i COULDN'T save him
My brother
No;thing kills me more than that
I should diy

oh my god
No one paid attention to me since last time I refreshed this page
What the heck
Life is mean!
No respeck

Just one death
No more ******* around
Games are for *******
I always have fun playing games until I get sick of the rules
A game is defined by rules
There are no games without rules

I want to ******* die, dude, once and for all
That way no one can ever say I'm a coward

I'm only on here for attention
Just joking
Wait...am eye?
Nope
I don't know
thingszzz

It's so painful for ash ton kutcher when he finds out that jessica ale bah doesn't really wanna marry him...painful to watch.

I feel like taking a hot bath and playing my snake game...Snake Mania...it's one of my favorite games on Facebook. I love the games on Facebook; I play them on my iPhone in the tub. Hopefully I never drop the phone into the tub and ruin it.

It's so pathetic how everyone is so jealous of me just because I am the one who Taylor Swift fell in love with.

Why stuff?
Why do it?
It's what I gotta figure out
What's the point?

I can't sleep even though I took a big tranquil lies sir pill
I'm sick of stuff
I don't have any real independance and I can't even spell it right
I am the smartest man on the internet

Valentine's Day has such a star-studded cast. Can you people even believe how many big names are in the movie?

I'm watching Valentine's Day again, everyone; it's such a romantic movie. I'm not just watching it because Taylor Swift is in it...I am not obsessed with her...she is obsessed with me.

There's a chance that Taylor Swift is on here and loves my poems.

Sometimes I wish I lived in NYC (which is only forty minutes away from me) just so I could always have somewhere to go...not many things are open around here at night time. In the Big Apple...I would always be able to find an AA or NA meeting to go to when I felt bored and/or anxious; I love the meetings because it gives me a chance to listen and speak to the people.

I'm waiting for the morning AA meeting...haven' t slept in a bit....don't even know why I'm staying up for it when I could just take one of the giant tranq pills the doctors gave me and sleep for like sixteen hours in a row.
I hope people don't mind that my poems are often me just writing whatever.

Love keeps us coming back
Like a ***** to a needle
Till we get thrown into a rubber sack
Like a lead singer Beatle

Life is all about being a snake
Even if you are a very small snake and no one knows and/or cares about you, you can still end up winning; the trick is to trick one of the big snakes into killing their self against your small body and then you eat them and gain their mass, which makes you one of the big snakes.

My life is still such a mess and no one would even care if I just died but there's still a part of me that can't help but to genuinely believe that Taylor Swift is in love with me and that we will get married and have babies someday.

Still wide away, which I blame on the coffee...it makes me have to *** a lot and keeps my brain wired. I wanna eat burgers and fries and a vanilla milkshake. I feel like cruising through the night some more.

I hardly ate anything at all today...just been drinking coffee and smoking cigarrets...which ain't too grate for my nutritions but I'm sure I will survive because I've been living this way for so long.
I should eat...I want some burgers or something...and fries.

My older brother surprised the crap out of me by getting my car running today
I was ready to just slit my wrist and hang myself because of all the drama that's been going on in my life and head
Just got back from cruising all around town

Freddy Got Fingered is such a great movie...people who don't like the movie and Tom Green are morons. I love Tom Green...he's funny. Funny matters.

Of course I'm a little bit crazy...I'm an American; if you live in America and consider yourself not crazy, you're totally insane!
I love this country!

I can't today

**** everyone and thing because no one kneads them
Know time for all that extra ****
When you don't get a person's sense of humor that does not bode well
I am having such a crisis write now
I hate life so much

I don't want to be in trouble anymore! I'd rather just ******* die! I'm not afraid of death! I am afraid of life!

I wish I would just have a heart-attack right now or something
I bet this is how Aaron Shwartz felt
All they can do is hurt us and put us in trouble and keep us there
The bad thing
The shadow we can't escape

I am ready to die because I feel this way and I feel this way because I live like I'm ready to do; and so you see, vicious cycles are real.

Flowerz ****...i do not see the appeal.

I feel like just ripping my hair oiut or something...problem is, I recently got it cut really short

Jennifer Garner is such a *******....I don't like her face much
Watching Valentine's Day again

What the ****!

Just forgive me for real
Don't just say the words!
Let's make life great instead of horrible

What if nothing is even real?
I guess that's pretty standard psychotic thinking
It's like...I know things are real...but I just need to look up the word real on google or something

I actually would walk into a public restroom barefoot
I'd stick my whole foot up yer mom's ****
If she wanted me to do it

You got a ticket to kiss my **** ***, hard, *****

Don't call me smart unless you plan on ******* my brains out, bab

Have other people ever heard of movies?
They're cool
It's these stories people do on film...like a play

Yer name means ******* in every language

People hate me just cuz I'm a real vampire

Just **** me already
If you hate me so much
Life seems so like...unsteady
And I'm so out of touch
I hate my whole life so bad right now
Everything seems so much worse than it should be

You're so bitter
You hate me because I don't love you
It's funny
Funny and sad

Why ain't things better yet?
I feel so unispired

Oh my god I feel so depressed right now
i ATE weigh too many tacos a few hours ago
It's raining outside...which is cool, I guess
I cna listen to any song on the planet but don't feel like it anymore...which is a big part of the depression
I wAS recently diagnosed with overstimulation or something liek that...seriously.

What if ornot was a real word? What would it even mean?
I dare you to moooooooove
I dare you to moooooooove
Oh...sorry, I'm listening to this great song by switchfoot right now

Oh god...Is life worth it ornot?

Lifehouse is such a great band...never wouldhave thought I'd like Christian rock so much back when I was a "cool" teenager...but these guys are obviously doing the lord's work.

I'm still holding...I'm bare lee hold ding on two youuuuuuuu

I'm listneing to some lifehouse right now....which makes it really hard to come up with my own, original poems.
I see that I misspelled listening up there and I don't care...I'm not going to bother correcting the mistake because I honestly don't care much at all

Duh broke can clock is ugh *** fort
Sticky

eye let you go
nananananana
Nooooooooooo
<3<3<3<3<3<3
Left alone each time