Judas

Judas May 2016

I am a candle
That emits fire.

My own poetries
Will be the flame
That will always give
Light upon you.

It may consume
Myself and die
But at least for sure
I contributed
Something special
To your life
From my soul.

Judas May 2016

I Said I Love You

I said I love you.
It's not a question.
So it needs no answer.
But it is more of a stimulus.
Therefore, I need a response.

I said I miss you.
It's not an obligation to say the same.
So you need not to do it.
But it is more of a feeling.
Therefore, show me.

But no matter how you respond,
(by thank you or I love you too)
No matter how you show me,
(by slamming doors or I miss you more)
As long as I never miss a moment
Of telling you these words,
I will be okay. It will be fine.

Judas May 2016

If I (

If I (
    stay U )
    die.
I (
    ----go
U )
    live.
I <3 U
?ido

Judas May 2016

We Are Like A Fictional Work Of Art

We are like a fictional work of art.
We are the two characters of a short story
But everytime I'm with you in a setting
The world just becomes so epic
Despite we only opened few of our chapters.

Our actions sometimes rise
Which lead us to immortal conflicts
Which then result to drama.
If we were not strong enough,
We would have concluded into a tragedy.

We exchange unscripted lines
That battles that of Shakespeare's plays.
And thru our passionate kisses
Our names become legends
And our souls become the magic of poetries.

Judas May 2016

Who Am I?

Who am I?
I am a person who lacks self esteem.
Thus I am hungry for confidence.
I am a person who denies my existence.
Thus I am thirsty for appreciation.
I am a person who doesn't want trouble.
Thus I hate the concept of hate.
I am a person who carelessly enjoys life.
Thus I stumble down to be happy.
I am a person who is satisfied with poems.
Thus I love reading and making them.
I am a person who cries when lonely.
Thus I defy staying home alone.
I am a person who has the will to choose.
Thus I am defined by my own choices.

Judas May 2016

I Always Wanted To Be

I always wanted to be a writer
So I can express fully what I feel.
I always wanted to be a painter
So I can paint my imagination so real.
I always wanted to be a traveler
So I can explore seas and mountains.
I always wanted to be an astronaut
So I can see the space and stars up close.
I always wanted to be a programmer
So I can see the beauty behind the codes.
I always wanted to be an archaeologist
So I can see things worth discovering.
I always wanted to be a singer
So I can sing the songs I can write.
I always wanted to be a philosopher
So I can impose the ideas I've observed.
Lastly, I always wanted to be with you
So these things I wanted to do
Will be memorable and worthwhile.

Judas May 2016

Fear Is An Amazing Emotion

Fear is an amazing emotion.
Fear can consume a heart.
It can make you either do good
Or do worse.
It can dwell in someone's mind.
It can cause cancer to one's life
Or strength for some.

Fear resides behind names.
It can cause you to fear more.
Fear dwells behind smells,
Textures,
Sounds,
Forms,
And in almost everything.
It can be seen behind the eyes
Or can be tasted by skin.

Fear can be felt before death
And sometimes,
During life.
People fear of losing
And fear for having more.
It is just so comforting to know
How amazing fear is.