The empire's on fire
The dream is burning with the sun
You pigs
Choke on greed
Suffocate
Die!


(You're so moody
So moody all the time
It's hard to keep you mine
*****)

The people laugh and cheer
They all wear their ***** work on their ***** sleeves
They raise their ***** working hands to salute you
They unwittingly support your ***** schemes
You smile and wave
As you put to death their ***** working-class dreams

(You're so moody
So moody in your eyes
It's hard to keep you mine
*****!)

The empire's on fire
The American dream is burning with stars
No one seems to know
People eat what they're fed
No matter how foul the ******* might taste

You pigs
I hope you choke on your greed
Suffocate!
Die!!

(You're so moody
I can see the sickness seeping from your throne
So moody all the time
*****
I can see the poison bleeding from your crown
*****!)

Kevin, you're a curse
You chew through everything
You gnaw on life like a rat
You're so skinny but fat
You're so skinny but fat
You're so skinny but fat!

I know, I'm a ******* monster
I can never get out from under the bed
I know, I'm rat-like monster
I chew on your fears and gnaw on your love!
Trust me, I know, I'm a F@#%ing monster
And I'll never get what I want
If I never get out from under the bed

Kevin, you're a curse
Is there nothing you won't chew through?
Is there nothing in life you won't gnaw on?
You RAT!
You're so skinny but fat
You're so skinny but fat
You're so skinny but fat!

You're all skin and bones..
But your addictions are so fat!!!

Godzilla come in
Godzilla come
Godzilla come in
Godzilla, I wish you were real
Godzilla come in
Godzilla come
Godzilla, I wish you were here

Don't wait for me
In broken dreams
Of dying stars
With crying eyes
You will never wake

So void of feeling
Maybe I should go for a drive
Yes, you know me
& you know that I am not alive
I am machine dream overload

Let the river take me away
I want to be taken
Let the light shine on me
I want to be naked
For all to see
Oh, no!
That is indecent
Cover yourself, fool!
That is their critique of recent
But I hate my life
& so say let the river take me away
I want to be taken
Let the light shine on me
I want to be naked

No life to speak of
As I sleep, wake
Breathe
Turn into wall
See, believe
Dream
Break
Crushed into dust
Float
Sail into you
Faith, trust
I'm lost in your voice

Oh my god I feel so depressed right now
i ATE weigh too many tacos a few hours ago
It's raining outside...which is cool, I guess
I cna listen to any song on the planet but don't feel like it anymore...which is a big part of the depression
I wAS recently diagnosed with overstimulation or something liek that...seriously.

I was young and sweet once
I had love all around and a warmth inside

Now I'm just another sociopath
Just another psychopath
A victim of poverty
Just another dried out *****
A victim of society

I'll step on you
To get what I need
I'll crush your dreams and bones
To get what I want
I'll crush your hope and throat..
Because I'm just another ugly..
Deranged..
Over-sexed flesh machine

I have a dying heart
And a head full of crossed wires
And my fears won't stop bleeding through my skin

This is the worst morning of my life
Though, I have said so before
Everything is terrible
I'm so terribly bored and I hate the way everything feels
Wish I had some ****
Coffee and cigarettes just aren't cutting it
What's it?
Stress
I would leap from a bridge to end it all
But am I not already falling?
Question is, when will I hit the bottom?

Friday night is gone again
& I feel the way I used to then
Take my time to get to bed
Oh, I wish that you were here instead

Lies tonight and every other night
I live inside a memory
Maybe life was better then

Don't go
Oh, please stay
I didn't mean to not know what to say

Lies tonight and every other night

Sometimes I wish I lived in NYC (which is only forty minutes away from me) just so I could always have somewhere to go...not many things are open around here at night time. In the Big Apple...I would always be able to find an AA or NA meeting to go to when I felt bored and/or anxious; I love the meetings because it gives me a chance to listen and speak to the people.

