I gazed into his eyes like night sky but instead of thoughts flowing they ran for exit my stomach. I pulled the fire alarm too confused by words unspoken to allow him to pull me in. Two options on the table run or stay. Hoping the words that travel from his heart to his lips are stay cause don't leave means I'm lonely. But to let go of your pride and ask someone to stay is meaningful. As my mind starts a domino trail leading to my heart so when you stop biting ur lip what every words escape will make my heart feel one of two things. Love or pain so my heart tries to fight back but to lost in you to see that I'm setting myself up to fail. So when you opened your mouth and let go of my hand and said wait. All of me froze cause even though my body was at war with itself i was calmed by the beautiful sound that left your lips. So when u pulled my closer I moved with you to the beat of your heart, my favorite song as are lips touched the Dominos fell. As my thoughts raced trying to beat each other to my lips with no words to say you pulled away yet, the feeling lingered as I couldn't look away from your beautiful eyes.

My first love was the sky the way the stars shined and the moon glows. I fell in love the the clouds and the way they look like animals. That amazing smell of nature. The way the sun shined so bright nothing could compare to her light. Then I met you and I fell in love with how your smile was like the stars. The way you when you laughed you were like the moon. The way you seen the world was like I seen the clouds. The way you smelled the heaven. How when you laughed you shined brighter than the sun no one else could compare to. You were everything I loved in the world put into one person. When I was younger I thought love was a myth the movie business used to sell movies. I didn’t believe eyes let alone yours could make me believe in something I spent my life denying. But your eyes were the most beautiful thing I ever seen. So i fell in love with everything you do. I fell for the way you wear your hair. The way you stood up for everything you believed in. I fell for that stupid look on your face while you attempted to cook. You were what i never knew i was looking for but, what i always needed. You complete me i just hope i complete you.

I don’t know if I believe in love but, I believe in you. I believe that your smile is bright enough to light dark rooms. I believe your laugh could be the solution to world peace. I believe that your touch can make my heart start and stop. I believe that you smell like heaven. I believe that your voice could make the world stop or at least mine. I believe that all your imperfections make you perfect. I believe you have the worlds most beautiful eyes. I believe the stars shine at night just so if I lost you id be able to find you. I know you feel like home and when Im lonely I only want you. I know that I was lost without you you were the piece of my I was created to find. I know without you I’m mentally lost and physically broken. I know that without you its hard to breathe and impossible to think of anything but you. That every detail that makes you up your sweaty hands your long arms, your smelly *** feet, your hair and the way you could get lost in it just like your conversations. . I know when I talk to you I never wanna walk away. I know you make me want to go back in time and meet you earlier. You make me wanna hurt you and kiss you all in the same sentence. You make me feel like I could do anything. You make me trip over you every time you look at me. You have made me felt and say some beautiful things . I love how you are you over everything you are the most amazing oxymoron. I know you say the smartest dumbest **** ever and I love it but the question is does that mean I love you.