The life I once had
Had to have left me
With a sense of sad
I do not remember
But at one time did
Probably when I
Was still a kid
A childs brain
Seeming so
Void of pain
The life they recall
And usually
Remembering
Their fall
For twenty years now
I have been asleep
Lost in a nightmare
Wanting to leap
I am awake
I am alive
Time now to bring
Happiness with me
And leave behind
Such pain that stings
To the next life
I dare not
Bring strife
Just lost in thought at work
Trying to stay alive