Ferocious faculties  enact the velocity, polarity and barometry of facts.
can't take one in
can't put one back

I'd rather carry a backpack
full of thing i'll loose
because regardless of whether I remember
them or not
i'll know that they were true.



Excrellent God!

Realizing your on your own
is like a robot taking over your
existence
It's like  a body growing inside of you
it's like hacving to listen to
music each second
of every day
it is like taking an interest in adverts
It is like wearing glassses that blackk out your vision
It is like being a gorilla in a zoo
It is ike beinga fly on it's back
it is like apathy
it is likecaring about that apathy just as much as the apathy itself
in terms of the consequences of the apathy
It is like working your way throgh danger, with complete disregard for your safety
It is like tryiing to attach yourself to your fading memories
It is like ntot knowing whether to moev on or not
It is slike feeling like the whole world doesn't care about you
It should be like silence, but it's not
It's like buying things you don't want off the internet
IT is akin to living in ignorance
It iss not knowiing whther your family are good people or not

iT is like not knowing how much people pretend to e doing a job, how much people are do a god job, and how many **** bags areinvolved in doing their job around you
It is **** not knong how far you will go.
It is like not knowing how muh control you have oveer how far
you will take things
It is like haviing the keys to the universe,
but no freedom

IIt is like feeling you've put a burden on other people just by them being around you
when you should know thats nont true,
IT's loosing your capacity to reasons
iT' results in irresponsibility
It makes you work harder
It makes you tough
Tougher than what they call drug lords and gangsters
It makes you believe in things outside yourself
IT can put yu on a new path
IT can blow out the candle of your life
IT can be scenic
IT can bea battle
IT can be accepted
IT can be something that's been  a long time coming
It can be the antithesis to debt
It can roar like a lion
It an consume you
It can make you **** yourself (literally)
It can make you want to take back everything youve ever said in your whole life
it can free you from the bbonds of regret
iT can allow you to choose your own space, career, and area

IT an take away everything
And give everything, in a different form back.

******* Lord

Boring entitlement to make art,
hijacks creativity
in a funeral car
the procession plays trumpets
a soul stirs
but it's too late

The ledge doesn't look up anymore
as viciousness of the ultra sound scan
issues detriment and dilation from a
doctors point of view

mother vicariously, implants
her
suppositions and inquisitions
but the doctor allows no
imposition

for ultra sound scans are safe right?

The next assumption
come from the fun of the media
and it's unforgiving nature
and how we challenge it
with weakness, spoilt in our bones by a mannerism here, a talk there, a joke further along the road, and a promise of safety in the form of insurance

but by the time you're insured it's too late.


Again, the safety seekers look to bring their complaint higher/
but balloons and celebratory decorations like Christmas
crowd the way


so now they know somethings going on.

Time to stand up to all authorities then.

In the name of Christ. Poonanny Christ. Poonanny Lord God.

sun to spirit
spirit to sky
needn't there even be s why
?
for i have come in peace
not cowardice
and if they do it once
they ca do it again.
the whole thing has to stop An,
or you're out of the game.

Amen Lord

naanbread Apollo. Breadsticks Aphrodite. chicken and sweetcorn souup Zeus. Chopsticks Athena. Ubereats Hernes. porridge magical  creatures.  poonanny GOD

The rainbow Mohawk, turned out to be the, latent and superciliously hefty
significant event of the century. And a rainbow can appear at any time of year. Like the autumn leaves fall upon the ground, they were found with dried up mud on them, some watching tv (they would have to be taught how to pray) and others, well they'd have to take part in finding the other human beings.

Amen rain. Amen sun. Amen rainbow chasers. Amen #the human race. Amen rainbow Mohawk. Amen Lord
**

how can we hope to become when time does not stand still?
When we are left not just out of the history books, but even the society we hate.

So many times I've slept with a man and wondered why he handed me money. I realize at this moment, although it will be viewed stereotypically; just by virtue of it being my realisation; is that those weren't nice men, pretending to care about me. The proof is all around us. they did it so they could toy with my mind, they do it to make me do explicitly ****** things in my own room in hospital, that I wouldn't usually do. And, something (I was completely oblivious to at the time, (and am still oblivious to when not doped on ritalin clozapine and diazepam), Furthermore there are those involved in order to be a stop gap for the numbering system of human beings. Because if there's no change n the circumstances of slavery - it continues out and evenly, becoming an understandable reality. Which is when - basically - business goes down for these men, and they loose interest. and I should add become more sadistic.

So how do we call them out on it - when they're the ones in charge - ? we be ourselves, degrade ourselves, love those who love you and pray earnestly every day.




Amen humanity...Amen Lord!