Reel hat hit tea is crash sing to the ground

No one can help me with my mommy issues, not even my mommy

Why should I even bother doing things?
I shouldn't because people will not like me no matter what I do.
I just got invited to one of Madonna's famous beach-parties but I don't feel like going because Madonna is old and ugly and has a huge gap in her teeth and I bet her breath stinks really bad

I know everything but what you know or not.

Do you even know what you really believe in or are you just convinced you're write? You ain't. I am. I am the righter and you are just one more pathetic, little, marginally talented writer.

Do not stand up for what you don't believe in lest you'd be easily knocked down

You are so famous
People read your name
It's written in the human condition
And every hue man is lame

All you do is think about yourself
Even though you don't think you're selfish
It's disgusting
You make me sick
You are poison that kills
You never heal
k

Let me leave
I don't want to be in your *** penny
It is not worth anything to me
It's disgusting

I don't want to be a good criminal
I want to get away with nothing
I don't want to be a criminal at all
I want to move from this state
I am not needed here

Don't be afraid
I'm so high above your head
I am above trees
Above every cloud

Do you hate the new me
Or am I old
Do you feel a sense of glee
When my happiness is sold

Friday night is gone again and I feel the way I used to then
Take my time to get to bed
Though I wished that you were here instead
But it's all lies tonight and every other night

I don't choose her pain
She chooses what she needs
I am not the stain of pain
That haunts her when she bleeds
Period
.

Can I be the lucky one today
And just move on
With nothing
Nothing to lose or gain
No more confused her
Telling me I choose her pain

I always thought it would always be good

So much of the hell is leaving my brothers and sisters
And perhaps it is even leaving me
For now

What does the word cannon mean? I’ll have to look it up here in a bit. From the dawn of time we came moving silently down through the centuries.
The few who remain will battle to the last.
Hear we are! Born to be kings! We’re the princess of the universe.
Fighting to survive in a world with the dark cast pow hers.
Hear we belong! Fighting fur survival.
I am immortal.
Whatever the date is doesn’t matter to me.
I love Donald Trump so much; he is one of my many personal heroes.
Fell hen knee charge jazz.
We are THIS close. Alright? I have to come hair.
What do you want? Do you want the truth? ******. If you lied, you would have an easier time getting what you wanted.
I puked in a trash-barrel. Print-screen button...very aweesome!
I’m just not willing to say that everything I’ve ever done is a bad thing. No one can stop me but me. People act like ******* and then wonder why they get treated like a bunch of worthless *******.
It’s so stupid that I’m waiting for an AA meeting to begin when I’m not even a real alcoholic. Vulnerability really freaks people out these days.
Is it real? I think so. You don’t have any cats. No. I like that. Questions and statements.
A distant ship’s smoke on the ***** eyes sin. Zen. Her eyes Zen. I caught a fleeting glimpse outta duh corn hair hove ma eyes. Duh dream iz goine. Eye halve bee *** *** fort tab lee numb.
It’s not exactly a dream-job. My **** is working...overtime. You’re not cracking up, are ya? I’m not ******* surprised. Yer getting reassigned. *** sign duh.
Look...for me...you gotta lay low. What good am I to you if you don’t listen to me?

Line after line.
The object is neither to remember or forget.
Good and evil are pretty easy to discern. People are full of **** all the ******* time. Sweet dreams, as opposed to sour or sorrowful or sad.
What does that matter?
Deep ends.
I’m sure you know by now. I am taking life’s processes so seriously. Should I? I need to work on my car. I am having a grea morning.

I won't
Worry
Cuz it don't change a thing
When I hurry
And I can't change the wind
I know
And it blows!
But hey
I'm losing you today

You don't have to fall
But you can fly
You can fly with God and I
You can really fly!
You don't have to die
But you can dream
You can stay awake and dream or fall asleep
But you can really fly!

Sometimes, we really do drive off into the endless sunset and you make every simple moment of life worth it.