To you
Who leave me
Alone
When I need someone the most
You say it's for the best
You're putting me to a test
But I don't care
When I fail anymore
Oh, can't you see
You're making a monster out of me
I don't wanna eat
I just wanna sleep
I don't wanna wake
I just wanna dream

oh my god
No one paid attention to me since last time I refreshed this page
What the heck
Life is mean!
No respeck

To our Lord and Savior
It’s with great sadness that I bid you farewell
I’m so sick of these monkeys
Preaching heaven and hell
To other monkeys under their spell
hahaha
& I’m so tired of crusaders
Tramping around, just to plant a cross in blood

i COULDN'T save him
My brother
No;thing kills me more than that
I should diy

Life is so heavy
But be mindful not to drop it
Love is some despicable balloon
Yet be ever so mindful not to pop it
Just let it float up to the moon
Goodbye and goodbye
You despicable buffoon
Dinner is ready
Always
Oh, yay
Wait, it's never too late
To have to put more groceries away
Honor thy redundant processes of routine!

I can't sleep even though I took a big tranquil lies sir pill
I'm sick of stuff
I don't have any real independance and I can't even spell it right
I am the smartest man on the internet

No charges have been pressed against me; was simply informed by the trooper that I will eventually (who knows when eventually even happens?) receive a summons to face a judge in the mail.

It's a lovely day
To break my heart
Like some sort of beautiful Patricia
Turning away, just as I go to kiss ya
As though certain that I am ridiculous
& so certain you should be
I am living on a breeze & sunrays
I am living in memories of fun days
Like some sort of useless boy violet
I cut myself for you

You're so bitter
You hate me because I don't love you
It's funny
Funny and sad

Just one death
No more ******* around
Games are for *******
I always have fun playing games until I get sick of the rules
A game is defined by rules
There are no games without rules

There's a chance that Taylor Swift is on here and loves my poems.

Still wide away, which I blame on the coffee...it makes me have to *** a lot and keeps my brain wired. I wanna eat burgers and fries and a vanilla milkshake. I feel like cruising through the night some more.

There’s no one here
But there’s me
The only one here
& so lonely
There’s nothing to do here
But sit and stare
There’s nothing to look at
There’s nothing there
& there’s no love here
But there’s air
I wanna stop breathing
But I don’t dare
Cuz I don’t know where I would go if I did
But there's no one here
But there's me
The only one here
& so ugly

I'm only on here for attention
Just joking
Wait...am eye?
Nope
I don't know
thingszzz

It's so painful for ash ton kutcher when he finds out that jessica ale bah doesn't really wanna marry him...painful to watch.

What will be the price I pay
For letting you slip away
Into my darkened cave
Where I will always be alone
& does my weakness show
From knowing what I know
Knowing there's no way
I could ever make it change
I'm falling down
From the sound of your voice
Ringing in my ears tonight
I don't wanna be awake anymore
I'm falling down now
From that look in your eyes
Staring at me like I was the ugliest man alive
I'm falling hard now and there's nothing I can do
Except for think of all the things I'll never do with you

I want to ******* die, dude, once and for all
That way no one can ever say I'm a coward

It's so pathetic how everyone is so jealous of me just because I am the one who Taylor Swift fell in love with.

I feel like taking a hot bath and playing my snake game...Snake Mania...it's one of my favorite games on Facebook. I love the games on Facebook; I play them on my iPhone in the tub. Hopefully I never drop the phone into the tub and ruin it.

Lies, lies, lies
Lies
I'm no better than your mother's lies
& you can cry
Cry, cry, cry
You're as bitter as your mother's eyes
But now she's back
& I missed her
Something went wrong
I thought I would forget her
But lies, lies, lies

Oh god...Is life worth it ornot?

