire I finally break
I have to hold it in
It won’t stop once it begins
Starting to take a mental dive
As this feeling eats me alive
This feeling I must ignore
Throw away the key and lock the door
I must find a way to break free
Even though this is killing me

Today I had my first kiss,
It lasted about a second, but it was such bliss.
My face grew hot and red,
Fog filling my head.
My eyes grew wide,
My heart jumping inside.
My cheek he gave a peck,
While my head was nestled by his neck.
I tried to return the gesture,
Then he tricked me like a jester.
He kissed me gently but quickly,
My stomach felt tickly.
I love him with all my heart,
And I know we'll never be apart.
Holding his hand,
It’s like haveing my own private island.
He’s my world,
My emotions always in a whirl.
I wish I could be with him every minute,
I stand by his side every second I get.
He was my first kiss,
And I will always remember this.

Not knowing why
But I always want to cry
With every breath
I crave my own death
I have no reason to feel this way
But my demons love to play
I have friends that I don’t deserve
I wish a positive thought I could preserve
I hide these feelings so well
But when alone tears start to swell
Faking a smile that never lasts
A girl with no future and no past
A girl with a broken family
A girl who just wants to be free
Wishing go to drown or hang
Because these thoughts my demons have sang
There is no meaning in this heart beating
So my life is ever fleeting
Living in constant heartbreak
Not sure if my life is just a mistake
Im walking through life with nowhere to go
But I’ll just say I’m going with the flow
Sometimes I think about self harm
So instead I scribble stars on my arms
Tgese thoughts creep in at night
But this battle is too hard to fight
Trying to run from my mind
But in this darkness I am blind
I wish someone would hear my plea
But I know no one will rescue a girl like me