I could not reach out to you
Though I wanted to
I loved you so much
I still do
I cannot speak to you in this life
All I can do is emulate our life together and type into these machines

I realized last night before sleeping that perhaps you were always dead and I am no different

I cannot live or go on without you but I do
I create false lives of us in my mind and reside there whenever possible
But people want me to have a life or something
I don't care
I forgive all

It is okay that you departed
Though you have taken away the real sun

I have no life and I have given everything to people who...I don't know
But I forgive
My faith is in god and I have surrendered

Even the man who ***** me when I was eleven, I forgive

I forgive
I do
I live and forgive all of you

They give and take everything to and from you
They **** you and break you down
Just because it happened to them

The truth shall set you free, even though honesty can get you killed; the secret is to not fear death

We have nothing to fear **** the fear that no one cares about the redundant and simple truth of that anymore
People want to be afraid or something because it's all that's left
I don't know but I do
This is the worst poem yet
I ****
I kiss
Mouths and necks
I blow it all on her
Every her in time

I'm actually feeling really great today, despite yesterday's sad and dramatic events; the pills really do work...over time.
I was on Vyvanse, which is an amphetamine, for a couple years and that stuff made me feel great but I eventually started abusing it a bit and I got really skinny and my teeth almost started falling out and I probably almost died or something. My thoughts were definitely getting more and more horrible and sad or whatever. An knee weigh...too make a long story short, I got sent to the hospital and they made me ween myself of the amps.
Now I'm on Prozac and seer eh quill...because I might have skit sow fray knee ugh or bipolar or both or whatever.
Anyway, the good news is this...I feel like a million bucks today! Got amazing sleep :-) <3 (-:

I would never actually **** myself on purpose but there's been so many times in my life when I wished I had a gun or cyanide pills so I could just end it all very quickly and I don't think I'm alone in this.
I hate when people ask "are you okay?" because people are the reason people are not okay.

Should I close the lid? Should I close the laptop and let it chill for a bit? Maybe having those key-lights on makes it run hotter than it has to. I am learning how to have better and more clear thoughts, I think; maybe not.
Con necks chin fail yer. Yer is the only word that ain’t a word, I guess. iGuess. It’s a new brand from Apple. I wouldn’t mind having a new Apple II GS to play with.
Nemesis is totally insane; he’s always trying to **** Alice, even though he used to be friends with her.

It's raining computers over here!
I basically got motherboards popping out my ***

It hertz

It sure is a pretty computerrick day out today!

Don't let that crap in again cuz none uh that crap is every gonna happen again
We raised ya write
It's yer own **** fault you like plucking that there devi's fiddle, pa

This family busted its whole **** *** just to give ya what ya deserved, boy!!!!!!!

Here, I bought you a big bag  of computers of all makes and models, new computers and used

I only want the new ones

You don't get to make that decision for this family

Your only mom just died, even though she was your only real friend, and now you have nothing and no one?
Sorry about that...I'll be there for you...as soon as I get back from buying more computers at Best Buy.

Oh, the house is on fire?
Let's buy more computers

It's like if we keep dumping all our time and energy into these computers, forever and ever or until the sun won't shine (for whatever reason,) everything will just instantly get better for everyone somehow...even though it hasn't happened yet, even though this has been going on for so long.

The computers don't even have any real money inside of them, everyone, even though so many of us dumped so much real time and money into these machines; I think it's funny...funny and sad.

We get what we ask for, even if it's the last thing we wanted; that simple fact can cause you endless laughter and tears
You'll drown and choke on all and/or nothing so long
Just like me and everyone still here

It's better to just **** me than allow me to live with your pain in my brain because I'll accidentally smother with kindness trying to make up for it

It does hurt and always has
Other people's pain hurts more than my pain and always has
My mind won't stop showing me faces of sadness and pain on my loved one's faces sometimes

I guess you could say I stepped into the ring with a vendetta but you should never say that nothing didn't hurt me all that while I destroyed everyone who stepped up to me

It was always about me until it never was and perhaps that's how it always is
I cannot say with full surety
But I know my pain along the way was real and I often could hardly ever breathe psychologically

No one seems to wanna stay with her but me but anyone can just come along and say that about me and it'd probably be true
I don't know her and she doesn't know me but we do love each other on a spiritual level and I honestly believe her soul is purely dive and pure <3