No one seems to wanna stay with her but me but anyone can just come along and say that about me and it'd probably be true
I don't know her and she doesn't know me but we do love each other on a spiritual level and I honestly believe her soul is purely dive and pure <3

No one can ever save us on time

No charges have been pressed against me; was simply informed by the trooper that I will eventually (who knows when eventually even happens?) receive a summons to face a judge in the mail.

Seriously
Things aren't that horrible at the moment and the world hasn't exactly ended, yet...but I got so worked up today and now I have to get a lawyer and have him or her talk to my parents because there's seriously no point at all in attempting and honest and/or open conversation with these people; they just don't know how to do it because I guess everything was so much different for their generation growing up and everything

Only god can help me now and forever, probably
Every time I put all my faith into myself I lose faith in basically everything, especially myself

I obviously wish I always was a good person, who did good things and make great decisions but that's just not the case, even though I want it to be. Sorry. I'm being so redundant again...I guess this is just one of my many defense-mechanisms.
Things when from pretty good to pretty bad pretty **** fast today; it all started with an argument with my little sister...I don't see her much and we just clash negatively these days. So much crap in my head.