He prayed for her pain so she’d crawl to his side,
While I prayed for her joy and love of all kinds.
He needed her broken to feel he was whole—
I wanted her shinning, with peace in her soul.

He loved her for him, for control, for his gain,
I loved her for her, through hardships and rain.
He smiled at her failure, a mask in disguise—
While I bled in silence, still wishing her skies.

For what kind of love would dance on her tears?
Rejoice in her downfall or feed of her fears?
I prefer to be lonely, with grief as my chain,
Than ever be cause of her fall or pain.

BODY

MIND

HEART

SOUL

i always wanted you
together we finally
could make our dreams come true
cause anything was possible
when i was with you but
they kept on sayin
we'd never
amount to anything
we had many dreams for the future
i....I'll miss you
and our…
unwound future!
I'll be leaving soon
to another place
all of the dreams
we built up from the ground
they never belived them
they just tore them down

all my problems
all my insecurities
all my fears
all my hates
all my feelings
and all my loves

I don’t cry anymore
the salt ran dry.
I don’t look up
the sky stopped looking back.
I don’t believe
in believing.

Where are you now,
God of broken pages?
That book
full of thunder,
full of fire,
full of once.

Where are the miracles
when we need them
more than ever?
Silence
—louder than prayer.

You’ve
forsaken me
in my heart,
forsaken me
in my mind,
forsaken me
in my...

Why?