My wings were beaten down,
I fell and hit the ground.
Learning to deal with the pain,
my tears fall down like the pouring rain.
Was an angel, now a broken shell,
born in heaven, put through hell.
If I wish to touch the sky,
I must take these broken wings and learn to fly.

Can you see me,
while I’m drowning?
Surrounded by misery,
while you stare, smiling.
Cover me in your ink,
fill me with your lies.
The further I sink,
and I slowly close my eyes.
Secrets I hold,
the scars I hide.
The water is cold,
but my hands are tied.
Sinking in the tears I’ve shed,
as you hold me down.
No one knows how much I’ve bled,
as I continue to drown.

He was beaten down,
Until he had nothing left.
In his blood he thought he would drown,
He thought he would soon take his last breath.
They broke his halo,
Like it was a toy.
He was once calm and mellow,
Now he’ll never be the same boy.
His heart surrounded by thorns,
God never heard the prayers he said.
He felt his heart was torn,
Thats how they found him dead.

Born of two worlds,
One good and one bad.
My thoughts are always swirled,
And it makes me mad!
I don’t know which side to choose,
Darkness or light?
I have so much to lose,
My heart continues to fight.
Am I a demon or an angel?
Am I day or am I night?
Will I forgive or be vengeful?
Will I choose wrong or right?

Scared to go to sleep,
scared of the secrets I keep.
Time to go to bed,
and visit the monsters in my head.
They day I’ve gone insane,
but no one sees my pain.
I want to shout,
when the lights go out.
These demons come out to play,
when the lights fade away.
Under my bed and in my closet,
maybe I really have lost it.
Praying for a light or spark,
because I’m afraid of the dark.

I hate to be apart,
from the boy in my heart.
Is smiles seems to glow,
I hate to see him go.
When I awake he’s the first on my mind,
his hand I wish to find.
I’m so happy I found him and he found me,
he’s the sweetest thing you could ever see.
His pretty blue eyes and his voice,
so glad I was his choice.
Still new to this,
but by him it’s bliss.
I don’t know where to start,
to explain the boy in my heart.

Falling behind in my grades,
as my mind slowly fades.
Life is hard,
and in my hand I deal no cards.
Drowning in self doubt,
as my darkest thoughts seep out.
Feeling lost, hope to be found,
as my demons scream out loud.
Uncertain and without trust,
feeling like I’ll bust.
Trying hard to do my best,
trying hard to past every test.
Grades drop,
wish my emotions would stop.
Everything would be better,
if my mom read a letter,
saying I was gone,
and that she move on.
I’m just a burden to everyone I see,
I feel both mine and their life with misery.
Why must I try so hard to be good,
when I'm never understood?
My life feels full of pain,
and like I’m going insane.