Ever since this fantasy disappeared
My imagination is something I fear
But I try to make everyone happy it ain't working
Suicide is creeping I could feel her lurking
This knowledge is such fundamental
But reality and the people are so judgmental
I make money got no time for vacation
Staying on my grind you don't needa translation
I'm high just floating in the air
I know I'm an ******* but it just means I care
Its true Ima keep doing what I do
And if you can't see then you need to let lose
What makes you beautiful
Is you being weird as usual
Breaking my emotions its so unbelievable
I'm tired of the chase
I ain't Ina ****** race
So these feelings I have are gonna have to erase
Out of my stumber
To the government your just a number
Live life you ain't getting younger
I change rapidly through the stress and the agony
My problems are big probably fill up the the whole ****** galaxy
Even as a felon
My mind is up in the heaven
Of knowledge because its my only weapon
To survive while my thoughts divide
Hiding emotions smiling and giving high fives
You know its S U N
And there's no end
To the stress and this is why I don't have friends.

Cowboy hat Ima ranger
Two pistols on my hip I'm the danger
Feeling trapped Ina chamber
Disgraced now I'm offended
Sorrow long gone glad that it ended
Deleted my Facebook that why you were un friended
So dont blame me for the courtesy
Freedom in stake the force of captivity
Dont really care if they murdered me
Cause I'm sick, sick of this ****
Walking on ice but it ain't that thick
Got a 5 star beautiful chick
So what am I saying I got no problems
Homie if you gotta a problem ***** we can solve em.

Realizing you ain't the mistake
The mistake is what they hate
****** tryna put others down
When the ***** thats a ***** is you when the time comes around
To sneek at night killing ****** left and right
Ripping out the eyes so there would be nothing in sight
Cause ******* stay blind
Rather stay quite then open up there minds
This world is so lame without the fame being played like a game
Put down in shame
Looking for life yes I am the seeker
To find love and that beautiful creature
On a sunny day where theres still rain
Should be happy but theres still pain
Of the love when we make chemistry
I wouldn't be surprised if your ***** fell in love with me.

You can't comprehend
Not even close to understanding him  
There's no such thing as a right or wrong
I live and take a tour writing these songs
You got to live no matter what
It takes ***** and guts
So what the ****
Yes you have your ups and downs
Rounds after rounds
Its like a battle knife to a gun fight
Cause its unfair and its what we call life.

Open up and speak your mind
Revolution we seek through the time
Guards and cell mates with angry faces
Riots break off from different races
My mom told me its the place that I should fear
But I'm trapped in my mind is what's happening here
I can't lie I've done my mistake
But I don't get how they put me in with minds full of hate
I find myself talking and rapping at the wall
Where dreams and freedom is where they will fall
In court wrist and ankles locked in chains
Where the judge says the words of where I'll remain.

Sun shines when the sky is blue
Riding down the west coast avenue
Cause everywhere is balanced fair
Like when I chill the day with you
But I'll love you through the pain
Emotions be coasting through the veins
There's no mean to get away
When our love takes a far way
Of many memories each year
When things are weird but very clear
I fell for you soft like snow
The feeling of letting go
I guess we will never know
Cause we go back to one another
Gotta get money to get out this gutter
You say to leave but I can't leave my mother.

I'm tired of this ****
Don't bring your ******* around me
Are you ****** stupid
I said don't bring that **** around me
You think everything is alright
But in your heart you know its a lie
So why the ******* smiling for
If everything you do will not satisfy
The ones you love and care for the most
Because when you die
You'll finally realize
That's this ******* we call a life is a ****** lie
You try to change but you still sin
To the evil that becomes a disease
Spreading through your head
Till your thoughts begin to freeze.