Who am I to define even the smallest part of you
When all I do is break myself down
Second guess my heart and mind
Analyze my own every thought and action
The stupid simplicity of it is I don't know you
But want to

This is for no one but me...and I will have anyone who is caught hacking any of my computers thrown directly into one of the jails for life. Part of me, on the inside, screams nearly endlessly in such a spectacular fashion; I just have to deal with it or I will die and everything...but not forever...because my spirit will simply depart from this vessel and I’ll probably take shape somewhere else in the universe. I have the final word and say and everything about my life and/or existence so I gotta make it really great or I’m a loser.
I don’t wanna be a loser; no one does...not even losers.
Why do I feel like screaming and who or what do I feel like screaming to or at?
Things are so crazy. I don’t even know what to do with my time. I have been here for so long. I hope things go from good or okay to amazing and happy. What do I have to worry about? What am I doing right or wrong? These are good questions. I don’t have all the answers. Sometimes I barely know what to do. Are things better or worse?
I make a lot of decisions...even if it doesn’t seem like I do.
This is the type of thing you’d wanna do with something like this. The statue on my desk rattles too much as I type. I don’t like it...like the statue...just not the way it rattles. The problem is solved because I just repositioned the statue in such a way that it no longer rattles against the wall.
All I care about is typing.

Why stuff?
Why do it?
It's what I gotta figure out
What's the point?

Valentine's Day has such a star-studded cast. Can you people even believe how many big names are in the movie?

What if ornot was a real word? What would it even mean?
I dare you to moooooooove
I dare you to moooooooove
Oh...sorry, I'm listening to this great song by switchfoot right now

People act like I'm too greedy and/or evil just because I stole so much money from innocent people when I worked on Wallstreet but I blame Gordon Geko because everything was his idea; I simply wanted to impress my dad by making more money than him and all the other ancestors.

Why ain't things better yet?
I feel so unispired

It's a serious question...I just published a poem and quickly realized that I had accidentally said a swear-word, so I quickly hit the edit button and censored myself cuz I don't wanna get kicked off here...just like I get kicked off everywhere
I was suspended from Twitter for life, even though I'm a really good purse son, who loves people and actually carez
I should just hang myself cuz the people who own and operate twitter hate my gutzzzzzz

I hardly ate anything at all today...just been drinking coffee and smoking cigarrets...which ain't too grate for my nutritions but I'm sure I will survive because I've been living this way for so long.
I should eat...I want some burgers or something...and fries.

Seriously
Things aren't that horrible at the moment and the world hasn't exactly ended, yet...but I got so worked up today and now I have to get a lawyer and have him or her talk to my parents because there's seriously no point at all in attempting and honest and/or open conversation with these people; they just don't know how to do it because I guess everything was so much different for their generation growing up and everything

I could not reach out to you
Though I wanted to
I loved you so much
I still do
I cannot speak to you in this life
All I can do is emulate our life together and type into these machines

I'm waiting for the morning AA meeting...haven' t slept in a bit....don't even know why I'm staying up for it when I could just take one of the giant tranq pills the doctors gave me and sleep for like sixteen hours in a row.
I hope people don't mind that my poems are often me just writing whatever.

Everyone's got a little machine inside
Tells them to pray
Everyone's got a little monkey inside
Tells them to play
But I've got a little birdy inside
Tells me to fly away
I said I got a little birdy inside
But they loved him on his deathbed, you know
They fed him with the truth
& everyone is so sick and tired of Mondays!
Everyone's so sick and tired of Mondays!

Gordon Geko just called me from his beach phone, collect, which doesn't even make much sense to me because he is so much richer than I am. My phone bill is going to be so expensive this month. The year is nineteen eighty five and my name is Bud Fox.

Freddy Got Fingered is such a great movie...people who don't like the movie and Tom Green are morons. I love Tom Green...he's funny. Funny matters.

I can't today

Everything is probably my fault, so it's okay to blame me, like some sort of beautiful Amy who will not forgive me; even though she said she would or did or whatever.
I am so stupid.
I remind her of her father, even though I was hoping that I reminded her of her future husband or something.
Whatever.
Marriage is for gay people

I actually would walk into a public restroom barefoot
I'd stick my whole foot up yer mom's ****
If she wanted me to do it