Judas

Judas Apr 2016

I stab death to die itself
To start a new life instead.
But never do I notice
That I killed the man
Myself have known
And leave the ones
I do not know.
Now, the confusion is real.
I feel lonely even I surround myself
With the crowd I know and don't.
I feel foolish in stabbing the man
With my knife that feeds with memories.
Now I do not remember
Who I am and who I am not.
I don't even feel my existence
Anymore somehow.

Judas Apr 2016

I Shall Undress You

I shall undress you.
I shall wear my skin.
I shall feel the warmth of our body
And our sweat shall rejoice.
I shall play with your *******.
I shall play them with my tongue.
And my hands shall explore your wonderland.
Deep within the forest,
Deep within the cave.
I shall touch them lightly
With my fingers touching it slightly.
Your goosebumps shall not stop me.
Not even your moans,
Not even your scratches,
Not even your shaking knees.

Judas Apr 2016

You Are Like A Flute That Makes Music

You are like a flute that makes music
Everytime I touch my lips with yours
And as I fill my fingers to each of your holes,
Your tone rises and my ears are pleased.
When I blow hard,
You scream loud.
And I shall whisper to your mouth
For you not to make a sound.
We can play a song together.
Now,
How can we play without each other?

Judas Apr 2016

Feed From Me

I can never grow any further
Or go any longer.
I am already stumbling
For there is no future for me.
I am like a sheep.
I exist just to die.
And you on the other hand
My shepherd that guides my way.
Just feed from me
Until you can proceed
And grow up with someone
With future ahead of him.

Judas Apr 2016

I Just Want To Die Sometimes

A silhouette of a man has come.
He knows that I,
A breathless man,
Wants to die.
My soul feels like rotting,
Like it doesn't want to exist.
I don't understand why.
I have people around me.
I am happy.
But sometimes not.
I don't understand the world anymore
Not even myself.
I just want to end all of this
By the grimmer blade
The silhouette has carried.

Judas Apr 2016

The Tool I Want To Die By

I'm seeing a shadow
With a gun in his hand.
I'm scared and terrified
Cause it might just blow.
I think he decides
Not to blow his head
When he throws the gun
And get a knife instead.
It is raining a lot
With thunderclaps so loud
And the room is dark.
The feeling is horrible
Cause I am alone that night.

Judas Apr 2016

Dare Devil Ride

Taking chances is a dare devil ride.
Its like riding a roller coaster
Instead of a Ferris wheel.
Ferris wheel is safer than a roller coaster ride.
But the damage is the same
And the excitement is far different.
In a Ferris wheel, you're not flying.
You are in caged.
You are not free.
You will enjoy a coaster, perhaps.
You will feel the air.
As you can scream and shout.
Both are unsafe.
I say you take the coaster.
Its worth the risk.